1. 柳延痴痴望着那画，虽不大懂，却也心中悲恸，说不清道不明的难过，悲伤至极。眼眶瞬间通红，傻傻的立着，眼中泪珠一滴滴砸下来。

1. Liu Yan gazed at the painting with a deep, fixed look, though he didn't quite understand it, he felt a profound sorrow in his heart, an indescribable sadness that was overwhelming. His eyes reddened instantly, and he stood there stupidly, tears dropping one by one from his eyes.

2. 这么多年，沈珏第一次憎恶起自己敏锐的听力，他听见了那道巴掌，脆生生的穿过墙壁，穿过院落，穿过木板，传进了他的耳朵。

2. After all these years, Shen Jue finally began to hate his keen hearing, as he heard the slap, crisp and clear, piercing through the wall, through the courtyard, through the wooden boards, and into his ears.

3. 若是先时待我不好，欺我，害我；后又回心转意，怜我，爱我，又将如何。伊墨很快在他字迹旁添到：欺她，害她，再怜她，爱她。

3. If she treated me poorly, deceived me, and harmed me in the past, and then turned around and showed mercy, pitied, and loved me, what would be the outcome? Yi Mo quickly added next to his writing: deceived her, harmed her, then pitied her, loved her.

4. 那些世事沉浮，功名利禄，纠结辗转，迷茫懵懂，都无需赘言。

4. The ups and downs of life, the pursuit of fame and fortune, the entanglement and confusion, all of these do not require further elaboration.

5. 活着本身是一件虚妄的事。不知道哪天会天降横祸，不知道哪天会疾病临身，短暂的人生转眼消弭，再也无迹可寻。

5. Simply being alive is a delusion. One never knows when misfortune from heaven will strike, or when illness will descend upon them. The fleeting life passes by in a blink, leaving no trace behind.

6. 想着想着他便笑起来，呵呵呵呵一阵接一阵的发笑，只是张着口，却无声无息。

6. Thinking about it, he started to laugh, hahaha, laughing one after another, but with his mouth wide open, there was no sound at all.

7. 不知道这样的追寻什么时候才能结束，什么时候，才可以不再遗憾。

7. I don't know when this quest will end, when I will no longer have regrets.

8. 沈清轩并不认为自己疯了，相反，他冷静的很，从来没有这么清醒过，知道自己要的是什么，谋的是什么。

8. Shen Qingxuan does not believe he is crazy; on the contrary, he is very calm, more清醒 than ever before, knowing exactly what he wants and what he is striving for.

9. 仿佛无论自己是否身陷险境、无论这世间对他有多少不公、无论前途叵测与否，只要看见他，只要听见他，就能笑出声来。

9. Whether he is in danger or not, whether the world has been unfair to him or not, and whether his future is unpredictable or not, as long as one sees him or hears him, they can't help but laugh out loud.

10. 何况一人一妖，一个有心一个无意，界距大到他甘心认输，自知没有弥合这条巨大鸿沟的能力。有些事情，莫说人，就是妖也无能为力。

10. Moreover, between one person and one demon, one with intention and the other without, the gap is so vast that he is willing to admit defeat, knowing that he lacks the ability to bridge this enormous chasm. There are some things that not only humans, but even demons are powerless to change.

11. 人活一世，都会犯错。不是所有的错误都需要原谅才能解决。

11. In a lifetime, everyone will make mistakes. Not all mistakes need forgiveness to be resolved.

12. 凡是出现的，总会消失。这是一个亘古定论。

12. All that appears will eventually disappear. This is an eternal truth.

13. 这么久，这么长时间，以为还能寻回的那人，那样的轻怜蜜爱，最后，一切希翼都被摧毁在一句恶心里。

13. After such a long time, the one who thought they could still find, with such gentle and tender love, in the end, all hopes were shattered in an evil word.

14. 可以亲手将一个婴儿抚养成人，看着他一天天长大，识得更多的字，明白更多的道理。可以享受他的孝顺，理所当然接受他的侍奉。仿佛一切是寻常。

14. It is possible to raise a child from infancy to adulthood, watching them grow day by day, learning more words, and understanding more principles. You can enjoy their filial piety and naturally accept their service. It seems as if everything is ordinary.

15. 门后伊墨走出来，站在门槛处，转过脸，他的眼睛漆黑如墨，在幽渺的光中亮着，向着对面，怔然相望。

15. Yimo stepped out from behind the door, standing at the threshold, turned his face, his eyes as black as ink, gleaming in the faint light, gazing straight ahead at the other side.

16. 活着，活下去，痛苦是可以遗忘的，伤痕也可以被光阴抹平，剩下的，只有不可割舍，不能放弃的美好。

16. To live, to survive, pain can be forgotten, and scars can be smoothed over by time. What remains is only the beautiful things that cannot be abandoned or forsaken.

17. 寻找的过程里也仿佛渐渐醒过来，渐渐不再麻木，而是无望。

17. In the process of searching, it seems to gradually wake up, gradually stop being numb, and instead become despondent.

18. 话虽简单，却惹人深思。沈清轩抱紧了怀里的蛇，摸了摸那些冰凉鳞甲，逆着抚摸时掌心像被刀片滑过，颇为疼痛。

18. Although the words are simple, they provoke deep thought. Shen Qingxuan held the snake in his arms tightly, stroked its cool scales, and when he stroked them against the direction, his palm felt as if it was being sliced by blades, quite painful.

19. 原先蚊虫们都爱柳延的。每拍死一只蚊子，伊墨都要这样念叨一句。

19. The mosquitoes all loved Liu Yan before. Every time she squashed a mosquito, she would recite this phrase.

20. 仿佛从心底生出的金色花朵，世界再黑暗，也有一处永远明亮的温暖地方。

20. As if golden flowers sprouting from the depths of the heart, even in the darkest world, there is always a place that remains forever bright and warm.

21. 那箱子里的大蛇，异常温驯的睡在沈珏翻出的一件已经破旧的狐皮大氅上，蜷成了一团，歪着的脑袋靠着狐裘的领口位置，仿佛睡在那人心尖上，从此不理世事。

21. The large snake in that box slept unusually docilely on the tattered fox fur robe that Shen Jue had unearthed, coiled into a ball. Its tilted head rested against the collar of the fox fur, as if it was sleeping on the tip of a person's heart, henceforth indifferent to worldly affairs.

22. 他一无所有，最后仅有的，只剩坚持到底的意志。

22. He had nothing left, only the will to persevere to the end.

23. 红帕下先露出了一截下颚的曲线，接着是单薄的唇，而后是鼻，最后是一双异常漆黑却温柔的眼。风华内敛，绝世无双。

23. Beneath the red scarf, a section of the chin's curve was first revealed, followed by thin lips, then the nose, and finally, a pair of exceptionally dark yet gentle eyes. She possesses a reserved elegance, unparalleled by any other.

24. 他会握着这柄剑，扫荡匈奴，平定天下，威震海内。这是皇帝的目的，也是季玖的目的，所以甘为他人之剑，甘为鹰犬。

24. He will wield this sword to sweep away the Huns, pacify the world, and awe the seas. This is the emperor's purpose, and it is also Ji Jiu's purpose. Therefore, he is willing to be a sword for others, and a hound for them.

25. 低下头，许明世望着自己的双手，枯老而蜡黄，明明光阴流走，早已物是人非，他却依然感觉得到那团腐尸捧在手心里时的痛彻心扉。

25. Bowing his head, Xu Mingshi looked at his own hands, withered and蜡 yellow, clearly the years had slipped away, and the world had changed beyond recognition. Yet, he still felt the piercing pain of holding that rotting corpse in his hands.

26. 甚至现在想起来、隔了这么多岁月再次想起来，依然有一种被至亲狠狠背叛的伤痛感。

26. Even now, when I recall it after so many years, the pain of being deeply betrayed by a close relative still lingers.

27. 沈清轩睁开眼，愣愣的望着眼前的人，张口无声的道：你可算回来了……我以为，等不到了。

27. Shen Qingxuan opened his eyes and stared blankly at the person in front of him, opening his mouth silently and saying: You're finally back... I thought, I wouldn't be able to wait anymore.

28. 只因为那人不拿他们当做异类，不给他们苛责，只拿他们当做普通人。即使他们两个，都比他强大。他也给出珍重的呵护。

28. Just because that person didn't treat them as outcasts, didn't subject them to harsh criticism, but treated them as ordinary people. Even though both of them were stronger than him, he still gave them his careful nurturing.

29. 只要这样拥抱在一起，呼吸对方身上的气息，聆听对方的心跳，用眼睛述说喜欢。

29. As long as we embrace each other like this, breathe in each other's scent, listen to each other's heartbeat, and express our affection with our eyes.

30. 只是无名无姓，山中的一条蛇。只会在枯叶层下游走，在洞穴出没，吃着生野的动物，遇春而醒，逢冬则眠。

30. Just an unnamed, nameless snake in the mountains. It only wanders in the layer of withered leaves, lurks in caves, eats wild animals, awakens with the spring, and sleeps in the winter.

31. 都说人妖殊途，我们殊途同归，可好？

31. As they say, "men and ghosts have different paths," but we have different paths leading to the same destination, isn't that good?

32. 也是奇怪，想到此他也并不感到十分悲伤，只有些怅然若失，仿佛心头空了一块。却也不悲不喜，似是认命。

32. It is also strange that, upon thinking of this, he doesn't feel overly sad; he's just somewhat lost, as if there's a hollow spot in his heart. Yet he neither feels sad nor happy, as if he has resigned himself.

33. 若我是沈清轩，你会用剑对着我吗？

33. If I were Shen Qingxuan, would you point your sword at me?

34. 他只是一个普通人类，生而卑渺，不能呼风唤雨，也不会起死回生，逆天的能力他一点也没有，他只是个人。

34. He is just an ordinary human being, born humble and insignificant, unable to summon winds and rains, nor is he capable of bringing the dead back to life. He possesses no supernatural powers; he is simply a person.

35. 他们都是一样的人，笔直朝一个目的而去，并扫平一切阻碍。至于沿途会发生什么，他们都不放在心上。

35. They are all the same people, moving straight towards a goal and clearing away all obstacles. As for what might happen along the way, they do not care at all.

36. 不要找了，别找了，太辛苦。柳延不希望沈珏走上伊墨的后尘，但也知道，有些事情他无能为力。很多事情，他们都无能为力。

36. Don't look for it anymore, don't look for it; it's too exhausting. Liu Yan doesn't want Shen Jue to follow in Yi Mo's footsteps, but also knows that there are some things he cannot do anything about. There are many things that they cannot do anything about.

37. 这世上但凡美好事物，不过昙花一现，瞬间凋敝。

37. In this world, all beautiful things are but fleeting, withering away in an instant.

38. 这个世上，有辜负的人，就会有怜惜的人。

38. In this world, where there are those who have been let down, there will also be those who show compassion.

39. 嘴唇蹭着白森森的骨头，又忍不住嘟囔着问它，我当真欺负狠了你吗？这一世你都要还回来，真是小心眼的很。

39. The lips brushed against the white, bone-like surface, and she couldn't help but mutter to it, "Did I really mistreat you that severely? You're going to get revenge on me in this lifetime, you're so petty."

40. 若不是屋中那个人，他们只会陌不相识，甚至将来有一天，成仙的蛇妖会除去作恶的狼妖，也是未必。但他们又何其有幸，遇到这样一个人类。

40. If it were not for that person in the room, they would have never known each other, and even one day in the future, when the immortal snake spirit would eliminate the evil wolf spirit, it was not certain. But how fortunate they were to meet such a human being.

41. 夜深，屋外虫鸣，喧闹入耳。那是另一个世界的戏台，黑夜是它的幕，升起的月亮是拉开帷幕的无形的手。

41. Deep into the night, the sound of insects outside the house is loud and intrusive. It is the stage of another world, where the night is the curtain, and the rising moon is the invisible hand that pulls back the curtain.

42. 柳延站在雨中，想起往事，忽而笑了起来，水流顺着挽起的唇角滑下，雨有多大，他的笑容就有多缱绻。

42. Liu Yan stood in the rain, recalling past events, and suddenly smiled. Water flowed down the corners of his lips, which were pulled up, as if the intensity of the rain matched the tenderness of his smile.

43. 那人不在了，他们互相依托。那人转世了，他们各自尽责。

43. The person is gone, and they rely on each other. The person has been reborn, and each takes responsibility for their own duties.

44. 沈清轩在山中一日一日的消瘦，每一天醒来，都比前一天更憔悴些。望着簌簌飘落的雪花，执拗的等下去。只是眼底火光，越来越微弱。

44. Shen Qingxuan grew thinner day by day in the mountains, and every morning he woke up looking more haggard than the day before. Gazing at the fluttering snowflakes falling, he stubbornly waited on. But the glow in his eyes grew increasingly faint.

45. 他来寻他，是因为想他，却也知道，这样的想念根除不掉，是无法再清修下去的。第一次见面，那人与妻子缱绻温存，良辰美景刺痛了他，将人强了，也不悔。

45. He came to seek him because he missed him, yet he also knew that such longing could not be rooted out, and it was impossible to continue with his seclusion. On their first meeting, the other person was affectionately close with his wife, and the beautiful moment was painful to him. He forced himself upon the person, yet he did not regret it.

46. 迎接面对是唯一的选择，但只要一息尚存，等待和希望就永不消退。

46. Facing up to it is the only choice, but as long as there is a breath of life, waiting and hope will never fade away.

47. 不断的有声音从隔壁传过来，不断的争执，不断的厮打，沈珏捂住耳朵，将自己埋进深深的被子里。仿佛这样，就能阻止心中梦想的断裂温柔的爹爹，寡语却深情的父亲，美好的一家人。

47. Constant sounds from the next room, endless arguments, continuous fights. Shen Jue捂住耳朵，buried herself into the deep blankets. It seemed as though this could prevent the shattering of the dream of a gentle father, a father who is silent yet deeply affectionate, a beautiful family.

48. 只在拭泪时抬起头来，眼角扫过石碑忽觉异样，再仔细去看，那碑上边角处多了一行字。

48. Only raising his head to wipe away his tears, his eyes swept over the gravestone and he suddenly felt something was amiss. Upon closer inspection, he noticed an additional line of characters at the top corner of the stone.

49. 他要的，不过是有生之年，睁开眼时，能看到金色的阳光，和身边的妖。不求偕老，只求一瞬。

49. All he desires is, during his lifetime, to open his eyes and see the golden sunlight and the demons by his side. He doesn't seek to grow old together, just for a moment.

50. 伊墨喝着甜汤，理也不理他，事实上已经十三年了。他陪着这个人，吃了十三年元宵，守了十三年除夕，过了十三个春秋寒暑。

50. Yi Mo was drinking sweet soup, completely ignoring him, and in fact, this had been going on for thirteen years. He had spent thirteen years eating the Lantern Festival dumplings with this person, guarded the New Year's Eve for thirteen years, and endured thirteen seasons of cold and heat.

51. 他却相反，十三年的相识，他首先尝到了甜，那种甜并非浓烈的让人牙根发腻，却淡而悠久，包围了他十三年，浸泡了他十三年。

51. On the contrary, after thirteen years of knowing each other, he first tasted the sweetness. This sweetness was not overpowering, making one's teeth ache, but it was mild and enduring, surrounding him for thirteen years and soaking him for thirteen years.

52. 肩头被人安抚似地拍了拍，许明世抬起脸来，不知不觉已经泪盈与眶。

52. The person patted him on the shoulder as if to comfort him, and Xu Mingshi raised his face, not realizing that tears had brimmed in his eyes.

53. 也许将来会风平浪静，让他们携手一生，也许又会波澜再起，颠扑流离。但是未来是什么样又有什么关系？

53. Perhaps the future will be calm and they will walk hand in hand through life, or perhaps there will be more storms and they will be tossed about. But what does it matter what the future holds?

54. 没有太多热烈。只是雪花飘扬，梅花幽香，炉火热旺，花生在火炉旁被烤的噼啪作响，酒盏被斟满又被饮空接着再次斟满。

54. There was not much warmth. Just snowflakes fluttering, the faint fragrance of plum blossoms, the stove burning fiercely, peanuts crackling by the fire, cups of wine being filled and emptied, refilled and emptied again.

55. 沈清轩看着他的动作，只觉嗓子里仿佛被薄荷汁从里到外淋了一遍，说不上是火辣辣还是凉飕飕，那股过于鲜明的感觉逼的他眼泪都溢了出来。

55. Shen Qingxuan watched his actions and felt as if his throat had been drenched from the inside out with mint juice, neither fiery hot nor cool, but a sensation so vivid that it even made tears well up in his eyes.

56. 当他自己也会用一双返璞归真的眼睛观望世界时，他想要走去抱着这个孩子，牵着他的手。然后一直一直往前走。

56. When he himself views the world with a pair of eyes that return to simplicity, he wants to go and embrace this child, holding his hand. Then, to keep walking and walking forward.

57. 在还有力气伸出手时，拉朋友一把，不是为了博得美名和赞颂，仅仅是为了即使失去生命也要维护东西，能够无愧于心立足与世的东西。

57. When there is still strength to stretch out a hand, lend a friend a helping hand, not for the sake of gaining a good reputation or praise, but simply because it is for something worth maintaining even if it means sacrificing one's life — something that can be stood upon with a clear conscience in this world.