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1. 你要是问我还意难平么？我会回答还有。因为总归是会有意难平的，我们不可能做到十全十美，也不可能次次都能得到自己想要的，但我不会再颓废下去，意难平终会过去，学会与自己和解才是最重要的。

1. If you ask me if I still feel upset, I would say that I do. Because there will always be things that are hard to let go of, and we can't be perfect all the time, nor can we always get what we want. But I won't fall into depression anymore. The feeling of being upset will eventually pass, and learning to reconcile with oneself is the most important.

2. 颓废了三个月，也抱有和好的希望持续了三个月，我天天以泪洗面，每晚失眠导致的神经衰弱以及不好好吃饭导致的严重的低血糖都令我明白：我们已经是过去式了。

2. Having been despondent for three months and holding out hopes of reconciliation for another three months, I have cried myself to sleep every day, suffered from insomnia every night leading to nervous depletion, and severe hypoglycemia due to not eating properly, all of which have made me realize: we are a thing of the past.

3. ❸白日悠悠，深夜久久，你处远方，我手臂短短，想拥你入梦，醒来望你，终究意难平。

3. (8) The days are long, the nights are endless, you are far away, my arms are short, wanting to embrace you in dreams, waking to see you, the heart remains restless.

4. ❶爱意随风起，风止意难平。

4. ❶ Love rises with the wind, but the heart remains restless when the wind stops.

5. 如若是坏的结果仍无法释怀，你不妨看看他对你的态度，想想你之前所受过的伤，我相信你总会想明白的。

5. If the bad result still haunts you, why not take a look at how he treats you, think about the injuries you've suffered before. I believe you will eventually see things clearly.

6. ❷沟壑难平，山海不再，人间烟火无半点属于我。

6. ❷ It is difficult to bridge the ravines, the mountains and seas are no longer there, and not a single flicker of the world's smoke and fire belongs to me.

7. 其实意难平已经快一年了，我仍无法放下心里的那个人，或许是执着，或许是得不到的执念，令我想不通的是明明当初好好的在一起的两个人会变成现在这样。

7. It's almost been a year since "Yi Nän Píng" (a feeling that something is not right), yet I still haven't been able to let go of that person in my heart. It might be obsession, or it might be the relentless obsession for something unattainable. What I can't understand is how two people who were once so happily together have ended up like this.

8. ❻这场爱情的博弈中，他没有赢，万幸，我也不算输。

8. In this game of love, he did not win, fortunately, nor did I lose.

9. ❽藕断丝连这个词听着暧昧缱绻，不过是背道而驰又非要耗着而已，耗到足够远足够长，就能断得平平静静。

9. The phrase "lotus root broken but silk still connected" sounds ambiguous and tender, but it's actually about moving in opposite directions while refusing to give up. By enduring long enough and far enough, it will eventually break off peacefully.

10. 看着他路过我身边时扭过头的动作，我的心就像是被针扎了一样，是啊，我心疼，我心疼我自己。

10. The way he turned his head as he passed by me, my heart felt like it was being pierced with a needle. Yes, I am hurting, I am hurting myself.

11. ❹若知此生意难平，还不如与你就此执手在红尘，锦瑟不离，任它一世浮与沉。

11. ❹ If one knows that this business is hard to pacify, it might as well hold hands with you amidst the dust and chaos of the world, letting the zither of life accompany us, regardless of the ups and downs of a lifetime.

12. 所以意难平终究是过去式，我们要做的应是过好当下，意难平可以，但不要让意难平影响了你自己。

12. Therefore, the feeling of dissatisfaction with the past is ultimately a thing of the past. What we should focus on is living well in the present. It's okay to feel this way, but don't let the feeling of dissatisfaction with the past affect yourself.

13. 意难平有很多很多种，可能是自己未能完成的梦想；可能是最后没能在一起的一段感情…可为什么要提起意难平这个词呢？大概是因为我最近的状态。

13. There are many, many kinds of bitterness that can't be easily resolved, such as dreams that haven't been fulfilled; or a relationship that ended without being together in the end... But why bring up the term "bitterness that can't be easily resolved"? It's probably because of my recent state.

14. ❿年少轻狂，终是难平少年意。

14. The youthful recklessness will eventually be hard to calm, as the spirit of youth is persistent.

15. 在刚刚和他分开并放弃我的音乐梦时，我的人生无疑是一个低谷期，那种无力感充斥着我的全身，我不知道该如何面对以后的生活，也不知道该如何再面对他。

15. Just after parting with him and giving up my dream of music, my life was undoubtedly in a低谷 period. A sense of powerlessness filled my entire body, and I didn't know how to face life in the future, nor how to confront him again.

16. 第六个月，我与朋友们玩的越来越开心，状态也越来越好，但我仍避免不了在深夜里的情绪崩溃，那种撕心裂肺的疼久久不能离去…

16. In the sixth month, I was having more and more fun with my friends, and my mood was also getting better, but I still couldn't avoid emotional breakdowns in the deep of the night, with that heart-wrenching pain lingering for a long time...

17. 第五个月，我开始尝试着接受新生活，认识新的人，交了新的朋友，在这样的生活里，我似乎没有那么伤感了，但我仍会碰见他，会时常想起他…

17. In the fifth month, I began to try and accept the new life, meet new people, and make new friends. In such a life, I didn't seem as melancholic, but I would still encounter him, and I would often think of him...

18. 如果还会有意难平无法控制的情况，那么你大可以勇敢一点，无非两个结果，好一点破镜重圆，坏一点不复相见。无论是好是坏我们都不后悔不是吗？

18. If there are still unresolvable situations that you cannot control, then you might as well be brave, for there are only two outcomes - the better one is a reunion after breaking a mirror, and the worse one is never seeing each other again. Whether it turns out good or bad, do we not regret it, right?

19. 事到如今，已经十个月过去了，不得不说我变得越来越好，生活越来越精彩，整个人也越来越有动力，可我仍会时常碰见他，仍会抱有希望去想他，但我明白，这已经不再能影响我的生活了，我重获新生，并以自己为中心点去生活，不再关注他的动态…

19. By now, ten months have passed, and I have to admit that I am getting better and better, my life is becoming more and more colorful, and I am also becoming more and more motivated. However, I still encounter him from time to time, and I still hold on to hope when thinking of him. But I understand that this can no longer affect my life. I have been reborn and am living my life centered around myself, no longer paying attention to his movements...

20. ❾少侠告辞，我去行走江湖了，有缘再见吧。

20. The young swordsman is taking his leave, I will go on my wanderings among the martial world, we will meet again if we are destined to.

21. ❼喜欢的餐厅关门了，喜欢的冰淇淋不卖了，喜欢的饮料超市没有了，喜欢的沐浴露不生产了，连喜欢的你，也不在身边了。

21. The favorite restaurant is closed, the favorite ice cream is no longer sold, the favorite drink is not available at the supermarket, the favorite shower gel is no longer produced, and even you, the one I like, are not by my side anymore.