1. 无论何时想起他来都想哭，会觉得难过和遗憾。

1. Whenever I think of him, I want to cry and feel sad and regretful.

2. 这个世界上最能够令你悲痛的，最能够伤害你的，不是你的敌人，而是你的亲人。——独木舟

2. The most capable of causing you grief in this world, the most capable of harming you, is not your enemy, but your loved ones. - Du Muzhou

3. 余生里的每一天，短信里的每一个字，都会成为深深扎在心脏里的小刺，永远不会遗忘，也不会消失。

3. In every day of my remaining life, every single word in the text messages will become tiny thorns deeply embedded in my heart, never to be forgotten, nor to disappear.

4. 又漫长得一如冬天的寒冷，而心始终是月光下的孤岛。

4. It is as long as the coldness of winter, and the heart remains an island under the moonlight.

5. 所有的青春都会逝去，却非所有的逝去都有补偿。——独木舟

5. All youth will pass away, but not all that passes away is compensated. — Du Muzhou

6. 时间是无敌的，爱恨情仇，前生后世，无论多么刻苦铭心，在时间的面前都是回首时的淡尘清烟，何况你只是我素白青春里的一道注定要静默的伤。

6. Time is invincible. Love, hate, passions, and grievances, past lives and futures, no matter how deeply etched in memory, are but faint dust and smoke in the rearview mirror of time. Moreover, you are just a silent wound destined to be in the quiet youth of my simple days.

7. 听过几首歌，爱过几个人，就老了。——《深海里的星星》

7. After hearing a few songs and loving a few people, one grows old. —— "Stars in the Deep Sea"

8. 信仰只有一种才能虔诚，爱人只有一个才能忠贞。

8. One faith is necessary for piety, and one loved one is required for fidelity.

9. 或者，自始至终，你没有一分钟用真心待过我，但是那又有什么关系，你教会太多比爱情更有价值的东西，比如背叛，比如欺骗，比如冷漠，比如决绝。

9. Or, from the beginning to the end, you never spent a single minute treating me with sincerity, but what does that matter? You have taught me so many things more valuable than love, such as betrayal, deception, indifference, and decisiveness.

10. 后来我知道了，没有自我的人，走到哪里都找不到自我。而孤独的人，无论在谁身旁，都还是一样孤独。

10. Later, I learned that a person without self-awareness cannot find themselves anywhere they go. And a lonely person remains lonely regardless of who is by their side.

11. 原来，我们这些人的青春，每一个人都是暗伤连城。

11. Originally, our youth, each of us, was fraught with deep, concealed wounds.

12. 有时候我也会思考，到底是因为我从没遇到过坏人，才能一直维持对善良的信任，还是因为内心一直保有孩童的纯真，才能一直享受这种让人羡慕的好运？到底哪个是因？哪个是果？

12. Sometimes I also ponder, is it because I have never encountered any bad people that I have been able to maintain my trust in goodness, or is it because I have always kept the innocence of a child, that I have been able to enjoy this enviable good fortune? Which is the cause and which is the effect?

13. 我想，每个人生命里应该都有那样一个人，无论何时想起他来都想哭，会觉得难过和遗憾。哪怕过去很久很久，只要看见他，还是会泪流满面。

13. I believe that everyone should have someone in their life who, whenever you think of them, you can't help but feel like crying, experiencing sadness and regret. Even after a very long time has passed, as long as you see them, tears will well up in your eyes.

14. 陈奕迅唱得很对，感情总是善良，残忍的是，人会成长。

14. Eason Chan sang it right, emotions are always kind-hearted. But cruelly, people grow up.

15. 年轻时，你说把生命献给爱情，后来你没死，年轻替你抵了命。

15. In your youth, you said you would dedicate your life to love, but later on, you didn't die; it was your youth that took your place.

16. 人在情急之下，很容易说出一些伤人的话，这一点在我身上得到了反复的验证。然而，更伤人的是，这些伤人的话，大部分都是真心的。

16. When people are in a hurry, they are often prone to saying hurtful words, which has been repeatedly verified in my case. However, what is even more hurtful is that most of these hurtful words are said with sincerity.

17. 我站在这段爱情的尾声处，看见沿着爱情走向来时的路，原来每一步，都那么孤独，而且辛苦。

17. I stand at the end of this love, and see that along the path of love, every step has been so lonely, and also so hard.

18. 她手中紧握着一把荆棘，每当我稍稍想要松懈一下的时候，便会对准我贫瘠的背部狠狠地抽下去，每一次，从不迟疑。

18. She tightly held a bunch of thorns, and every time I slightly wanted to relax, she would狠狠地swipe them against the barren back of mine, never hesitating each time.

19. 我知道，你真的离我越来越远了，我骨子里的那些喘息、哭泣和叫喊，终于在这么久之后，完全平静下来。

19. I know, you are really getting farther and farther away from me. The sighs, cries, and shouts deep within me have finally completely calmed down after so long.

20. 那一刻你心里有场海啸，可你静静站着，没有让任何人知道。——独木舟

20. At that moment, there was a tsunami in your heart, but you stood quietly, not letting anyone know. — Du Mu Zhou

21. 用尽我生平掌握的所有词汇，也没法准确地形容出那种笑，是悲哀到了极致的笑，是哀莫大于心死的笑，是我欠你的都还给你，从今往后生死两讫的笑。——独木舟《一粒红尘》

21. With all the vocabulary I have mastered in my lifetime, I still cannot accurately describe that laugh, a laugh that is the ultimate of sadness, a laugh where the greatest sorrow is the death of the heart, a laugh where I have repaid everything I owe you, and from now on, our lives and deaths are separated forever. — Du Muzhou, "A Grain of Dust"

22. 有时候站在路边看着人来人往，会觉得城市比沙漠还要荒凉。每个人都靠的那么近，但完全不知道彼此的心事，那么嘈杂，那么多人在说话，可是没有人认真在听。

22. Sometimes, standing by the roadside and watching the comings and goings of people, one might feel that the city is more desolate than the desert. Everyone seems so close to each other, yet no one knows each other's inner thoughts. It's so noisy, with so many people talking, but no one is truly listening.

23. 就像是记忆的阀门被拧开了，往事的惊涛骇浪迎面扑来，遽然之间，我心里升起熊熊怒火。

23. As if the valve of memory had been turned, the tumultuous waves of the past surged towards me, and suddenly, a raging anger welled up within me.

24. 这些年来，离我最近的是你，离我最远的也是你，后来我终于明白，所有的悲欢都是我一个人的灰烬。

24. Over the years, you have been the closest to me and the farthest from me. Later on, I finally realized that all joys and sorrows are just the ashes of my own heart.

25. 你从来没有说过你爱我，直到我离开你。这是我的遗憾，但不是我的过错。

25. You never told me you loved me until I left you. This is my regret, but not my fault.

26. 你心里可以住任何人，就是不许我住在里面。

26. You can have anyone you want in your heart, just not me.

27. 我不知道还可以拿什么来让你留下，我这残破的余生，像是早已荒芜的花园，长不出一株明艳的植物。

27. I don't know what else I can offer to make you stay, my broken remaining years, like a long-abandoned garden, unable to grow a single bright plant.

28. 时间会成就一些东西，也会损耗一些东西，我们时常会犯一点本末倒置的错误，为了尊严，姿态，或者一些其他愚蠢的理由。

28. Time will accomplish some things and wear down others; we often make the mistake of putting the cart before the horse, for the sake of dignity, posture, or some other foolish reasons.

29. 不知不觉，我也学会了化解满身的戾气去与人相处。因为我终于明白，每个人其实都有她不为人知的苦衷。经历了生离和死别后，不够美好的我，终于原谅了这个不够美好的生活。

29. Unconsciously, I have also learned to dissolve the resentment in my body and get along with others. Because I finally understand that everyone actually has her own unspoken troubles. After experiencing parting and separation, the not-so-beautiful me finally forgave this not-so-beautiful life.

30. 离开你之后的我，成为了一个处世果断心思缜密的女子，我的真心像被遗弃在几亿光年的距离之外。

30. After leaving you, I have become a decisive and meticulous woman in dealing with the world, and my sincerity seems to be abandoned at a distance of several billion light-years.

31. 受过了伤痛 余生都在流血的人。

31. A person who has endured pain and will bleed for the rest of their life.

32. 只是，命运比我想象之中要强悍太多，感情从来无法战胜命运。

32. However, fate is much stronger than I imagined, and emotions can never conquer fate.

33. 我像一粒小小的尘埃，漂浮于浩瀚的宇宙，我生在水里，我长在树上，我从来没有这么自由过。《一粒红尘》

33. I am like a tiny speck of dust, floating in the vast universe. I was born in water, I grew on trees, and I have never felt so free. -- "A Grain of Dust"

34. 原来，不论有多冠冕堂皇的理由，伤害一个人时，结果远比我们想象中残忍得多。——独木舟

34. Originally, no matter how lofty the reasons may be, the result of hurting someone is far more cruel than we imagine.—Duck Boat