他眼中，你笑得孱弱，那一瞬，让他心旌摇曳，尚未平复。

In his eyes, you smiled weakly, and in that moment, it sent his heart fluttering, still not yet settled.

1. ❼我哭的时候，你总觉得我在闹脾气，却从没想过我是真的难过。

1. When I cry, you always think I'm throwing a temper tantrum, but you never consider that I am truly sad.

2. ❻如果有一天我不再闹了，不是懂事了，而是失望攒够了。

2. If one day I stop causing trouble, it's not because I've become sensible, but because I've accumulated enough disappointment.

3. ❹你总觉得我太懂事，却不知道我是在忍着眼泪对你笑。

3. You always think I'm too sensible, but you don't know that I'm holding back my tears and smiling at you.

4. ❿我拼命证明自己值得被爱，可你连一点回应都不肯给。

4. I struggle to prove that I am worthy of love, yet you won't even give me a bit of a response.

5. ❷有时候，不是我不说，而是说了，你也假装听不懂。

5. Sometimes, it's not that I don't speak, but even when I do, you pretend not to understand.

6. ❺我想要的从来不是礼物，而是你愿意花时间懂我的委屈。

6. What I have always wanted is not a gift, but your willingness to spend time understanding my grievances.

7. ❽我坚强久了，连你都忘了，我也需要被心疼。

7. I have been strong for so long that even you have forgotten, I also need to be cherished.

8. ❸我明明很怕黑，却习惯了在夜里自己消化情绪。

8. ❸ Even though I'm scared of the dark, I've got used to dealing with my emotions on my own at night.