闭嘴认怂，跳出我的世界。

Shut up and admit defeat, step out of my world.

1. 数学老师带我们在题海中遨游，结果她上岸了，我们全都淹死了。

1. The math teacher took us on a journey across the ocean of questions, but she came back to shore, while we all drowned.

2. 6年了，如果不是医院也不会一直不开心，我想过正常人生活，你们一手安排这样到底为了什么，真的以为我不知道吗，如果说真的为我好，给我指条明路，或者我自己做出选择，不要再来戏弄我，我不想活在你们的欺骗之中。你们传了我绝计把我给害了知道吗，我不需要那东西，超越完美一计。世上哪有人能抗的住。！

2. It's been 6 years now, and I wouldn't have been so unhappy all this time if it weren't for the hospital. I want to live a normal life, and what is the purpose of all this planning by you? Do you really think I don't know? If you truly mean well for me, show me a clear path, or let me make my own choices. Don't mock me anymore. I don't want to live in your deception. You've passed on something that has undoubtedly harmed me, you know that, right? I don't need that stuff, it's beyond perfect. Who in the world can withstand that?!

3. 11当你做出一个你认为绝对正确的决定时，现实还你一个狠狠的耳光——这是上天在教你懂得低头。---饶雪漫《沙漏》

3.11 When you make a decision that you believe is absolutely correct, reality gives you a resounding slap in the face — this is heaven teaching you to bow your head. --- Rong Xue Man, "The Hourglass"

4. 3生命的深层意义，常在于诱惑丛生中保持真我，放平心态，心诚度日。先修气量，再修气场，活得争气，必先大气；善行善为存善心。知足常乐。所谓知足，并非不思进取，而是不羡慕他人，对自己所拥有的知道珍惜、欣赏和感恩。事能知足心常惬，人到无求品自高。

4. The profound meaning of life often lies in maintaining one's true self amidst various temptations, maintaining a calm mindset, and living with sincerity. First cultivate your tolerance, then cultivate your aura, and live with ambition; to live with ambition, one must have a grand demeanor. Good deeds and behaviors stem from a good heart. Be content and happy. So-called contentment does not mean not striving for progress, but rather not envying others, and being aware of the value, appreciation, and gratitude for what one possesses. When one is content with life, the heart is always at ease, and when a person has no desires, their character naturally elevates.

5. 16智者，思而后言；愚者，先言而后思。沉默是蔑视的最完美措辞。沉默是蔑视的最完美措辞。

5. The wise man speaks after thinking; the fool speaks first and then thinks. Silence is the most perfect expression of disdain. Silence is the most perfect expression of disdain.

6. 热闹是一群人的空虚，独处是一个人的清欢。

6. Noise is the emptiness of a crowd, solitude is the serene joy of an individual.

7. 18任何为失败找借口的人虽然他的心灵上得到了安慰，但是他将永远的拥有失败。

7. 18 Any person who finds excuses for failure, although they may find comfort in their hearts, will forever possess failure.

8. 17愿意吃亏的人，吃亏多了，总有厚报。喜爱占便宜的人，赢了微利，最后失了大贵

8. Those who are willing to endure loss will eventually receive abundant rewards. Those who love to take advantage will gain a little at first, but in the end, they will lose much more.

9. 管住自己的嘴，是一个人最重要的修行。

9. Controlling one's own mouth is the most important practice for a person.

10. 最有本事的活法，就是看透名利金钱的虚妄本质，坦然接受当下的状态，能闭嘴，能认怂，能独处。

10. The most capable way of living is to see through the false nature of fame, wealth, and money, to calmly accept the current state, to be able to keep silent, to admit defeat, and to be able to be alone.

11. 我们不必追求大富大贵、叱咤风云，只要能够在一种宁静安稳的状态之下，过一种丰衣足食的生活，健康快乐的度过每一天，已经是上天最顶级的恩赐。

11. We do not need to pursue great wealth and power, or to dominate the world. As long as we can live a life of abundance and comfort under a state of tranquility and stability, and spend each day in health and happiness, it is already the highest blessing from heaven.

12. 我不想活在这个世上，如果不曾出生，那该多好。

12. I wish I had never been born, if I had never existed in this world.

13. 12要为自己创造一个快乐的生命其实很简单，你只需要两种材料：一个简单的生活方式和一颗满足感恩的心。过一种简简单单的生活，做一个实实在在的人；快乐的秘密不过如此而已。与其对不能得到的欲求耿耿于怀，倒不如对你已经拥有的满足感恩。

13. 12 It is actually very simple to create a joyful life for yourself; you only need two ingredients: a simple way of life and a heart filled with gratitude. Live a simple life, be a genuine person; the secret to happiness is no more than this. Instead of harboring desires for what you cannot obtain, it is better to be grateful for what you already have.

14. 你若爱她，让你的爱像阳光一样包围她，并且给她自由。

14. If you love her, let your love envelop her like the sun and give her freedom.

15. 孔子曰：“中午不睡，下午崩溃。”孟子曰：“孔子说的对。”

15. Confucius said, "Without a nap at noon, one will collapse in the afternoon." Mencius said, "Confucius is right."

16. 男人都应该喜欢肉肉的女孩。据说喜欢骨头的，是狗狗……

16. All men should like chubby girls. It is said that those who like bones are dogs...

17. 23人生最糟糕的事，一个是饿肚子，一个是孤独。

17. The worst things in life are hunger and loneliness.

18. 星星书屋吃掉了。她得知这个噩耗，撕肝裂肺，简直不想活在世上了。

18. The Star Book House has been devoured. Upon hearing this terrible news, she was torn to shreds, feeling as if she didn't want to live in this world anymore.

19. 作为一个普通人，一定要明确自己的定位和分量，不要用语言刷存在感，宁可沉默，被别人看作空气，也不要滔滔不绝，喧宾夺主，被别人讨厌和排斥。

19. As an ordinary person, it is essential to be clear about one's own position and value. Do not use words to seek attention; it is better to be silent, to be regarded as air by others, than to talk non-stop, take over the show, and be disliked and excluded by others.

20. 当你熬到一个人喝茶，一个人唱歌，一个人遛弯，一个人购物，一个人吃饭，一个人睡觉，一个人读书，一个人旅行，没有电话，没有邀约，没有聚会，没有社交，没有任何人来打扰和麻烦你，你也不主动接近任何人，发展一些小爱好，做自己热爱的事情，锻炼身体，保持愉悦的心情，那你就抵达了生命的最高境界。

20. When you endure the solitude of drinking tea alone, singing alone, taking walks alone, shopping alone, eating alone, sleeping alone, reading alone, traveling alone, without phone calls, invitations, parties, social gatherings, and without anyone disturbing or bothering you, and you also do not proactively approach anyone, cultivate some small hobbies, do things you love, exercise, maintain a cheerful mood, then you have reached the highest境界 of life.

21. 5人生的终点无论落在何处，其实并没有多大的区别。既然如此，我们应以一种平和的心态去面对它，因为这是自然的法则。无论是为了追求自己的目标，还是为了实现自己的信念而奋斗，也终究会有倒下去的那一天。

21. Whether the end of life falls at any point, there really is not much difference. Therefore, we should face it with a peaceful attitude, because this is the law of nature. Whether it is to pursue one's own goals or to struggle for one's own beliefs, there will always come a day when one will fall.

22. 没吃饱就只有一个烦恼，吃饱了就有无数个烦恼。

22. When not full, there is only one worry; when full, there are countless worries.

23. 父母的关心让人增加压力，但是对我来说这份压力并不能转化为什么动力，我胆小，懦弱，不想承担责任也承担不了责任，我有时候甚至不想活在这世上，但是因为我胆小，我怕死，所以我又只能苟且的活在这操蛋的世界上，所以，求求你们不要再关心我，不要再过问我，我不想要这份压力，我不知道这份压力什么时候会击垮我，我只想独自一个人，孑然一身，无牵无挂，没心没肺就好了吧。

23. Parents' concern adds pressure to me, but for me, this pressure does not transform into any motivation. I am timid, cowardly, and do not want to take responsibility, nor am I capable of it. Sometimes, I even don't want to live in this world. But because of my timidity, I fear death, so I can only barely survive in this lousy world. Therefore, please, stop caring about me, stop asking about me. I don't want this pressure. I don't know when this pressure will break me. I just want to be alone, unburdened, indifferent, and heartless would be fine.

24. 都说人活在世上，要好好为自己活一次，可肩上的责任却让我们毫无退路，所以我们只能振作起来，一边不想活，一边热爱生活，一边哭泣，一边咬牙继续。

24. It's often said that while we live in the world, we should live for ourselves, but the responsibilities on our shoulders leave us with no room for retreat. Therefore, we can only rally ourselves, living while not wanting to, loving life while crying, and biting the bullet to continue.

25. “囊有钱，仓有米，腹有诗书，便是山中宰相；身无病，心无忧，门无债主，便是地上神仙！”

25. "With money in the sack, rice in the granary, and poetry and books in the belly, one is the prime minister of the mountains; without illness in the body, without worries in the heart, and without debtors at the door, one is an immortal on earth!"

26. 生活不能失去希望是吗？有那么一刻我不想活在这个世上了，你们信吗？不信？我也不信。

26. Can life lose hope? There was a moment when I didn't want to live in this world anymore, do you believe that? Don't believe it? Neither do I.

27. 忽然有学习的冲动怎么办？ 答：别慌，喝点水躺下来休息一会儿就好了

27. What should I do when I suddenly feel the urge to learn? Answer: Don't worry, just have a drink of water and lie down to rest for a while, and it will be fine.

28. 如果你要讲的话，无法达到这三个目的，那就把它憋回去，留口气暖暖肚子。

28. If what you have to say cannot achieve these three purposes, then keep it to yourself and save some breath to warm your belly.

29. 不问人间烟火事，任凭岁月染霜华。山河依旧人渐老，余生只盼身体好。富贵贫穷都看淡，健康才是无价宝。”

29. Uninvolved in the trivial matters of the world, let the years etch frosty beauty upon me. The mountains and rivers remain, but people grow older, and the rest of my life only wishes for good health. Riches and poverty I have learned to disregard; health is the most precious treasure."

30. 既然不让谈恋爱 那就别发校服了 免得别人说是情侣装

30. Since we're not allowed to date, then don't distribute school uniforms. Otherwise, people might say they're couples' outfits.

31. “莫叹人生几度秋，往事如烟似水流。世态炎凉皆看透，只言温暖不言愁。人生难得几回闲，清茶icon一壶煮流年。忘却人间三千事，心宽何处不桃源。

31. "Do not sigh over the autumn of life's several turns, past events like smoke and flowing water. All the vicissitudes of the world are seen through, only warmth is spoken of, not sorrow. How rare is it to find leisure in life, a pot of tea icon brewing the years. Forget the three thousand affairs of the world, a broad heart is a Shangri-La anywhere."

32. 老师，你要是再无视下课铃，我们就无视上课铃。

32. Teacher, if you continue to ignore the bell for the end of class, we will ignore the bell for the start of class.

33. 20对一个不明生与死的人来说，人生是一种很令人烦恼的事情。提醒自己死亡随时会来临，就是策励自己不要枉过每一天。

33. To a person who is unaware of life and death, life is a very troublesome matter. Reminding oneself that death can come at any time is a way to encourage oneself not to waste any day.

34. 4有时候，同样的一件事情，我们可以去安慰别人，却说服不了自己。

34. Sometimes, we can comfort others with the same thing, but we cannot persuade ourselves.

35. 25每天给自己一个希望，试着不为明天而烦恼，不为昨天而叹息。

35. Give yourself a hope every day, trying not to worry about tomorrow, nor to sigh for yesterday.

36. 总感觉别人都是吃几口就饱了，而我是吃饱了还能再吃几口……

36. I always feel like everyone else gets full after just a few bites, while I can still eat a few more even after I'm full...

37. 相似的人适合一起欢闹，互补的人适合一起变老

37. People who are similar are suited for joyous times together, while complementary individuals are best for growing old together.

38. 世人都说路不齐，别人骑马我骑驴。回头看看推车汉，比上不足比下余。草不与树争高矮，鸟不与鹰比高低。闲庭独坐对闲花，轻煮时光慢煮茶。

38. Everyone says the road is uneven, others ride horses while I ride a donkey. Looking back at the man pushing his cart, he's not lacking compared to those above, nor is he excessive compared to those below. Grass does not vie with trees for height, and birds do not compete with eagles for altitude. Sitting alone in a quiet courtyard, admiring the idle flowers, I leisurely boil time and slowly brew tea.

39. 他们说网络很假，我笑了，好像现实很真一样。

39. They said the internet is fake, and I smiled, as if reality were real.

40. 我一直坚持着治疗抑郁症，忍受药物带来的各种副作用，坚持锻炼跑步游泳，坚持每日记录自己的心情变化。可是很多时候，我都想放弃了，我很痛苦，我不想活在这个世上，可是我咬牙坚持着，我希望有一天生活的阳光会照在我身上！！

40. I have been consistently undergoing treatment for depression, enduring the various side effects of the medication, and persistently exercising by running and swimming. I also keep a daily record of my emotional changes. However, many times, I have wanted to give up, I am in so much pain, I don't want to live in this world. But I bite the bullet and hold on, hoping that one day the sunshine of life will shine on me!!!

41. 等我有钱了，买两根棒棒糖，一根你看着我吃，一根我吃给你看。

41. When I have money, I will buy two lollipops, one for you to watch me eat, and one for me to eat and show you.

42. 1有人分担的忧愁不叫痛苦，有人陪伴的哭泣不叫悲伤，有人分享的快乐叫做幸福。

42. 1 Sorrow shared is not pain, tears shed with someone by one's side are not sadness, joy shared is happiness.

43. 19如果所有的恋爱都是这样的，风轻云淡，简简单单，多美好。

43. If all love affairs were like this, with a gentle breeze and light clouds, simple and unadorned, how wonderful it would be.

44. 10我追上足球，不管三七二十一，抬腿就是一脚，足球滴溜溜飞了出去，接着听到“哗啦”一声，我知道自己又闯祸了。

44. I caught up with the soccer ball and without thinking, I kicked it with all my might. The soccer ball flew out in a whirl. Then I heard a "crash" sound, and I knew I had caused trouble again.

45. 14男人的一生，不过对女人做两件事：超乎她想象的好和超乎她想象的坏。女人用他的好来原谅他的坏。如果有一天他们不能在一起，不是他太坏，而是她太好。

45. In a man's life, he does two things to a woman: better than she ever imagined and worse than she ever imagined. A woman forgives his bad by his good. If one day they cannot be together, it is not because he is too bad, but because she is too good.

46. 不想活在世上，好累，什么都不想，我只想让你看见我想让你看到的，其他的都别去碰。

46. Don't want to live in this world, it's so tiring. I don't want to think about anything else, I just want you to see what I want you to see, and don't touch anything else.

47. 你之所以过得太累，主要源于你太过于敏感，又太过于心软。

47. The reason you are too tired is mainly because you are too sensitive and too soft-hearted.

48. 学会独处，才是真正的自由和惬意。

48. Learning to be alone is the truest form of freedom and comfort.

49. 9愁，在谁的琴曲下柔成了一个千千心结？月落乌啼，那又是唱响了谁的风霜千年？当年一笑惹痴情，注定红尘里，要与在你纠纠缠缠中走过千年。今宵的我，无由得却饮醉在了前世的那一场晓风残月里。藕花深处，杨柳岸边，烟雨楼台依旧是沧海茫茫。

49. 9 Sorrow, under whose lute melody did it soften into a thousand heart knots? The moon sets, the crows cry, and that has again tolled the bell of who's thousand years of frost and snow? A smile in the past brought an eternal affection, destined to wander through the mortal world, intertwined with you through the ages. Tonight, I am inexplicably drunk on the morning breeze and the fading moon of a past life. Deep in the lotus flowers, by the willow shore, the misty pavilions are still amidst the boundless sea.