1. 曾经我们都以为自己可以为爱情死，其实爱情死不了人，它只会在最疼的地方扎上一针，然后我们欲哭无泪，我们辗转反侧，我们久病成医，我们百炼成钢。你不是风儿，我也不是沙，再缠绵也到不了天涯，擦干了泪，明天早上，我们都要上班。是的。。。

1. Once we all thought we could die for love, but love cannot kill a person. It only stabs us in the most painful place, and then we are left wanting to cry but with no tears, tossing and turning, suffering for long periods until we become healers, and being refined until we become as hard as steel. You are not the wind, nor am I the sand; no matter how entwined we are, we can never reach the ends of the earth. Wipe away the tears, tomorrow morning, we both have work to do. Yes...

2. 好看不好看，我倒不在乎。使我感到不舒服的是，它随时提醒我：你是在走向死亡。

2. Whether it's beautiful or not, I don't really care. What makes me uncomfortable is that it constantly reminds me: You are on the path to death.

3. 人身上最软的是头发，最坚硬的是牙齿，可是一个人身上最容易脱落的是牙齿，，等到人死了，全身上下都腐烂了，头发却还是好好的。人生上最脆弱的就是眼睛，可是每人每天从早到晚都在用、不停的用眼睛，却不会累，如果你用嘴不停的说话，用手不停的动，用脚不停的走路，很快就觉得累，连一动也不想动，所以，坚硬何脆弱之间，没有绝对的分别。

3. The softest thing on a person is hair, and the hardest is their teeth. However, the teeth are also the most easily falling off. By the time a person dies, their entire body has rotted away, but their hair is still in good condition. The most fragile thing in life is the eyes, yet everyone uses their eyes from morning until night without feeling tired. If you keep talking with your mouth, keep moving with your hands, or keep walking with your feet, you will soon feel exhausted and not want to move at all. Therefore, there is no absolute distinction between hardness and fragility.

4. 等待并不是我唯一能做的事，我能做的还有笑着想念你。何敢望回《网王一朵鸢尾，一世倾心》

4. Waiting is not the only thing I can do; I can also miss you with a smile. How could I ever hope to return to "A Iris in the Net King, a Heart Adored for a Lifetime"?

5. 23你今年只有十九岁，过去的一切是全部。等你八十九岁的时候，所有的不快乐都只占一个小比例，他们存在的唯一意义就是对比后来的快乐。

5. You are only nineteen years old this year, and everything that has happened in the past is all there is. When you are eighty-nine, all the unhappiness will only occupy a small proportion, and the only significance they have is to contrast with the happiness that comes later.

6. 08、 因为受到了爱，认识了爱，才知道把爱分给别人，才想对自己以外的人做一些事情。把我和这个社会联起来的也正是这个爱字，这是我的全性格的根底。

6. 08, Because of love, I have come to understand love, and only then did I realize the need to share love with others and to do something for people beyond myself. It is this love that binds me to this society, and it is the foundation of my entire character.

7. 光辉的理想像明净的水一样洗去我心灵上的尘垢。——巴金

7. The brilliant ideal washes away the dust from my soul like clear water. — Ba Jin

8. 情，就是纵然那人十恶不赦、害尽苍生、伤尽人心，我也要想著他、护著他，帮著他。

8. Affection, that is, even if that person is unforgivable, has caused harm to all people, and has injured everyone's heart, I still want to think of him, protect him, and help him.

9. 这一世我为情所苦，怎消的永生永世受此折磨。若真有来世，愿化作花蝶鱼虫，飞禽鸟兽——誓不为人！

9. In this life, I suffer from love, how can I bear to be tormented for eternity and evermore. If there truly is a next life, I wish to become a flower, butterfly, fish, insect, birds, and beasts — I solemnly swear not to be a human!

10. 女人恋爱经验愈多，对男人的魔力愈大；又听说男人只肯娶一颗心还是童贞纯洁的女人。

10. The more恋爱 experiences a woman has, the greater her charm over men; and it is also said that men are only willing to marry a woman who is pure and virginal with one heart.

11. 最痛苦的人，可能因为有了爱情，而变得快乐起来;最快乐的人也可能因为有了爱情，而变得痛苦无比。这正是爱情的神秘。

11. The most suffering person may become happy because of love; the happiest person may also become incredibly painful due to love. This is exactly the mystery of love.

12. 不管多大多老，不管家人朋友怎么催，都不要随便对待婚姻，婚姻不是打牌，重新洗牌要付出巨大代价。

12. No matter how young or old you are, and regardless of how your family and friends may urge you, do not treat marriage lightly. Marriage is not a card game; reshuffling the cards comes with a huge price.

13. 我觉得心脏在收缩，那种疼是真真切切的感受，像一尾凉而滑的鱼，爬得异常迅速，脚印清晰。叶萱《你在我的左手边》

13. I feel my heart contracting, the pain is a real and tangible sensation, like a cool and slippery fish crawling at an unusually rapid pace, with clear footprints. Ye Xuan, "You Are on My Left"

14. 在白天里我忙碌，我奔波，我笑，我忘记了一切地大笑，因为我戴了假面具在黑夜里我卸下了我底假面具，我看见了这世界底面目，我躺下来，我哭，为了我底无助而哭，为了看见人类底受苦而哭《复仇》

14. During the day, I am busy, I rush about, I laugh, I laugh uncontrollably, forgetting everything, because I wear a mask. In the darkness, I remove my mask, I see the true face of this world, I lie down, I cry, I cry for my helplessness, and I cry for seeing the suffering of humans. "Vengeance."

15. 54月亮只有一夕如环，夕夕长如玦，何况是人？那就一辈子吧，大多数女人都没有嫁给最刻骨铭心的那一个，她得到了林静，并非不爱，何须伤感？

15. The moon is only ring-like for one night, and crescent every night, let alone for a person? Then, for a lifetime, most women do not marry the one they are most deeply in love with. She has gained Lin Jing, and it is not that she does not love him, so why be sad?

16. 彼时的她比之前多了些女子的风情和柔软，但笑起来的样子还是一样的浅淡，甚至灰暗。微酸袅袅《樱花落海洋2》

16. At that time, she had a bit more of a womanly charm and softness than before, but her smile was still as faint, even dark. A bit tart, "Cherry Blossoms Fall into the Ocean 2"

17. 在白天里我忙碌，我奔波，我笑，我忘记了一切地大笑，因为我戴了假面具在黑夜里我卸下了我底假面具，我看见了这世界底面目，我躺下来，我哭，为了我底无助而哭，为了看见人类底受苦而哭

17. During the day, I am busy, I奔波, I laugh, I laugh uncontrollably, forgetting everything, for I wear a mask. In the darkness, I take off my mask, and I see the true face of this world. I lie down, I cry, I cry for my own helplessness, I cry for seeing the suffering of humanity.

18. ――《蝙蝠》by 风弄

18. --- "The Bat" by Feng Nong

19. 世界上大事情像可以随便应付，偏是小事倒丝毫假借不了。譬如贪官污吏，纳贿几千万，而决不肯偷人家的钱袋。

19. In the world, big matters can be dealt with carelessly, but minor issues cannot be excused at all. For example, corrupt officials, who take bribes of several tens of millions, would never steal someone else's money bag.

20. 世上又有什么力量，能比爱情的力量更可怕的呢

20. What power in the world could be more terrifying than the power of love?

21. 不会游泳就乖乖不要动，自然就会浮起来了。可是对著快溺死的人来说，是想不到这些的。杉井光《神的记事本》

21. If you can't swim, just stay still and you will naturally float up. But for someone who is about to drown, these thoughts are unimaginable. From Sugiyama Hikaru's "God's Memo Notebook."

22. 行婚礼的时候，新郎新娘脸哭不出笑不出的表情，全不像在干喜事，倒像——不，不像上断头台，是了，是了，像公共场所“谨防扒手”牌子下面那些积犯的相片里的表情。

22. During the wedding ceremony, the bride and groom have a look of tears mixed with smiles on their faces, which is completely unlike a joyous occasion. It's more like—no, not like going to the guillotine; yes, yes, it's like the expressions on the photos of repeat offenders under the "Beware of Pickpockets" signs in public places.

23. 青春是美丽的东西，而且这一直是鼓舞我的泉源。

23. Youth is a beautiful thing, and it has always been the source of inspiration for me.

24. ――《戏梦》by 卫风

24. "Dream of Play" by Wei Feng

25. 好像一切没恋爱过的女人一样，方鸿渐把“爱”字看得太尊贵和严重，不肯随便应用在女人身上。

25. Just like any woman who has never been in love, Fang Hongjian holds the word "love" too highly and seriously, and refuses to apply it casually to women.

26. 56世界上哪一条法律规定过你爱著一个人，而他必须爱你？是的，没有。所以，他没有错，只是不爱我。最爱的一句，所以不要怨恨。。。

26. In the world, which law states that you love someone, and they must love you back? Yes, there isn't any. So, he's not wrong, he just doesn't love me. The most beloved saying, so don't hold any grudge...

27. 一个男人若真能把一个女孩子气得半死，他就算不大聪明，也已经很了不起。只可惜这样的事并不多。大多数男人都常常会被女孩子气得半死。所以大多数女孩子都认为：男人才是天生应该受气的。 —— 古龙妙语录

27. If a man can truly anger a girl to the point of near death, then even if he's not very intelligent, he is already remarkable. Unfortunately, such incidents are not very common. Most men are often angry enough to make a girl near death. Therefore, most girls believe: men are naturally the ones who should endure anger. —— Gu Long's Wonderful Sayings

28. 女人做诗，至多是第二流，鸟里面能唱的都是雄的，譬如鸡。

28. Women, at most, are second-rate poets; among birds, it's the males that can sing, like chickens.

29. 心脏噗的一声，如同被戳一个洞，从膨胀到干瘪，好像鼠疫细菌入侵后，肌体快速地脱水。叶萱《你在我的左手边》

29. The heart made a thud, as if pierced through a hole, from swollen to withered, as if the body rapidly dehydrated after the invasion of the plague bacteria. Ye Xuan, "You Are on My Left Side"

30. 他并不是软弱到连自尊心都没有的人，只是他的世界太小了，守住这个女人几乎成了他的终身事业，让他在别的领域没了上进心。谢亦《重生之反派逆袭》

30. He is not so weak as to have no self-esteem, but his world is too small. Protecting this woman has almost become his lifelong career, which has caused him to lose ambition in other fields. From Xie Yi's "Rebirth: The Villain's Counterattack."

31. 时间对于我来说是很宝贵的，用经济学的眼光看是一种财富。——鲁迅

31. Time is invaluable to me; from an economic perspective, it is a form of wealth. — Lu Xun

32. 这只是把你心里随便产生的不满怪罪到对方的缺点上而已。所以如果在对方身上找不到理由，就去别的地方找理由。京极夏彦《不如***》

32. This is just an attempt to attribute the dissatisfaction that randomly arises in your heart to the shortcomings of the other person. Therefore, if you can't find a reason in the other person, look for a reason elsewhere. From "Better Not to..." by Kyoka Hasegawa

33. 在大学里，理科学生瞧不起文科学生，外国语文系学生瞧不起中国文学系学生，中国文学系学生瞧不起哲学系学生，哲学系学生瞧不起社会学系学生，社会学系学生瞧不起教育系学生，教育系学生没有谁可以给他们瞧不起了，只能瞧不起本系的先生。

33. In universities, science students look down upon arts students, students of foreign languages look down upon students of Chinese literature, students of Chinese literature look down upon philosophy students, philosophy students look down upon sociology students, sociology students look down upon education students, and education students have no one else to look down upon but their own department's professors.

34. 人生的刺，就在这里，留恋着不肯快走的，偏是你所不留恋的东西。

34. The thorns of life are right here, the things that you are reluctant to let go of are precisely those that you do not cherish.

35. 去接受一些你不了解的东西，去争取，去相信自己可以改变一些事情。蕾秋·乔伊斯《一个人的朝圣》

35. Go and accept things you don't understand, fight for them, and believe in your ability to change some things. - Rachel Joyce, "A Pilgrim's Progress"

36. 两人之间培育了二十年的沉默与距离已经太深太远，连老生常谈都感觉空洞，直刺人心。蕾秋·乔伊斯《一个人的朝圣》

36. The silence and distance cultivated between the two over two decades have become too deep and distant, even the old talking points feel hollow and piercing to the heart. — Rachel Joyce, "A Walk in the Woods"

37. 只要看一眼他，她就会被拉回到痛苦的过去，还是三言两语的交流最为安全。他们都自觉和对方停留在最表面的交流，因为言语之下是深不可测、永不可能逾越的鸿沟。蕾秋·乔伊斯《一个人的朝圣》

37. Just a glance at him, and she would be drawn back to the painful past; it was safest to stick to just a few words of exchange. They both intuitively remained at the most superficial level of communication, because beneath the words lay an unfathomable chasm that could never be bridged. - Rachel Joyce, "A Man Called Ove"

38. 女人作诗，至多是第二流，鸟里面能唱的都是雄的，比如鸡。……夜莺雌的不会唱，会唱的是雄夜莺。

38. Women are at most second-rate poets, among birds, only the males can sing, like chickens. ... The female nightingale cannot sing; it is the male nightingale that can sing.

39. 鸿渐一溜烟跑出门，还以为刚才唇上的吻，轻松得很，不当作自己爱她的证据。好像接吻也等于体格检验，要有一定斤两，才算合格似的。

39. Hongjian slipped out of the door in a hurry, thinking that the kiss on his lips just now was so light and carefree, that he didn't take it as evidence of his love for her. It seemed as if kissing was also like a physical examination, and one had to have a certain weight to be considered qualified.

40. 既已错了，又何必再错，心己死了，人又何必再死仇恨已够多，又何必再添新仇血已流得够多，又何必再流

40. Having already made a mistake, why make another one? If the heart is already dead, why should a person still die? Hatred is already abundant, why add more new enmity? Blood has already flowed sufficiently, why continue to let it flow more?

41. 事实并不是这样。生活并不是一个悲剧。它是一个“搏斗”。我们生活来做什么或者说我们为什么要有这生命罗曼罗兰的回答是“为的是来征服它”。

41. The facts are not as such. Life is not a tragedy. It is a "struggle." What do we live for, or why do we have this life? Romain Rolland's answer is "in order to conquer it."

42. 我不是文学家。我写作不是我有才华，而是我有感情，对我的国家和人民，我有无限的爱，靠用作品来表达我无穷无尽的感情。如果我的作品能够给读者带来温暖，我就十分满意了。

42. I am not a literary figure. My writing is not due to my talent, but rather to my emotions. I have an infinite love for my country and people, and I rely on my works to express my boundless feelings. If my works can bring warmth to the readers, I am already very satisfied.

43. 我一直都是一个人，脑袋空空的，觉得人生就是随波逐流地度过。杉井光《神的记事本》

43. I have always been alone, with an empty head, feeling that life is just a wave of passing time. From "God's Memo Pad" by Kohta Sugi.

44. 顾怀南的眼神微凉而澄净，让南澄想起年少时的自己在冬天里含着一颗薄荷糖，对着窗玻璃哈出丝丝凉气，然后玻璃上迅速凝起一成白雾，遮住了窗外的景致。微酸袅袅《樱花落海洋2》

44. Gu Huainan's eyes were cool and clear, reminding Nan Cheng of his younger self, holding a mint candy in his mouth during winter, blowing out wisps of cool air at the window glass. Then, a film of white mist quickly formed on the glass, obscuring the view outside. Mildly tart, "Sakura Falls into the Ocean 2"

45. 喜欢往往是有原因的，是悄然增长的情绪，在不经意的时刻突然破土而出。叶萱《你在我的左手边》

45. Preferences often have reasons, they are the quietly growing emotions that suddenly burst forth at unexpected moments. From Ye Xuan's book "You Are on My Left Hand Side."

46. 鸿渐看她们有说有笑不允许自己插口，把话压扁了都挤不进去。

46. Hongjian watched them chatting and laughing, not daring to interject. Even if she flattened her words, she couldn't squeeze her way in.

47. 她是我的生命的部分，她的骨灰里有我的泪和血。在我丧失工作能力的时候，我希望病榻上有萧珊翻译的那几本小说。等到我永远闭上眼睛，就让我的骨灰同她的搀和在起。

47. She is a part of my life, and her ashes contain my tears and blood. When I lose the ability to work, I hope to have those novels translated by Xiao Shan by my bedside. And when I forever close my eyes, let my ashes be mixed with hers.

48. 谢谢。我想我们应该不会再见了，但我很高兴今天遇见了你。我很庆幸我们说了话。蕾秋·乔伊斯《一个人的朝圣》

48. Thank you. I think we won't see each other again, but I'm glad I met you today. I'm so glad we spoke. - Rachel Joyce, "A Walk in the Woods"

49. 有些事情，和年纪大小没有关系，和人的品德有密切的关系。无德之人，自然是很难立起来的。我也不愿意让他在我的面前立起来。柳下挥《终极教师》

49. There are some things that have nothing to do with age, but are closely related to a person's character. A person without virtue is naturally difficult to establish. I also do not want to allow him to stand before me. Liu Xiaohui, "Ultimate Teacher"

50. 人和人之间一定也有着这种说不出来的力量在操纵着各自的命运，纵横交错的人生走向中，我们不断相聚又不断告别。微酸袅袅《樱花落海洋2》

50. There must also be an unspoken power between people that manipulates their own destinies. In the crisscrossing paths of life, we continuously gather and part ways. Micro-acidic, Gently Floating - "Cherry Blossoms Fall into the Ocean 2"

51. 世人大多宁可看重满口谎话的伪君子，也不肯看重直言无忌的真小人 —— 古龙妙名言

51. Most people prefer to value a hypocrite who talks all day long lies than a true person who speaks freely without reserve — a wise saying by Gu Long.

52. 做人处世的法子，恐怕要自己斟酌，许多别人开来的良方，往往不过是废纸。

52. The way to deal with people and conduct oneself in society should perhaps be self-considered, as many remedies prescribed by others often turn out to be mere scraps of paper.

53. 在回忆之中，即使两件事互相矛盾，也能同时存在，当它被投射到现实的时候，我知道将会产生多少扭曲和痛苦，所以我们需要言语。杉井光《神的记事本》

53. In memories, two things that contradict each other can coexist simultaneously. When projected onto reality, I know how much distortion and pain it will produce, so we need words. From "God's Memoir" by Mitsuki Sugi.

54. 15再好的过去，回忆的次数多了味道也就淡了。

54. No matter how good the past was, the taste of memories fades after too many recollections.

55. 然而现在万花筒打碎了，有的只是无法缤纷的玻璃片，当自己想要旋转时，那些碎片便一点一点扎进心里，逼出殷殷的血迹。

55. But now the kaleidoscope is shattered, all that remains are the unadorned glass pieces. When one tries to spin it, those fragments gradually pierce into the heart, forcing out a trail of crimson blood.

56. 5昙花一现，蜉蝣朝生暮死，都有过最美的一刻。

56. A fleeting moment like the blossoming of a cactus flower, a mayfly born in the morning and dies at night, all have had their most beautiful moment.

57. 我的确就是这样地混日子，我用个混字，因为我只说空话没有干实事。次接次开不完的会，本接本记录不完的笔记，张接张废话写不完的手稿。

57. I indeed lead my days in such a way. I use the word "混" (mix) because I only talk in empty words without doing any real work. Meetings that never seem to end, notebooks that are never filled enough, and manuscripts filled with endless trivialities that can't be written off.

58. 或许，岁月是最无情的手，任时光催红了樱桃、染绿了芭蕉，更是把韶华人生抛在后头，然后，抚过去，覆上细细流年的尘埃。叶萱《你在我的左手边》

58. Perhaps, time is the most merciless hand, allowing it to hasten the cherries to bloom red and the banana leaves to turn green, but more so to cast away the youthful years of life behind, then, caress them gently, covering them with the fine dust of flowing years. Ye Xuan, "You Are on My Left Hand Side"

59. 33跟一个陌生的男人就这么过一辈子，我会认命。但如果那个人是你，我不甘心！大大大大的喜欢

59. Living my entire life with a stranger, I would accept that. But if that person is you, I'm not willing to settle for less! I have a huge, huge liking for you!

60. ――《谢长留》by 菖蒲

60. —— "Xie Changliu" by Cao Pu

61. 心结不是放下，是要解开。仇恨不是放下，是要一报还一报！柳下挥《终极教师》

61. Heart knots are not to be let go, but to be untied. Hatred is not to be let go, but to be avenged with a like for like! Liu Xiaohui, "The Ultimate Teacher"

62. 57如果我跟他重遇，我惟一的心愿是——我希望他不幸福，至少不要过得比我幸福。我想谁说这样的话，有人会觉得这人不怎么善良吧，可是我却觉得这句多么真实，“至少不要比我幸福”。。。

62. 57 If I were to meet him again, my only wish would be——I hope he is not happy, at least not happier than I am. Some might think someone who says such a thing is not very kind, but I find this sentiment so genuine, "at least not happier than I am".....

63. 成就于 春秋交叠中，一生不渝的执著痴心

63. Achieved amidst the overlap of the Spring and Autumn periods, an unwavering and fanatical devotion throughout one's life.

64. 可不是么，好戏还没真正上场呢，他还不至于没有这点耐心等着这些烂折子唱完。谢亦《重生之反派逆袭》

64. Isn't that right, the real show hasn't even started yet, he wouldn't be so impatient as to not have a bit of patience waiting for these terrible scripts to be performed. Xie Yi's "Rebirth: The Villain's Counterattack"

65. 床上的人叹了口气，喃喃道：“我上个月才洗澡，这女人居然说我脏--”

65. The person on the bed sighed and murmured, "I just had a bath last month, and this woman actually says I'm dirty--"

66. 如今她成了懵懂的小兽，美貌枯萎，无意识地在人群中挥舞着利爪，伤害别人的同时也伤害了自己。微酸袅袅《樱花落海洋2》?>

66. Now she has become a confused little beast, her beauty withered, swinging her sharp claws aimlessly among the crowd, hurting others while also hurting herself. Lightly Sour, Gently Floating, "Cherry Blossoms Fall into the Ocean 2"?

67. 最高明的骗局是什么？是世事难料。因为明天还没到来，所以下一步的发展谁也不知道。柳下挥《终极教师》

What is the most cunning deception? It is the unpredictability of life. Because tomorrow has not yet arrived, no one knows what the next development will be. Liu Xiaohui, "The Ultimate Teacher"

68. 拳击手和一般人的差别不是强与弱，而是能不能毫不在意地揍人。揍人的时候自己的拳头也会痛，对方也会痛。一想到对方也会痛就揍不下去了。杉井光《神的记事本》

68. The difference between boxers and ordinary people is not about strength and weakness, but whether they can hit someone without the slightest concern. When hitting someone, both the boxer and the opponent will feel pain. As soon as the thought of the opponent's pain comes up, it becomes difficult to continue hitting. — From "God's Notebook" by Atsuki Sugii

69. 郑微垂下头去沉默，如果她不明白，也不会觉得凄凉。爱情是足以焚身的烈火，不管是聪明人还是笨蛋，爱上了，都成了飞蛾。谁都知道飞过去会成为飞灰，但那又怎么样，百年之后，不管燃烧过与否，我们都将成为尘土。

69. Zheng Wei lowered her head in silence. If she didn't understand, she wouldn't feel desolate. Love is a fierce flame that can burn the body, and whether one is smart or foolish, once in love, they become a moth. Everyone knows that flying towards it will turn to ashes, but what of it? In a hundred years, whether we have been burned or not, we will all turn to dust.

70. 身体里容不下的东西，或消化，或排泄，是个人的事；为什么心里容不下的情感，要找同伴来分解？聚在一起，动不动自己冒犯人，或者人开罪自己，好像一只只刺猬，只好保持着彼此间的距离，要亲密团结，不是你刺痛我的肉，就是我擦破你的皮。

70. What cannot be accommodated in the body is either digested or excreted, which is a personal matter; why should one seek companions to decompose emotions that cannot be tolerated in the heart? When gathered together, one is easily offending others or being offended, like hedgehogs that can only maintain a distance from each other; to be intimate and united, it's either my spines piercing your flesh or my skin scraping yours.

71. 03、 往事依稀浑似梦，都随风雨到心头。——巴金

71. 03, The past is hazy and seems like a dream, all of it comes to my heart with the wind and rain. — Ba Jin

72. —— 《琼觞》by 天籁纸鸢

72. —— "Qiong Shang" by Tian Lai Zhi Yuan

73. 可是对它来说，其实只有那里，才是它最温暖的地方。

73. But for it, in fact, there is only that place where it is the warmest.

74. 13郑微哭了，她不知道眼泪是因为疼痛，还是因为意识到这一夜自己不可避免的蜕变。如果大多数女人一生中迟早会有这样一天，那么，她不得不承认，自己的泪水中还有喜悦，因为她最完整无缺的一切，在她最美丽的时候，最美好的年华里交付给她最爱的男孩，想到这个的时候，悸动代替了微弱的挣扎，连疼痛也是变得意味深长。

74. Zheng Wei cried, not knowing whether her tears were from pain or from realizing the inevitable transformation she was going through that night. If most women will have such a day sooner or later in their lives, then she has to admit that there is joy in her tears, because all that was most complete and intact in her life, at her most beautiful time, in the best years, was given to the boy she loved the most. When she thought of this, a fluttering replaced the faint struggle, and even the pain became meaningful.

75. 34是我的，就是我的，走了的，只能说明他从来就没有属于过我。

75. "34 is mine, it's mine, and the one that has gone away can only mean that it never truly belonged to me."

76. 什么都改变了，而学校还在这里，教室还在这里，操场还在这里。

76. Everything has changed, but the school is still here, the classrooms are still here, and the playground is still here.

77. 得不到才会念想，送上门去他未必真的会要。功名利禄在手，就偶尔额搓叹往昔，有些人，要的也仅仅是念想而已。

77. People only think about what they don't have, and they may not really want what is offered to them. With fame and fortune in hand, one might occasionally sigh about the past. Some people, what they really want is just a memory.

78. 看着你，我指着自己，我笑，看吧，现在的我就叫支离破碎～

78. Looking at myself, I point to myself, I laugh, look, the current me is called "fragmented and scattered"~

79. 每到这里，她就感觉自己生活的城市像一片广袤的原始森林，所有人都是攀附在食物链上的动物，弱者必须时刻保持警惕，稍有不慎就会成为强者捕食的猎物。简曼《巧克力色微凉青春》

79. Every time she comes here, she feels as if the city she lives in is like a vast primeval forest, where everyone is an animal clinging to the food chain, the weak ones needing to be vigilant at all times, any slip-up could make them prey for the stronger ones. - Jianman's "Chocolate Cool Youth"

80. 他们都自觉和对方停留在最表面的交流，因为言语之下是深不可测、永不可能逾越的鸿沟。蕾秋·乔伊斯《一个人的朝圣》

80. They all consciously remain at the most superficial level of communication with each other, because beneath the words lies an unfathomable chasm that can never be bridged. - Rachel Joyce, "A Pilgrim's Progress"

81. 逃离自己的无力感，逃离因为我的无用而持续失去的世界……但即使如此，我还是找不出答案。杉井光《神的记事本》

81. Flee from the feeling of powerlessness, flee from the world that continues to lose itself because of my uselessness... But even so, I still can't find the answer. Kiyohiko Sayama, "God's Memo"