当孤独成为人生的伴侣，岁月的痕迹悄然爬上眉梢。在这寂静的黄昏，我们不禁思考：究竟是什么，在无声中撕裂了友谊的纽带，将我们推向了深不见底的深渊？

As loneliness becomes a companion in life, the marks of time subtly creep onto the brows. In this quiet dusk, we can't help but ponder: What, in the silence, tears apart the bonds of friendship, pushing us into the bottomless abyss?

1. 如果有一天，我突然疏远了你，不要想我们之间怎么了。你没有错，我只是突然犯病了，过一阵子就好。友情如此，爱情亦如此！

1. If one day, I suddenly distance myself from you, don't worry about what's wrong between us. You're not at fault; I just had a sudden attack. It will pass in a while. This applies to friendship as well as love!

2. 用冰凉的酒来麻醉自己深爱你的心，让它冰封。

2.麻醉自己深爱你的心，用冰凉的酒让它冰封。

3. 闭上眼睛渴望你出现，怎么让你再爱我多一点！

3. Closing my eyes, I long for your presence, how can I make you love me a little more!

4. 心情很差，过去都是我劝别人开心一点，现在轮到自己，真的没有心情也开心不起来，过去总是傻傻的很快乐，很简单，现在回头想想，真是够傻，很多事情都没有给自己一个很好的交代，我真后悔，可是又回不去了，总是在自我安慰中生活，没真正为自己做过什么，痛心！睡不着，只想痛快的哭一次，放过自己。

4. I'm feeling really down. In the past, I was always the one urging others to be happier, but now it's my turn, and I truly can't find the mood or be happy. Back then, I was foolishly happy, so simple. Now, when I look back, it's truly foolish. I haven't given myself a good explanation for many things. I deeply regret it, but it's too late to go back. I always live in self-comfort, never truly doing anything for myself. It's heartbreaking! I can't sleep, all I want is to have a good cry and let go of myself.

5. 友情也好爱情也罢每次付出的真心最后伤的永远是自己那不如早点say了

5. Whether it's friendship or love, every time you put your heart into it, the one who ends up getting hurt is always yourself. So why not just say it sooner?

6. 但有时候，比一个人孤独终老更可怕的是，两个人一起孤独终老。

6. But sometimes, it's even scarier to grow old alone together than to grow old alone.

7. 你在路边遇到一个乞丐，可能会因为怜悯给他五块钱，但你不会跟他做朋友。如果有一个人，能让你很快成长，和他在一起又感到舒服，你一定喜欢结交他。

7. You might give a beggar on the roadside five yuan out of pity, but you wouldn't want to be friends with him. If there is someone who can help you grow quickly and with whom you feel comfortable being around, you would definitely like to make friends with them.

8. 你们笑得那么灿烂，阳光透过指缝深深的刺伤了我。

8. You smile so brightly, and the sunlight piercing through your fingers deeply wounded me.

9. **的最后，妻子在一个阳光明媚的早上独自在家中堕胎，甚至故意延迟救治时间，最后导致大出血身亡，她用最极端的方式结束了自己生命。

9. **In the end, the wife aborted herself alone at home on a sunny morning, even deliberately delaying medical treatment, which ultimately led to massive hemorrhaging and her death. She ended her life in the most extreme manner.**

10. 24如果我用暗恋他的时间去学习，我现在已经是学霸了。

10. 24 If I had used the time I spent on my secret crush to study, I would already be a straight-A student by now.

11. 路是自己选的，所以即使跌倒，受伤，也都要学会自己承受，自己疗伤。不屈服不报怨，学会渐渐长大。

11. The path is chosen by oneself, so even if one falls and gets injured, one must learn to bear the pain and heal oneself. Do not submit or complain, and learn to grow up gradually.

12. 人性的弱点太多，过去和现在比较，想要的太多，得到却不知珍贵。人之所以成长，就是在一次次变革中让自己变得更宽厚更睿智。很多时候，人缺的是一个简单的信念，傻傻的坚持，一颗当初的心。

12. Human nature has too many weaknesses. Compared to the past and the present, people want too much but fail to appreciate what they have. The reason people grow is that they become more magnanimous and wise through constant changes. Often, what people lack is a simple belief, foolishly persisting with an open heart.

13. 从前的我们哭着，笑着，都相信会永恒，后来的我们，为什么不能

13. We used to cry and laugh, believing in eternity. Why can't we do the same now?

14. 但看似华美富丽的袍子上面早已爬满了虱子，表明上的岁月静好实则暗流汹涌。

14. But the seemingly magnificent and luxurious robe had long been infested with lice, indicating that the tranquility on the surface was actually undercurrents of unrest.

15. 做人太苦了，傻傻的结婚生子给自己造成各种的折磨，我这又是何苦呢？自己的苦自己尝。

15. Life is too hard. Marrying and having children out of naivety has brought about all sorts of tortures upon myself. What is the point of this suffering? I must endure my own hardships.

16. 似乎习惯了等待，单纯的以为只要等待，幸福就会到来，但却在等待中错过了，那些可以幸福的幸福，在失去时后悔，为什么没有抓住，其实等待本身就是一种可笑的错误，却还是傻傻的执着，最后只能笑自己，是个傻瓜。

16. It seems like I've become accustomed to waiting, naively believing that as long as I wait, happiness will come. But in the process of waiting, I missed those moments of happiness that could have been. I regretted losing them, wondering why I didn't grasp them. In reality, waiting itself is a ridiculous mistake, yet I foolishly persisted. In the end, I could only laugh at myself, realizing I was a fool.

17. 你说你爱我,我认为是笑话。但是这笑话我却读的太认真,以至于我笑哭了。

17. You said you love me, and I thought it was a joke. But I took this joke too seriously, to the point where I laughed until I cried.

18. 认认真真，踏踏实实，勤勤恳恳地做好每一件事，不因其易而轻视，不因其苦而放弃，不因其难而退缩，不因有功而自傲，也不因无过而自喜。

18. Devote oneself wholeheartedly, steadily, and diligently to every task, neither undervaluing it for its ease nor giving up because of its hardship, nor retreating because of its difficulty, neither boasting for any achievements nor feeling complacent for any lack of faults.

19. 或许一个人久了就会害怕谈恋爱,怕那个人会太多改变自己,怕自己会太多受他的影响,怕两个人在一起太麻烦。

19. Perhaps, after being alone for a while, one might be afraid of falling in love, afraid that the other person might change oneself too much, afraid of being too influenced by them, or afraid that being together might be too麻烦 (troublesome).

20. 一位身患绝症的男孩和他的女友的感动了大报社的一位记者。记着采访他们后，准备给这对痴情的恋人拍照。谁料，这男孩立刻拒绝了：还是不要照的好。为什么？记者不解地问。因为她以后还要嫁人呢男孩温柔的说。记者放下相机

20. A boy suffering from a terminal illness and his girlfriend touched a journalist at a major newspaper. After interviewing them, the journalist planned to take a photo of the devoted couple. Unexpectedly, the boy immediately refused: "It's better not to take one." Why? the journalist asked in confusion. "Because she will still get married in the future," the boy said gently. The journalist put down the camera.

21. 我们就像两条平行线，独自向前，不再有交集。

21. We are like two parallel lines, moving forward alone, no longer intersecting.

22. 人生真的是撑的我好累好心酸。姑娘，大哭一场继续往前走吧。

22. Life really is wearing me down, making me feel so tired and heartbroken. Young lady, have a good cry and then keep moving forward.

23. 你为未来对象设下许多标准,但最后与你牵手的往往是标准之外的那个。遇见他时,那些长相、体重、有没有身骑白马、是不是才高八斗都不重要了。因为,他不是你喜欢的那种人,却是你喜欢的那个人。

23. You set many standards for your future partner, but the one who ends up holding your hand is often someone outside those standards. When you meet him, those aspects like appearance, weight, whether he rides a white horse, or whether he's highly talented don't matter anymore. Because, he is not the type of person you like, but he is the person you like.

24. 以后只愿真心不再被辜负。只对自己好的人好点吧。不会再傻傻的付出了，不管友情还是爱情你的世界我进不去我也不想走进去了。

24. In the future, I only wish to be sincerely loved without being disappointed. Be kind to those who are good to themselves. I will no longer foolishly give, whether it's friendship or love, your world is beyond my reach, and I don't want to enter it either.

25. 暗恋是风，喜欢是海啸，爱是海。可人，是孤岛。

25. Love at first sight is the wind, liking is a tsunami, and love is the sea. But people are solitary islands.

26. 一壶清茶，一本好书，一首老歌，惬意，静好，剪一段岁月，握一份懂得，悠然浅行。

26. A pot of pure tea, a good book, an old song, comfortable, serene, slicing a piece of time, holding a bit of understanding, leisurely strolling.

27. 好心酸啊，人生就是这么起起落落，永远不会晓得下一秒会发生什么。

27. How heart-wrenching, life is just like this, with ups and downs, never knowing what will happen in the next second.

28. 你看，一个人无论做什么事情，我们都可以用一个词来概括，那就是——孤独。而我们害怕孤独，所以，C**才会说，一定要在30岁前嫁出去，不想一个人孤独终老。

28. Look, no matter what a person does, we can summarize it with a single word – loneliness. And because we fear loneliness, that's why C** would say that one must get married before the age of 30, not wanting to spend one's old age alone.

29. 哪里会有人喜欢孤独,不过是不喜欢失望罢了。

29. Where would anyone like to be alone? It's just that they don't like to be disappointed.

30. 他们就像一头频率52赫兹的鲸与一头频率25赫兹的鲸，即使近在咫尺，却永远听不到对方的声音。

30. They are like a whale with a frequency of 52 Hz and a whale with a frequency of 25 Hz, yet even when close to each other, they can never hear each other's voices.

31. 如果我吸烟，不是因为我喜欢烟的味道，而是喜欢抽到晕厥时的感觉。

31. If I smoke, it's not because I like the taste of the smoke, but because I enjoy the sensation of passing out.

32. 我们害怕一个人孤独终老，但我们更害怕两个人的孤独终老。

32. We fear growing old alone, but we are even more afraid of growing old alone with someone else.

33. 13暗恋是见不到会想念，见到会羞怯，会找各种机会制造偶遇却不知道见面要说什么，为了难得可贵的偶遇在镜子中练了多少遍hi，在心目中排演了无数遍偶遇可能的场景。

33. 13. Secret love is something you miss when you can't see it, feel shy when you do see it, and seek every opportunity to create a chance meeting without knowing what to say when you do meet. To prepare for this rare and precious chance meeting, you've practiced saying "hi" in the mirror countless times and rehearsed countless possible scenarios in your mind.

34. 12希望他知道又不希望他知道，希望在他面前可以骄傲一点，其实自卑的很，希望他没有喜欢的女孩子，又希望他赶紧有女朋友好断了自己的念想。所以暗恋好辛苦的。

34. 12 hopes he knows and doesn't know at the same time, hoping to be a bit proud in front of him, actually feeling very inferior. He hopes he doesn't have a favorite girl, yet he also wishes he would quickly find a girlfriend to put an end to his own wishes. So, having a secret love is really hard.

35. 半夜吐到怀疑人生，也是醉了，想想好心酸，难受的睡不着。

35. Vomiting in the middle of the night made me question the meaning of life, it's truly intoxicating. When I think about it, it's so heart-wrenching and I can't sleep because of the discomfort.

36. 妻子其实早已厌恶这种貌合神离的压抑生活，她鼓励丈夫一起去当年理想中的城市——巴黎，去唤醒对生活的热情。她相信，只要去了巴黎，两人之间的问题就能迎刃而解。原本全家都兴致勃勃在安排去巴黎的事情了，却因为丈夫的一次升迁机会而出现了拐角。

36. In fact, the wife had long been tired of this superficial and spiritually distant life of oppression. She encouraged her husband to go to the city of their ideal from years ago - Paris, to reignite their passion for life. She believed that once they were in Paris, their problems between them would be easily resolved. The whole family was enthusiastically planning the trip to Paris, but a twist occurred due to an opportunity for her husband's promotion.

37. 我抽烟，我喝酒，你在乎吗？你这个负心的男人。

37. I smoke, I drink, do you care? You, the ungrateful man.

38. 这二十四个字可谓道尽了夫妻间看似亲密却又疏远陌生的孤独感。

38. These twenty-four characters can be said to fully express the sense of loneliness between couples, which appears intimate yet distant and unfamiliar.

39. 许多人缺少的不是美，而是自信的气质，记住：自信本身就是一种美。有了积极的心态就容易成功。

39. What many people lack is not beauty, but the气质 of confidence. Remember: confidence itself is a form of beauty. With a positive mindset, success becomes easier to achieve.

40. 我要等一个人七年，但七年里要是陌生人，那种感觉谁懂。

40. I have to wait for someone for seven years, but if I am a stranger for those seven years, who can understand that feeling.

41. 如果有来生，我要当条被子，不是躺在床上就是在晒太阳！---《蜡笔小新》

41. If there is a next life, I want to be a quilt, either lying on the bed or basking in the sun! --- "Crayon Shin-chan"

42. 想要逃避总有借口，想要成功总有方法！不为失败找借口，要为成功找出路！

42. There is always an excuse to avoid, and there is always a way to succeed! Don't find excuses for failure; instead, seek a path to success!

43. 17没资格吃的醋最酸，先动心的人最惨。/suanming/suanming/

43. The most sour vinegar is the one you're not supposed to eat, and the one who falls in love first is the most pitiful. /suanming/suanming/

44. 网上曾广为流传的国际孤独十级等级表分别是：

44. The widely circulated international 10-level loneliness scale on the internet is as follows:

45. 只有在颠沛流离之后，才能重新应证时间在内心留下的痕迹。

45. Only after a period of turmoil and displacement can the marks of time left in the heart be re-validated.

46. 为了这段婚姻，付出了太多，其实早就知道他没那么爱我，却不肯承认傻傻的一直付出自己的真心，期待着时间长了会得到他的疼惜结果却如此可笑。算了，长痛不如短痛，我不想一辈子活在没有爱的婚姻里。现在只盼着肚子里的宝宝，要健康，妈妈会把所有的爱都给你，只要你能好好的。

46. Too much has been given for this marriage, and in fact, I've long known that he doesn't love me as much as I do. Yet, I've refused to admit that I've been foolishly giving my whole heart, hoping that over time he would cherish me, but the result has been so laughable. Well, better a short pain than a long one, I don't want to live my whole life in a marriage without love. Now I can only hope for the baby in my belly to be healthy, and Mommy will give you all my love, as long as you can live well.

47. 我已经疲惫得承受不了任何，关于我们爱情的打击。

47. I am so exhausted that I can't bear any blows to our love.