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1. ❶我把心熄了，连灰都不让风看见。

1. ❶ I extinguished my heart, not even allowing the wind to see the ashes.

2. ❷悲伤到了极致，是连眼泪都找不到回家的路。

2. ❷ Extreme sadness is so profound that even tears can't find their way home.

3. ❸原来心碎不是声音，是此后所有的声音都隔着一层毛玻璃。

3. ❸ Originally, heartbreak is not a sound; it's that all subsequent sounds seem to be separated by a layer of frosted glass.

4. ❹像一件褪色到看不出原样的旧衣，晾在无人问津的雨季。

4. Like an old clothes that has faded to the point of not being able to tell its original color, hanging in a disregarded rainy season.

5. ❺ 我把自己活成了一座遗址，参观免费，解说词空缺。

5. I have become a site of ruins, with free admission and missing explanations.

6. ❻那些未流的泪，都倒灌进血管，成了最沉默的河流。

6. The tears that were not shed all pour back into the bloodstream, becoming the most silent river.

7. ❼ 连影子都嫌我太重，宁愿留在昨天。

7. Even my shadow thinks I am too heavy, preferring to stay in yesterday.

8. ❽ 悲伤不是暴风雨，是此后每个晴天里，皮肤记忆着的潮湿。

8. Sadness is not a storm, but the moisture that the skin remembers on each subsequent sunny day.

9. ❾ 我在心里养了一盆火，烧尽所有。现在连余温，都捐给了灰尘。

9. I nurtured a pot of fire in my heart, burning everything to ashes. Now even the warmth left over, I have given to the dust.

10. ❿ 终于理解了石头，不是没有话要说，是话都变成了质地。

10. Finally, I understand the stone; it's not that there's nothing to say, but all the words have turned into texture.