梦魇缠身，遗梦如潮，不甘回首，执念难舍。

Tormented by nightmares, dreams surge like a tide, unwilling to look back, and the obsession is hard to let go.

1. ❷有些故事，明明早已写好了结局，我却固执地翻了一遍又一遍。

1. ❷ There are some stories that have already had their endings written, yet I stubbornly read them over and over again.

2. ❽后来，所有风景都成了你的影子，连风路过都像在叹息。

2. Later, all landscapes became your shadow, even the wind passing by seemed to be sighing.

3. ❺最遗憾的大概是，连分开都是隔着屏幕，连不甘都显得不够体面。

3. Perhaps the greatest regret is that even the separation is across the screen, and even the discontent seems to lack decorum.

4. ❸你是我闭口不谈的往事，也是我余生最长的意难平。

4. ❸ You are the past that I never speak of, and also the longest unresolvable pain in my remaining life.

5. ❹我们之间，像风走了八千里，不问归期；像雨落进深海，再无回音。

5. ❹Between us, like the wind traveling eight thousand miles, without inquiring about the time of return; like rain falling into the deep sea, without any echo in return.

6. ❻我试图用时间掩埋一切，可回忆总在某个深夜破土而出。

6. ③ I tried to bury everything under time, but memories always break through the soil in some deep night.

7. ❿原来真正的意难平，不是恨，不是怨，而是连提起都显得多余。

7. The real difficulty in expressing one's feelings is not恨 (hatred) or 怨 (grudge), but rather that even mentioning it seems unnecessary.

8. ❼你是我青春里最勇敢的冒险，也是我余生最克制的沉默。

8. You are the bravest adventure of my youth, and the most restrained silence of my remaining years.

9. ❾我们终究没有翻过那座山，而你也再不会听我讲山后的风景。

9. In the end, we never climbed over that mountain, and you will never hear me describe the scenery behind it again.