1. 我以前从不懂什么叫悲伤，以为哭得撕心裂肺是最悲伤，后来我才懂得，悲伤就是，你看着他，还是会笑，你还会温柔以待，你还会心思柔软，心里却比任何时候都清晰明了，你再不能也不应同眼前这个人亲近半分，哪怕你随时都想抱一抱他，哪怕他皱一下眉你都觉得好心疼。

1. I used to have no understanding of what sadness was, thinking that crying heartbreakingly was the ultimate form of sadness. Later, I realized that sadness is when you look at him and still smile, when you still treat him gently, when your thoughts are still tender. But deep down, you are clearer and more aware than ever before. You can no longer, nor should you, be close to this person in front of you. Even if you want to hug him at any moment, even if a single皱眉 from him makes you feel extremely distressed.

2. 五内俱焚却无计可施。以为天涯咫尺，咫尺却仍在天涯。 ----莫小米《咫尺天涯》

2. The five internal organs are ablaze, yet there is no means of relief. It is thought that the distance is as close as the tip of a finger, yet it still remains as distant as the ends of the earth. ---- Mo Xiaomei, "As Close as the Tip of a Finger, Yet as Distant as the Ends of the Earth"

3. 我们以为爱得很深、很深，岁月让我知道，它不过很浅、很浅。

3. We thought we loved each other deeply, deeply. Time has taught me that it was only shallow, shallow.

4. 最心疼的不是你不爱我，而是我不知道怎么爱你。

4. What upsets me the most isn't that you don't love me, but that I don't know how to love you.

5. 那个时候我喜欢你，如果你想要天上的星星月亮我都会摘下来送给你。 我看见你哭了，你委屈，你受欺负，我觉得每一秒都是我的煎熬。可那个时候，我们都太小，小到连自己都保护不了，小到连喜欢的人都护不住。 我唯一能够做的可能就是跟着你难过，跟着你委屈，跟着你抽抽搭搭的哭。那个时候我觉得自己特别没用，我连我喜欢的人都抱不住，连我喜欢的人都哄不好。 那个时候，你一直都是我象牙塔里的小王子，我以为我会是一个勇敢无比的女战士，提的起剑，斩杀得了恶龙。我会穿透重重阻隔，披荆斩棘，翻山越岭，和你完成最美的遇见。 可是，所有的事情都没有按照我预想的那个样子运行。

5. Back then, I liked you, and if you wanted the stars and the moon in the sky, I would have picked them for you. When I saw you cried, you were wronged, you were bullied, every second felt like a煎熬 to me. But at that time, we were both too young, too young to even protect ourselves, let alone the person we liked. The only thing I could do might be to feel sad with you, to be wronged with you, and to cry with you in sobs. At that time, I felt particularly useless, I couldn't even hold the person I liked or comfort them. At that time, you were always the little prince in my ivory tower. I thought I would be an incredibly brave warrior woman, who could pick up the sword, slay the dragon. I would break through all obstacles, cut through thorns and thistles, climb over mountains, and complete the most beautiful encounter with you. But, everything didn't go according to my expectations.

6. 如果那些都不曾经历，是不是就不会赤裸裸地流露出那些痛。

6. If none of those experiences had ever occurred, wouldn't those pains be shown more openly and directly?

7. 如果没有遇见你，是否还会有酒浇不尽的相思，是否还会有烟烧不掉的寂寞？是否还会孤独的停留在等待的渡口？如果没有遇见你，我会执着的认为，幸福只是别人的美丽，与我无关。

7. If I had not met you, would there still be unending longing that wine could not quench, or loneliness that smoke could not burn away? Would I still be lonely, lingering at the dock of waiting? If I had not met you, I would stubbornly believe that happiness is just the beauty of others, and has nothing to do with me.

8. 有时候不是对方不在乎你，而是你把对方看得太重。有时候总感觉别人忽略了自己，其实可能是自己太闲了。

8. Sometimes it's not that the other person doesn't care about you, but rather that you place too much importance on them. Sometimes you may feel that others are ignoring you, but in reality, it might be that you are just too idle.

9. 会忘记牵挂着一个人的那份深情，不会忘记当时的自己。

9. One may forget the deep affection for a certain person, but one will never forget oneself at that time.

10. 无论何时何地，都要学会独立行走，它会让你走得更坦然些。

10. At all times and places, learn to walk independently, as it will make your journey more relaxed.

11. 如果，真爱一个人，你会陷入情不自禁的旋涡中，情不自禁念他的好，情不自禁回忆和他一起走过的时光，情不自禁为他做一些事情，情不自禁在乎着他的一切。同样，他爱不爱你，你

11. If you truly love someone, you will be caught in an involuntary whirlpool, unable to help but think of their good qualities, unable to help but recall the times you spent together, unable to help but do things for them, and unable to help but care about everything concerning them. Similarly, whether or not he loves you, you

12. 为什么每天醒来，看到镜子里的自己就像哭了一晚一样，红红的眼珠，眼角明显还有泪痕。

12. Why do I wake up every day and see myself in the mirror as if I've cried all night, with red eyes and noticeable traces of tears at the corners of my eyes.

13. 真实的生活是，认真做好每一天你分内的事情。不索取目前与你无关的爱与远景。不纠缠于多余情绪和评断。不妄想，不在其中自我沉醉。不伤害，不与自己和他人为敌。不表演，也不相信他人的表演。安妮宝贝

13. True life is about taking care of your own duties each day with seriousness. Do not seek love and prospects that have nothing to do with you at present. Do not get entangled in unnecessary emotions and judgments. Do not indulge in delusions or get lost in self-admiration. Do not harm, nor turn against yourself or others. Do not act, nor believe in others' acts. — Annie Baby

14. 正如那一计小小的阴谋，只为了让我们走进彼此的世界，只为了让你落入有我的故事。

14. Just like that tiny conspiracy, which was only to let us step into each other's worlds, and only to let you fall into the story with me.

15. 属于自己的，不要放弃;已经失去的，留作回忆。

15. Do not give up what belongs to you; keep what you have lost as a memory.

16. 曾经发生过的事请不会忘记，只是想不起来而已。

16. Things that have happened will not be forgotten; it's just that they can't be remembered.

17. 有些缘分是注定要失去的，有些缘分是是注定没有好结果的、而我们是这样吗？

17. Some relationships are destined to be lost, and some are destined to have no good outcome. Are we like that?

18. 千万要善待一个路痴，因为他一旦走进你的心，就很难再走出去了。

18. You must treat a directionally challenged person kindly, for once they enter your heart, it's hard for them to leave.

19. 18我一直都觉得，最难过的瞬间一定不是你爱而不得的时候，而是你明白，你和这个人真的没有以后了，以后他给过你的没有给过你的，都要给另一个人了，而你连眼红都没有资格。

19. 18 I have always felt that the most painful moment is not when you love someone but can't have them, but rather when you realize that there will be no future with this person. Everything they have given you and everything they haven't given you will now be given to someone else, and you even don't have the资格 to be envious.

20. 当一个人感到很知足，心不烦，身不疲，无所求，心能安的时候，快乐就在其中。当一个人感到吃得下，玩得动，睡得好，没牵挂，很满足的时候，幸福就在其中。

20. When a person feels content, untroubled, and not weary, with no desires and at peace within, happiness is present within them. When a person feels able to eat, play, and sleep well, with no attachments and a sense of fulfillment, happiness is found within them.

21. 人的一切痛苦，本质上都是对自己的无能的愤怒。

21. All human suffering is essentially anger at one's own inability.

22. 那种深入骨髓的落寞，伴随丝丝忧伤潜入心底。轻轻盈盈的掉落，犹如掉在结痂的网上，想要拼命挣脱，却越结越紧。

22. That deep-seated loneliness, accompanied by a thread of sorrow, seeps into the heart. The gentle, light descent is as if it falls onto a scabbed net, yearning to struggle free, yet it becomes ever more tightly bound.

23. 再唯美的爱情也掺杂着悲伤，再凄美的故事也有结局，注定爱上你就要伤自己！这份爱该不该放手呢？

23. Even the most beautiful love is tinged with sadness, and even the most tragic stories have an end. It's predetermined that loving you will hurt myself! Should I let go of this love?

24. 俄还是个孩子，强颜欢笑旳孩子，请别要求硪要有多么多么坚强。

24. Russia is still a child, a child who is forcing a smile, please don't expect me to be as strong as you wish.

25. 惧怕爱情就是惧怕生活，而惧怕生活的人就等于半具僵尸。

25. To fear love is to fear life, and to fear life is akin to being half a zombie.

26. 能够在凡尘中与你相遇相知相恋，是我一生中最大的梦想，让我将我的梦想实现，让我将你的倩影深深的刻划在我的心中！

26. The greatest dream in my life is to meet, know, and fall in love with you in the dust of the world. Let me realize my dream, let me deeply etch your graceful image in my heart!

27. 我每天都在数着你的笑，可是你连笑的时候，都好寂寞。他们说你的笑容，又漂亮又落拓。

27. Every day, I count your laughter, yet even when you laugh, you seem so lonely. They say your smile is both beautiful and free-spirited.

28. 我在快乐这两个字都不知道怎么写的年纪最快乐。

28. I was the happiest at the age when I didn't even know how to write the characters for the word "happy."

29. 孤单不是与生俱来，而是由你爱上一个人的那一刻开始。

29. Solitude is not innate; it begins the moment you fall in love with someone.

30. 人生最遗憾的，莫过于，轻易地放弃了不该放弃的；固执地，坚持了不该坚持的……

30. The greatest regret in life is to easily give up what should not be abandoned; to stubbornly persist in what should not be persevered with...

31. 女孩因为爱上一个人而长大，男孩会因为失去一个人而长大。

31. Girls grow up because they fall in love with someone, while boys grow up because they lose someone.

32. 有人说，幸福的秘诀就是抓准爱的节奏感，什么是爱的节奏感就是随时提醒自己的节拍，踩稳步伐，该停的时候停，该走的时候走，该进的时候进，该退的时候退。

32. Some say that the secret to happiness is to grasp the rhythm of love. What is the rhythm of love is to always remind yourself of the beat, to steady your steps, to stop when you should, to move forward when you should, to advance when you should, and to retreat when you should.

33. 你不过是仗着我喜欢你，而那，却是唯一让我变得卑微的原因。

33. You merely rely on the fact that I like you, and that, is the only reason that makes me feel humble.

34. 天长地久有没有当然有!为什么大多数人不相信有因为他们没有找到人生旅途中最适合自己的那一个。也就是冥冥中注定的那一个。为什么找不到茫茫人海，人生如露，要找到最合适自己的那一个谈何容易你或许可以在40岁时找到上天注定的那一个，可是你能等到40岁吗在20多岁时找不到，却不得不结婚，在三四十岁时找到却不得不放弃。这就是人生的悲哀。

34. Is there really a "long time and an eternal love"? Of course, there is! Why do most people not believe in its existence? It's because they haven't found the one that suits them best in their journey through life, the one that is predetermined in the universe. Why is it so difficult to find the one in the vast sea of people, when life is as fleeting as dew? You might find the one predetermined by heaven at the age of 40, but can you really wait until then? If you can't find the one at the age of 20 or 30 and are forced to marry, or if you find the one at the age of 30 or 40 but have to give up, this is the tragedy of life.

35. 只要提到关于你的一起，我就会很紧张，因为我还没忘掉你。

35. Every time something about you is mentioned, I get very nervous because I still haven't forgotten you.

36. 第一次敢说我喜欢你，被拒绝后，就再也不敢了。希望世界上的中央空调少一点，不要再让女生产生错觉。

36. The first time I dared to say I like you, after being rejected, I never dared again. I hope there are fewer central air conditioners in the world, and that women won't be misled anymore.

37. 为什么你要侮辱善良的他们！为什么？ 生活里总有一些人，他们内向，善良，温柔为什么你要去欺负他们？为什么你要去伤害他们？他们有自己的想法观念，他们和你们是一样的！他们有自己的爱好，为什么你要觉得那是罪？娘炮怎么了？长的不够美丽怎么了？不爱说话怎么了？同性恋怎么了？为什么你要将自己的偏见加到别人身上？我们每一个人都拥有属于自己的自由，属于自己的思想，你为什么要去规定，去局限它们？为什么不能让大家更好的相处，让大家互相尊重的存在？我们不能霸道的消抹别人，而应该去学会共处，学会接受。

37. Why do you have to insult the kind-hearted among them? Why? In life, there are always some people who are introverted, kind, and gentle. Why do you go around bullying them? Why do you go around hurting them? They have their own ideas and beliefs, just like you! They have their own hobbies, so why do you think that's a sin? What's wrong with being effeminate? What's wrong with not being beautiful enough? What's wrong with not talking much? What's wrong with being gay? Why do you have to impose your prejudices on others? We all have our own freedom, our own thoughts, so why do you feel the need to dictate and limit them? Why can't we all get along better, coexist respectfully? We should not be dictatorial in erasing others, but rather learn to coexist and accept.

38. 这是一个流行离开的世界，但是我们都不擅长告别。

38. This is a world where leaving is fashionable, but we are all bad at saying goodbye.

39. 任何东西都可被替代，爱情、往事、记忆、失望、时间，都可以被替代，但是你不能无力自拔。

39. Everything can be replaced: love, past, memories, disappointment, time, they can all be replaced, but you cannot be powerless to pull yourself out.

40. 无论怎么样，一个人借故堕落总是不值得原谅的，越是没有人爱，越要爱自己。

40. No matter what, a person's deliberate descent into decline is never worthy of forgiveness. The less loved one is, the more one should love oneself.

41. 得不到回报的付出，要懂得适可而止。否则，打扰了别人伤了自己。

41. One should know when to stop giving without expecting anything in return. Otherwise, it may disturb others and harm oneself.

42. 人非草木皆有情，不如不遇倾城色。是啊，不如不遇，可是，遇见了，又该怎么办？最终还是－－无计可施，无处可逃！查看详情

42. People are not trees and grass, all have feelings. It's better not to encounter a beauty that captivates the world. Yes, it's better not to encounter, but what should one do when they do? In the end, there is no way out, no place to escape! View details.

43. 一个人有生就有死，但只要你活着，就要以最好的方式活下去。

43. Everyone is born to die, but as long as you are alive, you should live in the best way possible.

44. 你是我编造的童话故事中的王子，而我只是你生命里一个匆匆的过客。

44. You are the prince in the fairy tale story I made up, and I am just a fleeting visitor in your life.

45. 有些天，我们总是感觉很无奈，然而，除了默默承受和慢慢消化之外，我们已无计可施；有些天，我们总是感觉很累，然而，除了将那份深沉的累从一个肩头移到另一个肩头之外，我们也别无他法。

45. On some days, we always feel helpless, yet, besides silently enduring and gradually digesting, we have no other options; on some days, we always feel exhausted, yet, besides shifting that profound exhaustion from one shoulder to another, we have no other way out.

46. 得不到，就永不会患得患失，不需追索美好的背面，不必顾及爱情泯逝。一个人的天堂，也没什么不好。

46. If you don't have it, you will never be worried about losing it. There's no need to seek the opposite of the good, or to care about the love that has faded. A person's heaven isn't so bad after all.

47. 当红楼里的灯火不再明亮 当红土里的庄稼疯狂生长 是否还有目光望向昨夜灿烂的星光 是否还有脚步匆忙追逐黎明的方向 今夜星光零落 今夜月光退场

47. When the lights in the Red House dim, and the crops in the red soil grow wildly, are there still eyes gazing at the brilliant stars of last night? Are there still footsteps hurrying after the direction of dawn? Tonight, the stars are scattered, and tonight, the moon fades away.

48. 有些人一直在心里固执的爱了那么多年，原来只能等真正失去了，才明白那份爱终究不是属于自己的。结局，便只能自己孤单的在黑夜里舔拭伤口，久久不能愈合。

48. Some people have stubbornly loved in their hearts for so many years, only to realize that that love was never meant to be theirs once it was truly lost. The ending is but to be alone in the dark, licking one's wounds, which take a long time to heal.

49. 我们能抱怨生活什么我们又有什么资格去抱怨生活。

49. What can we complain about in life, and what qualifications do we have to complain about life?

50. 对于那些不喜欢我的人，我只能说一句，你们该戴眼镜了。

50. To those who don't like me, I can only say one thing, you should put on your glasses.

51. 不属于我的东西，我不要。不是真心给我的东西，我不稀罕。

51. I do not want what is not mine. I am not interested in things that are not sincerely given to me.

52. 爱情，若你遇见了，请相信这就是真爱吧，如果哪一方消失了，就不是了吧。

52. Love, if you meet it, please believe that this is true love; if either party disappears, then it's not.

53. 即使感情再好、也有淡漠的时候。即使两个人相爱、也有被-迫分开的那一天。

53. Even with good feelings, there are times of indifference. Even if two people are in love, there will come a day when they have to part.

54. 我是不是总是活在自己的世界里，害怕太多太多，害怕失去每一个人，害怕的叫我有种永远的死去那种想法。或许死是一种逃避，到更是一种解脱，可悲的是我连解脱的勇气都没有。

54. Am I always living in my own world, afraid too much, afraid to lose everyone, afraid to the point where I have this thought of a permanent death. Perhaps death is a form of escape, but it can also be a form of relief. Unfortunately, I don't even have the courage to seek relief.

55. 要克服生活的焦虑和沮丧，得先学会做自己的主人。

55. To overcome the anxiety and depression of life, one must first learn to be the master of oneself.

56. 26时间流逝带走记忆，可带不走我对你的思念。我想你了，孙同学。

56. Time passes and takes away memories, but it cannot take away my longing for you. I miss you, Sun classmate.

57. 11至此，你我陌路，纵有千般不舍，也只是喜欢过而已。

57. 11 Until now, we are strangers to each other, and no matter how much I cherish the memories, it's just that I once liked you.

58. 10旧时光里，最想陪伴的人，是自己。可是却没有一个和自己一样感同身受，的另一个一模一样的自己。以前没有，现在没有，以后，可能也不会有。

58. In the 10 years gone by, the person I most wanted to accompany was myself. However, there is no other person exactly like me who can empathize with me. There was none in the past, there isn't one now, and it may also be the case in the future.

59. 也是能感觉到的，而且这种感觉相当真切和准确的。你不用骗自己，不用勉强自己，如果真的不行，你要学会转身。

59. It can also be felt, and this feeling is quite real and accurate. You don't need to deceive yourself, nor do you need to force yourself. If it's truly not possible, you need to learn to turn around.

60. 面对你，我没有逃避的余力，你的爱，让我欲罢不能，让我心痛不已。

60. In front of you, I have no strength left to evade. Your love, it drives me to the point of wanting to stop, yet it also causes me immense pain.

61. 离开之后，我想你不要忘记一件事：不要忘记想念我。想念我的时候，不要忘记我也在想念你。

61. After leaving, I want you to remember one thing: don't forget to miss me. When you miss me, don't forget that I am also missing you.

62. 那回忆随着心跳的频率，拨弄着我暗淡的灵魂，赠予我慰籍。我不甘愿成为你生命史记里的泡沫，纵然我从未给予你说好的幸福，纵然我只有做过客的资格。

62. That memory, with the rhythm of my heartbeat, plucked at my dimmed soul, bestowing upon me solace. I am unwilling to become a bubble in the annals of your life story, even though I have never provided you with the happiness you promised, even though I only have the资格 of a mere visitor.

63. 在我心中，陪伴与懂得，比爱情 更加重要。

63. In my heart, companionship and understanding are more important than love.

64. 迷宫般的城市，让人习惯看相同的景物，走相同的路线，到相同的目的地；习惯让人的生活不再变化。习惯让人有种莫名的安全感，却又有种莫名的寂寞。

64. A labyrinthine city, where people get accustomed to seeing the same scenery, taking the same route, and reaching the same destination; habit makes life no longer change. Habit gives people a sense of security that is inexplicable, yet also a sense of loneliness that is also inexplicable.

65. 近在眼前，实际上却远在天边。现在好了，都是远在天边了。

65. Close at hand yet actually far away. Now, all are far away.

66. 你还没开始揭下面具他就开始厌了你说好笑不好笑

66. Before you even started to take off the mask, he was already bored. You wondered if it was funny or not.

67. 忽略那些疼爱我们的人，而去疼爱那些忽略我们的人。我们都一样，一样的自欺欺人。

67. To neglect those who love us and to show affection to those who ignore us. We are all the same, all deceiving ourselves in the same way.