1. 命运注定，我一生就这样站在你紧闭着的生活前面等着。

1. Destiny has decreed that I stand before the closed door of your life, waiting for my entire life.

2. 极度的幸福！我在黑暗里一挣开眼睛，感到你在我的身边，我不觉感到奇怪，

2. Extreme happiness! As I opened my eyes in the dark, I felt you beside me, and I didn't feel strange at all.

3. 她站在那里，如同一位少女，往事的回忆使她像新娘一样慌乱，大胆的坦白又让她面带羞涩。

3. She stood there, like a young girl, memories of the past throwing her into a turmoil akin to a bride, while her bold confession also made her blush with bashfulness.

4. 你没有认出我，当时没有认出我，也从来没有认出过我。

4. You didn't recognize me, you didn't recognize me then, and you have never recognized me before.

5. 是我自己挤到你的跟前，扑到你的怀里，一头栽进我的命运之中。

5. It was myself who pushed myself forward to your side, fell into your arms, and plunged headlong into the depths of my fate.

6. 我一头栽进自己的命运，仿若跌落深渊。

6. I plunged headlong into my own destiny, as if I had fallen into a bottomless abyss.

7. 生错觉，以为你一定也常常在等我；要是我确切知道，我在你心目中什么也

7. You have a misconception, thinking that you must also be waiting for me often; if I knew exactly what I am to you in your heart...

8. 我要让你知道我整个的一生一直是属于你的，而你对我的一生却始终一无所知。

8. I want to let you know that my entire life has always belonged to you, while you have always been unaware of the course of my life.

9. 我该怎么对你说才好呢？任何比喻都嫌不足，你是我的一切，是我整个的生命。世上万物因为和你有关才存在，我生活中的一切只有和你连在一起才有意义。你使我整个生活变了样。

9. How should I express myself to you? No metaphor is sufficient to convey my feelings, for you are everything to me, my entire life. All things in the world exist because they are connected to you, and everything in my life only acquires meaning when it is intertwined with you. You have transformed my entire life.

10. 睡熟了，我听见你的呼吸，摸到你的身体，感到我自己这么紧挨着你，我幸

10. As I am fast asleep, I hear your breath, feel your body, and realize how tightly I am pressed against you, and I am so fortunate...

11. 在我生命的最后一刻，我不想叫你了，我去了，你连我的名字、我的面容都不知道。我死得很轻松，因为你在远处是不会感觉到的。倘若我的死会使你感到痛苦，那我就不会死了。

11. At the last moment of my life, I don't want to call you anymore. I've gone, and you don't even know my name or my face. I die very peacefully, because you won't feel it from afar. If my death would cause you pain, then I wouldn't die.

12. 对女人怀有的柔情使你一看见她们，你的眼光便不知不觉地变得温柔起来。

12. The gentle affection you hold for women causes your gaze to soften unconsciously the moment you see them.

13. 我宁可独自承担一切后果，也不愿变成你的一个累赘。我希望你想起我来，总是怀着爱情，怀着感激。

13. I would rather bear all the consequences alone than become a burden to you. I hope that when you think of me, it is always with love and gratitude.

14. 在维也纳这个雾气弥漫的秋日夜晚，这个漫长的夜晚，我就一直那样站在你的窗下，一直抬头望啊，望啊灯光，房子，和你，那就是我的整个世界。

14. On this misty autumn night in Vienna, during this long night, I stood beneath your window just like that, looking up endlessly at the lights, the houses, and you – that was my entire world.

15. 之镜，时而是天真烂漫之镜，时而又是疲劳困倦之镜，正如镜中的人影一样

15. The mirror, at times a mirror of innocence and bliss, and at other times a mirror of fatigue and weariness, just as the shadow in the mirror is.

16. 我，穷极一生都未曾因爱你而疲惫。

16. I have never been tired of loving you for all my life.

17. 对于一个男人来说，一个少女、一个女人的脸想

17. For a man, a girl's, a woman's face is something...

18. 我爱你这个人就是爱你是这个样子，感情热烈而生性健忘，一往情深而爱不专一。我就爱你是这么个人，只爱你是这么个人，你过去一直是这样，现在依然还是这样。

18. I love you for who you are, for your passionate and forgetful nature, deeply affectionate yet not monogamous in love. I love you just as you are, and only as you are. You have always been this way, and you still are.

19. 再也没有比置身于人群之中却又孤独生活更可怕的了。

19. There is nothing more terrifying than being amidst a crowd yet living in solitude.

20. 可是我这个十三岁的孩子对此一无所知：我的心里象着了火似的。我以为

20. But I, this thirteen-year-old child, knew nothing about it: my heart was on fire. I thought...

21. 他们自己穷得要命，却特别嫌恶邻居的贫穷，他们恨我们，因为我们不愿意染上他们那种破落的无产者的粗野。

21. They are themselves desperately poor, yet they particularly detest their neighbor's poverty; they hate us because we do not want to be contaminated by their rundown working-class coarseness.

22. 必是变化多端的东西，因为在大多数情况下只是一面镜子，时而是炽热激情

22. It must be something ever-changing, as it is often just a mirror, at times reflecting intense passion.

23. 转瞬即逝，那么一个男子也就更容易忘却一个女人的容貌，因为年龄会在她

23. Fleeting as it is, a man is more likely to forget a woman's appearance, as age will take its toll on her...

24. 他们玩弄爱情，就象摆弄一个玩具，他们夸耀自己恋爱的经历，就象男孩

24. They toy with love, just as they play with a toy, and they boast about their romantic experiences, just like boys.

25. 倘若我的死会使你痛苦，那我无法咽下最后一口气。

25. If my death would cause you pain, I cannot breathe my last breath.

26. 我要把我整个的一生都向你倾诉，我这一生实在说起来是我认识你的那一天才开始的。在这以前，我的生活只是阴惨惨、乱糟糟的一团，我再也不会想起它来，它就象是一个地窖，堆满了尘封霉湿的人和物，上面还结着蛛网。

26. I want to pour out the whole of my life to you, for it was truly only on the day I met you that my life began. Before that, my life was just a gloomy, chaotic mess, which I will never think of again. It's like a dungeon filled with dusty, moldy people and things, covered in cobwebs.

27. 你是我的一切，而别人只不过是从我生命边上轻轻擦过的路人。

27. You are everything to me, while others are merely passersby who lightly brush against the edges of my life.

28. 的脸上投下光线，或者布满阴影，而服装又会把它时而这样时而那样地加以

28. casts light on the face, or casts shadows over it, while the clothing would alter it from time to time, making it appear thus and so.

29. 既不要求别人的爱，也不要求同情和慰藉。我对你只有一个要求，那就是

29. Neither seeking love from others, nor expecting sympathy and comfort. I have only one request for you, that is...

30. 女，我还不能理解你的健忘，我自己毫无节制没完没了地想你，结果我竟产

30. Female, I still can't understand your forgetfulness. I have no self-control and keep thinking about you endlessly, resulting in...

31. 世界上再也没有比置身人群之中却又孤独生活更可怕的了。只要你教我，就算我在坟墓里，也会涌出一种力量，跟着你走。

31. There is nothing scarier in the world than being among the crowd yet living in solitude. As long as you teach me, even if I am in the grave, a kind of strength will surge within me, following you.

32. 我想遇见你，我在找你。我只有你。你从来没有认识过我，而我却始终爱着你。

32. I want to meet you, I am searching for you. I only have you. You have never known me, yet I have always loved you.

33. 你，你从来都没有认出过我，你从我身边走过像是从一条河边走过，你踩在我身上如同踩着一块石头，你总是走啊，不停地走，却让我在等待中消磨一生。

33. You, you never recognized me, you passed by me as if you were walking along a riverbank, you stepped on me as if you were stepping on a stone, you always walked, never stopping, while I wasted my whole life in waiting.

34. 只有孤独的孩子才能把全部热情集聚起来，其他的人在社交活动中早已滥

34. Only an isolated child can gather all their enthusiasm, while others have already exhausted it in social activities.

35. 他感觉到一次死亡，感觉到不朽的爱情。一时间他的心里百感交集，他思念起那个看不见的女人，没有实体，充满**，犹如远方的音乐。

35. He felt a death, felt the love that is immortal. For a moment, his heart was filled with a myriad of emotions, and he missed the invisible woman, intangible and full of**, like distant music.

36. 你帮助人家的时候表现出来的惶惶不安、害羞腼腆、怕人感谢的样子，我永远也忘不了。所以我也从来不去找你。

36. The unease, shyness, and fear of being thanked that you show when you help others, I will never forget. That's why I have never sought you out.

37. 你过着一种双重生活，既有对外界开放的光亮的一面，另外还有十分阴暗的一面，这一面只有你一个人知道。这种最深藏的两面性是你一生的秘密。

37. You lead a double life, with a bright and open side to the world, and another very dark side that only you know. This deeply hidden dual nature is the secret of your entire life.

38. 我把原来分散零乱的全部感情，把我整个紧缩起来而又一再急切向外迸涌的心灵都奉献给你。

的情感，以及我那整个紧缩而又一再急切向外迸涌的心灵，都毫无保留地奉献给你。

39. 当时我才十三岁，还是一个不经世事的孩子，却怀着炽热的好奇心，一直试着要刺探你的行踪，偷窥你的一举一动，当时我并不知道，这些行为就是爱情的表现。

39. At that time, I was only thirteen, still a child naive to the world, yet with a burning curiosity, I kept trying to uncover your whereabouts, peeking at every move you made. I didn't realize at the time that these actions were manifestations of love.

40. 用了自己的感情，和人亲切交往中早已把感情消磨殆尽，他们经常听人谈

40. Having used their emotions in close interactions with others, they have long since worn out their feelings, and they often hear people talking about them.