1. 暗夜中也有一簇灯火，你要做自己的灯火。 ——独木舟《一个人的四季》

1. Even in the dark night, there is a cluster of lights; you should be your own light. ——Dumu Zhou, "Four Seasons of a Person"

2. 十年的时间里我做了一些什么事情，我在这个夜晚想要详尽地回顾一下却只感觉到了迷茫和徒劳。

2. In the past ten years, what have I done? On this night, I want to review everything in detail, but I only feel confusion and futility.

3. 给的时候以为是幸福，谁知道溃散的时候成了什么。

3. When giving it, I thought it was happiness, who knew what it became when it scattered.

4. 世界不会因为你而难过，我们终将学会与自己好好相处。

4. The world won't be sad because of you, and we will eventually learn to get along well with ourselves.

5. 从前的那些缺失和丧失，都已经成为轻盈的过去，站在青春的末梢对它们挥挥手，此生再也不必相见了。

5. All the past losses and missing have now become a light past, waving goodbye to them at the edge of youth, never to meet again in this life.

6. 爱可以燃烧，也可以永恒，但不能两者兼备。

6. Love can be fiery, or it can be eternal, but it cannot be both.

7. 静谧的夜晚，我的哀求显得那么无助，又那么凄惶。

7. In the quiet of the night, my plea seemed so helpless, yet so desolate.

8. 外面灯火通明，室内无边无际无形的黑暗包裹着我，很快我就成为黑暗的一部分——我就成了黑暗本身。

8. Outside, the streets are aglow with lights, while inside, the boundless, invisible darkness envelops me, and soon I become part of the darkness — I become the darkness itself.

9. 说得多了，就麻木了，产生免疫能力了，自然也就痊愈了。

9. If you talk about it too much, you become numb, develop an immunity, and naturally, you will recover.

10. 可是失去你，这件事，让我无比害怕。

10. However, the thought of losing you fills me with immense fear.

11. 我们甘愿忍受眼下的痛苦，是因为我们没有别的选择。

11. We are willing to endure the present suffering because we have no other choice.

12. 我没有忘记，也不可能忘记，不知道到了永生长眠时，我独自踏上奈何桥能不能心甘情愿的接过那碗孟婆汤，干脆利落的将你从记忆中摈除。

12. I have not forgotten, nor can I forget, that when I reach the eternal sleep, whether I will be willing to take that bowl of the soup of forgetfulness from the Bridge of No Return alone, and cleanly erase you from my memory.

13. 残忍的是，人会成长。 ——独木舟 《我亦飘零久》

13. Tragically, humans grow up. —— Dukou (Duck Boat) "I've been adrift for a long time"

14. 胜负已分，没有人再说话了，没有人再叫嚷着要讨个公道了，陈姐之前的威风已经全然不见，此时，她形同丧家之犬，仿佛被抽走了脊梁骨，一瞬间苍老了十几岁。

14. The outcome was clear, and there was no more talking, no more shouts for justice. Chen sister's previous aura was completely gone. At this moment, she was like a lost dog, as if her backbone had been stripped away, and in an instant, she seemed to have aged a dozen years.

15. 每个生命来到这个世界都是有使命的，都有它的悲与喜，辛劳与成就，缺失与收获。甲处短少的，乙处会加长。你要相信，神是公平的 。——独木舟 《我亦飘零久》

15. Every life that comes into this world has a mission, with its sorrows and joys, toil and achievements, losses and gains. What is short in one place will be lengthened in another. You must believe that God is fair. — Du Muzhou, "I've been adrift for a long time"

16. 咖啡这种饮品不适合我这种社会低层的劳苦人民，我喝白开水就可以了。

16. Coffee is not a drink suitable for people like me, who belong to the lower social strata and toiling masses. I can just drink plain water.

17. 过去在生活中大多数时候，我不是一个善言健谈的人，也许是因为阅历并不丰富，也许是因为没见过多少世面，也许是出于一种本能的自我保护，或许说直接一点就是不够自信吧，面对陌生人时，我总像一根绷得很紧的琴弦，如非必要，我尽量不开口说话。

17. In most times of my life in the past, I was not a person who was good at talking or gregarious. Perhaps it was because my experiences were not rich, perhaps because I hadn't seen much of the world, or perhaps it was out of an instinctive self-protection. Maybe to put it more directly, it was a lack of confidence. When facing strangers, I always seemed like a tightly-strung musical string, and unless necessary, I tried to keep my mouth shut.

18. 我们离暧昧很近，可是离爱情，似乎又好远。《深海里的星星》

18. We are close to ambiguity, yet seem far from love. "Stars in the Deep Sea."

19. 你的孤独是因为你既希望有人关心，又不想被谁过分打扰。

19. Your loneliness is because you both hope to be cared for by someone and do not want to be overly disturbed by anyone.

20. 可是，到底是一个人孤独，还是跟一个错误的人在一起更孤独？

20. But, is it more lonely to be alone, or is it lonelier to be with the wrong person?

21. 是从什么时候开始，我活的像一个战士，而生活像是一个遍地残骸的战场，我刚才在这里劫后余生，又得马不停蹄地赶去那里冲锋陷阵。

21. When did I start living like a warrior, with life feeling like a battlefield strewn with ruins? Just moments ago, I barely survived here, and now I have to charge forward without a moment's rest.

22. 就算全世界都不爱你，至少你还可以自己爱自己。——独木舟

22. Even if the whole world does not love you, at least you can still love yourself.—Du Muzhou

23. 原来那些时候不是不想哭，而是在积攒着，等待一次彻底的爆发。

23. It wasn't that I didn't want to cry back then; it was that I was accumulating my emotions, waiting for a complete outbreak.

24. 这个世界原本就充满了各种误解，误解常常伴随着伤害，所以我只希望，亲爱的小孩啊，一些事情即便你知道但你并不了解，或者自认为了解的时候，说出那些也许 会伤害别人的话之前，请稍微慢几秒钟，想一想是不是还有更温和的表达。暴戾已经太多了，但温柔才是最可贵的呀。

24. This world is already filled with various misunderstandings, and misunderstandings often come with hurt. So I only hope, dear child, when you know something but don't understand it, or when you think you understand, before you say something that might hurt others, please take a few seconds to slow down and think if there is a more gentle way to express yourself. There is already too much anger, but gentleness is the most precious.

25. 很多人，心里想念一个人，却跟另外一个人在一起生活，可能我这一生也是这样，但是没关系。真的没关系，有回忆，就可以了。

25. Many people, while missing someone deeply in their hearts, live their lives with another person. Maybe that's the case for me throughout my life as well, but it's fine. Really, it's all right. As long as there are memories, that's enough.

26. 可是要是没有爱那还有什么指望以前看别人背LV我就要买LV真正买了又怎么样也不过是一个包而已。

26. But without love, what else is there to look forward to? Before, when I saw others carrying LV bags, I wanted to buy one too. But even after buying it, what is it but just a bag?

27. 没有一丝一毫的防备全心投入的爱，泥足深陷，无法自拔。你愿意在那样的温柔里沉溺，宛如飞蛾扑火般义无返顾。

27. With no ounce of defense and a wholehearted love, you are deeply ensnared, unable to pull yourself out. Are you willing to indulge in such tenderness, as a moth to the flame, without a second thought?

28. 只要是有人的地方，就有**，有背叛和离弃。

28. Wherever there are people, there are **, betrayal, and desertion.

29. 我想，关于伪装这回事，他不是不会，应该是不屑。

29. I think he is not incapable of deception, but rather, he should be considered as being too proud to do so.

30. 即使所有的陆地最终都会沉没于海洋，也不要忘记我们曾拥有热烈的时光。

30. Even if all the land eventually sinks into the ocean, don't forget the passionate times we once had.

31. 离开你之后的我，成为了一个处世果断心思缜密的女子，我的真心像被遗弃在几亿光年的距离之外。

31. After leaving you, I have become a decisive and meticulous woman in dealing with the world; my sincerity seems to be abandoned at a distance of several billion light-years.

32. 细碎的刘海儿滑开，原本如刀削的轮廓，温暖而柔软，像有一湖水在嘴角慢慢地浸开。

32. The delicate bangs slide aside, revealing a previously sharp silhouette that now appears warm and soft, as if a lake is slowly spreading out at the corners of the mouth.

33. 她手中紧握着一把荆棘，每当我稍稍想要松懈一下的时候，便会对准我贫瘠的背部狠狠地抽下去，每一次，从不迟疑。

33. She held a thorny branch tightly, and every time I slightly wanted to relax, she would狠狠地whack it against my barren back without hesitation.

34. 我相信你，不是不爱了。只是我们的爱情实在走不下去了。

34. I believe in you, it's not that I don't love you anymore. It's just that our love really can't go on.

35. 如果是被某个人的思念赋予了重要意义的东西，可以在一个地方找到。

35. If something is imbued with significance by someone's longing, it can be found in one place.

36. 生命中所有的缺失都会得到补偿，无论是以何种方式。

36. All the deficiencies in life will be compensated, in whatever way.

37. 有些人就是这样的自己是个蛆就觉得全世界是一个大粪池。

37. Some people are like that; they consider themselves to be maggots and see the whole world as a dung heap.

38. 我只是寂寞，却没有堕落，我只需要陪伴并不欠缺救赎。

38. I am just lonely, but not fallen, I only need companionship and am not lacking in redemption.

39. 我的一生，到现在为止，美好的事物并不多，而我最最珍视的这一部分，就这样被他们毁掉了。

39. Up to now in my life, there haven't been many beautiful things, and the part that I cherish the most has been destroyed by them.

40. 爱的方式有千百种，却没有一个标准可以来衡量是非对错。

40. There are countless ways to love, but there is no standard to measure right or wrong.

41. 我也不想这样，一晌贪欢，醒来就是南柯一梦。

41. I don't want it this way either; a moment of indulgence, and upon waking, it's all a dream from the Southern dreamland.

42. 其实每个人都害怕寂寞，我承认，我真的怕，从懂得寂寞，到害怕寂寞，到习惯寂寞，再到享受寂寞，这其中过程，堪比涅盘。——独木舟

42. In fact, everyone is afraid of loneliness, I admit it, I am really afraid. From understanding loneliness, to being afraid of loneliness, to getting used to loneliness, and finally to enjoying loneliness, this process is comparable to enlightenment. — Dushuao

43. 人生若只如初见，便可省略诸多的怨怼。她说的，人生再好，怎如初见。她这一生，早就覆水难收。唯一的契机，只是在初见的那一瞬间，却无法永恒。你再也遇不到一个人这样爱你，我亦不会再这样爱一个人。

43. If life were as it was at first sight, many grievances could be omitted. What she said was, no matter how good life is, it can't be as good as the first sight. Throughout her life, it's as if water that has been spilled cannot be gathered back. The only opportunity is just in that moment of first sight, but it cannot last forever. You will never meet someone who loves you as much again, and I will never love another person in the same way again.

44. 像一场明知道一定会降临的狂风暴雨，但在这个问题真正血淋淋地摆在我面前之前，我一直很平静，山雨欲来风满楼的那种平静。

44. Like a fierce storm and rain that one knows will inevitably arrive, I have remained very calm until the issue was truly laid out before me in all its bloody horror, that kind of calm that precedes the impending storm.

45. 我是个很大胆的人，藏尸洞也不能让我害怕。

45. I am a very daring person; even a body-hiding cave cannot scare me.

46. 我抑起头来看着天空，严重的雾霾导致能见度几乎为零，我看不见其他任何东西，只看得见孤零零的太阳挂在空中，颜色那样浅那样淡，就像假的一样。

46. I lifted my head to look at the sky, where the severe smog had reduced visibility to almost zero. I could see nothing else, only the solitary sun hanging in the sky, its color so pale and faint, as if it were fake.

47. 我只能做到虚张声势地勇敢，只能如此。

47. I can only be brave with bluster, that's all I can do.

48. 偏执的人一旦陷入爱情，就成为自己的囚徒。

48. Obsessive people become their own prisoners once they fall in love.

49. 我一度非常羡慕这一对朋友，跟闺蜜聊天时说起，我们都没有这个运气，我们遇到的都是已经被时光和其他女孩儿打磨好的成品。我们再也不可能在自己最单纯最无暇的年纪，遇上一个同样干净的人，更加来不及和他一起重新长大。那时，我总觉得是因为运气，后来我渐渐明白，是因为人。这是事实，同龄的男生永远比女生懂事的要晚，他们的少年时期比姑娘们的少女时代要长的多，如果你没有耐心等待一个男生从幼稚变得成熟，那么你也就永远不可能弄明白爱这个字。——独木舟《信者得爱》

49. I once felt extremely envious of this pair of friends, and mentioned it during a conversation with my best friend, "We don't have such luck. The people we encounter have already been polished by time and other girls. It's no longer possible for us to meet a clean person at our purest, most flawless age, and we have no time left to grow up together again. At that time, I always thought it was because of luck. Later, I gradually realized it was because of people. This is a fact – boys of the same age are always more mature than girls, and their adolescence is much longer than the girls' girlhood. If you don't have the patience to wait for a boy to grow from childhood to maturity, then you'll never be able to understand what love means." — Duo Muzhou, "Love for the Believers"

50. 若不是我们曾爱过，又失去过，怎会懂得最终的来之不易。

50. If we had never loved or lost, how could we understand the difficulty of what ultimately comes to us?

51. 一件事情需要坚持才能继续下去，那它本身就是错误。

51. If something needs to be persevered with in order to continue, then it is inherently wrong.

52. 这些年灵魂一直在流浪，一直在寻找他可以栖息的地方。

52. Over the years, the soul has been wandering, always seeking a place where it can take refuge.

53. 人生只有一个，没有办法活出来那么多可能来。

53. Life is only one, and there's no way to live out all those possibilities.

54. 在这世界上，总有人做着你不敢做的事，过着你想过的生活。

54. In this world, there are always people doing things you dare not do and living the life you wish to live.

55. "你现在在乎的事情，十年后未必还会在乎。""你可能不会明白，也很难相信。我现在有多在乎你，十年后也一样。"

55. "The things you care about now may not matter to you ten years from now." "You might not understand or find it hard to believe. How much I care about you now will be the same in ten years."

56. 胜负已分，没有人再说话了，没有人再叫嚷着要讨个公道了，陈姐之前的威风已经全然不见，此时，她形同丧家之犬，仿佛被抽走了脊梁骨，一瞬间苍老了十几岁。——独木舟《一粒红尘》

56. The outcome was clear, and no one spoke anymore, no one shouted for justice. Chen Si's previous aura had completely vanished. At this moment, she was like a lost dog, as if her backbone had been stripped away, and in an instant, she seemed to have aged a dozen years. — From "A Grain of Dust" by Duzhou

57. 人人都说你活该凄凉，其实没人懂你的情长。

57. Everyone says you deserve your wretchedness, but in fact, no one understands the depth of your emotions.

58. 但是每个静谧的夜里，我听见枕边均匀的鼻息，只要我想起多年前，校园里那个鼻青脸肿对着我笑的少年，我便知道，命运终究是不算太亏待我。

58. But every quiet night, I hear the even breathing beside me, and as long as I remember that young boy with a bruised nose and face, smiling at me in the campus years ago, I know that fate has not been too unkind to me after all.

59. 生命的每一种历程都有它的安排。虽严酷冷静，但无懈可击。

59. Every journey of life has its arrangement. Though severe and calm, it is impeccable.

60. 陈奕迅唱得很对，感情总是善良，残忍的是，人会成长。

60. Eason Chan sang it right, the sentiment is always kind-hearted, but cruelly, people grow up.

61. 那个人终于来了，愿和她一起，经历狂风暴雨，走进风和日丽。

61. That person finally arrived, and may they journey together through storms and winds, into a sunny and peaceful day.

62. 又漫长得一如冬天的寒冷，而心始终是月光下的孤岛。

62. It was as long and cold as the winter, and the heart remained an island under the moonlight.

63. 无论何时想起他来都想哭，会觉得难过和遗憾。

63. Whenever I think of him, I feel like crying, and I feel sad and regretful.

64. 那些真心的，痴心的话，就像破败青春里永开不败的花。

64. Those sincere and passionate words are like flowers that never fade in the ruins of youthful days.

65. 算了算了，他们一个个的，全部都是这样，没有一个例外。

65. Never mind, they are all like that, one by one, without any exception.

66. 好在，世界虽大，但总有一座城纳你为歌，盛你以泪。

66. Thankfully, though the world is vast, there is always a city that takes you in with its songs and holds you in its tears.