失望到闭口不言，沉默绘成诗篇。

From disappointment to silence, silence paints a poem.

1. 我这辈子喝过的酒，流过的泪，都不如你转身离去时带来的辛酸。

1. The alcohol I've drunk and the tears I've shed in my life are nothing compared to the bitterness you brought with your turning away.

2. 我母亲，我对她彻底失望了。她无数次向我保证不再做骗人的报道，只看手机。她答应我好好的，转身说，我觉得你没什么事。我想成为她的手机。我不再相信她了。

2. My mother, I am completely disappointed in her. She has promised me countless times that she would no longer do misleading reports and would only use her phone. She promised me she would be good, then turned around and said, "I don't think there's anything wrong with you." I want to become her phone. I no longer trust her.

3. 你真行，还不如不知道。

3. You're really good, it's better not to know.

4. 对你越客气，就证明我越不想和你有任何关系。

4. The more polite I am towards you, the more it proves that I don't want to have any relationship with you.

5. 这个世上有很多事是解释不通的，比如突然的失落，莫名其妙的孤独，没来由的落寞，以及突然离开的你。

5. There are many things in this world that cannot be explained, such as sudden loss, inexplicable loneliness, groundless melancholy, and the sudden departure of you.

6. 所有的离开都是有征兆的 你的怀疑都是真的 他该让你失望的事 从来都没有辜负过你

6. All departures have signs; your doubts are all true. The things he should have disappointed you with have never let you down.

7. 我能饮下烈酒，也能熬过没有你的深秋。希望你一生没有软肋，不像我，别人一提到你，我就输了。

7. I can drink strong liquor, and I can endure the deep autumn without you. I hope you never have any vulnerabilities in your life, unlike me, when others mention you, I lose.

8. 我不怕所有的枪都指着我，让我失望的是你也在其中。

8. I am not afraid of all the guns pointing at me, what disappoints me is that you are among them as well.

9. 我对感情最大的误解就是认为只要付出就会有回报。

9. The biggest misconception I have about emotions is that if I put in the effort, there will always be a return.

10. 你是不是总是会为了某人不断修改自己的底线不停地为某人找借口，不停地想去原谅。可是，傻孩子，其实他没那么喜欢你。

10. Do you always keep adjusting your bottom line for someone, constantly making excuses for them, and constantly wanting to forgive them? But,傻孩子, actually, he doesn't like you that much.

11. 有些东西，不是自己的它就不会属于自己。这是失望攒够了才会明白的道理。

11. There are some things that will never belong to you unless they are yours. This is a truth that one only understands after enough disappointment has accumulated.

12. 我很想一直喜欢你，但是太失望了。

12. I really wanted to keep liking you, but I'm too disappointed.

13. 那些日子，那些人，那些过往的伤痛。

13. Those days, those people, those past wounds.

14. 有一种苦恼叫随你便有一种失望叫算了。

14. There is a kind of sorrow called "as you wish," and there is a kind of disappointment called "never mind."

15. 失望并不可怕。可怕的是你还不够失望。如果你有足够的失望，你可以从头再来。如果你不能给一个人一个未来，就永远不要让他沉迷于现在。

15. It is not可怕 to be disappointed. What is可怕 is that you are not disappointed enough. If you have enough disappointment, you can start anew. If you cannot give someone a future, never let them be immersed in the present.

16. 经历了所有的悲欢离合，我意识到我只是一个傀儡。

16. Having experienced all the joys and sorrows, separations and reunions, I realize that I am but a puppet.

17. 如果遇到决定放弃的人，不要不知所措。

17. When encountering someone who decides to give up, do not be at a loss for what to do.

18. 人和人刚认识的时候是最好的。

18. The time when people first get to know each other is the best.

19. 很多事情我都能想通，能接受，但是我很难过。

19. I can make sense of and accept many things, but I'm very sad.

20. 只有当你落魄的时候，你才会知道谁是永远为你担心的傻瓜，谁是陌生人的混蛋。

20. It is only when you are down on your luck that you will know who is the fool who worries about you forever, and who is the asshole among strangers.

21. 明知道我是你的将就，却还是把你当做我的所有。

21. Knowing full well that I am a compromise for you, yet I still treat you as my whole.

22. 不都是在一点一滴的小事里渐渐失去信心的吗。失望攒够了，也就离开了。

22. Isn't it true that one gradually loses confidence in the small things, one by one? Once the disappointment accumulates enough, they leave.

23. 自满和悲观实际上是成功的敌人。因为一个人沾沾自喜之后，就认为自己什么都比别人优越。

23. Complacency and pessimism are actually enemies of success. Because after a person becomes self-satisfied, they believe that they are superior to others in everything.

24. 每朝你走一步需要多大的勇气，到底还要怎么做，失望攒够了没。

24. How much courage does it take for you to take a step forward every morning, and what else do you need to do? Have you accumulated enough disappointment?

25. 我们都在时光里跌跌撞撞地成长，然后一点点离开最初的模样。

25. We all stumble and grow in time, gradually shedding our initial appearance.

26. 恋旧的人总是容易受伤，喜欢等下半辈子才说自己好。

26. People who love the past are always prone to getting hurt, preferring to claim they're fine only in the second half of their lives.

27. 有一种心疼叫做“随便你”，有一种失望叫做“算了”。

27. There is a kind of pain called "as you wish," and there is a kind of disappointment called "never mind."

28. 你现在过得好不好，会不会想起我，然后会心一笑。

28. How are you doing now? Are you thinking of me and then smiling to yourself?

29. 总是来不及，冬天逛到了喜欢的单衣，春秋逛到心仪的厚衣，人亦是如此。

29. Always too late; in winter, you end up with the desired light cottons, and in spring and autumn, with the cherished heavy clothes. People are the same.

30. 曾经，我想和你分享我的所有秘密，但现在，你成了我心底最深的秘密。

30. Once, I wanted to share all my secrets with you, but now, you have become the deepest secret in my heart.

31. 太多的事情不能慢慢做，太多的人渐渐消失。原来成长注定是一个要失去的过程。

31. Too many things cannot be done slowly, and too many people gradually disappear. It turns out that growth is注定 a process of loss.

32. 失望就像一枚枚硬币，总能攒够买张离开的车票。

32. Disappointment is like a pile of coins; it always adds up to buy a ticket to leave.

33. 不要在夜里做任何决定，不要在夜里胡思乱想，不要在夜里触景生情

33. Do not make any decisions at night, do not indulge in daydreams at night, and do not be moved by scenes at night.

34. 这个世界上有太多我们做不到的事情。回不去过去，不可预知未来。还有那些再也看不见的人。

34. There are too many things in this world that we cannot do. We cannot go back to the past, nor can we predict the future. And there are also those people who we can no longer see.

35. 如果没人护你周全 那就酷到没有软肋

35. If no one is there to protect you, then be cool enough to have no vulnerable spot.

36. 以前被人误解，恨不得揪住对方衣领解释个三天三夜，现在不了，如果你不能理解我那我们就分头走，我虽然渴，但不是什么水都喝。

36. Previously misunderstood, I would have wanted to grab the other person by the collar and explain for three days and three nights, but not anymore. If you can't understand me, we'll go our separate ways; although I'm thirsty, I'm not going to drink just any water.

37. 我也曾改变自己变成他喜欢的那种，可是我发现我错了，因为他根本就不值得。

37. I also changed myself to become the kind he likes, but I realized I was wrong, because he is not worth it at all.

38. 寒心，即使林火也不能提高温度。心在燃烧，即使极地的雪也扑灭不了火焰。

38. Bitter cold, even the forest fires cannot raise the temperature. The heart is ablaze, even the polar snow cannot extinguish the flames.

39. 什么是失望？大概是我再也不想为了喜欢的鞋子穿脚了吧。

39. What is disappointment? Perhaps it's that I no longer want to wear my feet for the shoes I like.

40. 时间是个好东西，证明人心见证人性。

40. Time is a good thing, proving the hearts and the humanity of people.

41. 失望逐渐积累的时候是不是挺绝望的？是啊，是啊，结束了。没什么好期待的。

41. Is it pretty desperate when disappointment accumulates gradually? Yeah, yeah, it's over. There's nothing to look forward to.

42. 你是我抽了一整夜的烟 也是我回不去的昨天

42. You are the cigarettes I smoked through the whole night, and also the yesterday I can't return.

43. 很多你认为很好的关系，其实也就那样。

43. Many relationships you think are great are actually just average.

44. 谁是谁生命中的过客，谁是谁生命的转轮，前世的尘，今世的风，无穷无尽的哀伤的精魂。

44. Who is a passerby in whose life, and who is the wheel of whose life? Dust from a past life, wind in this life, the endless soul of sorrow.

45. 人太热了，才知道哪里的刀最疼。

45. It's only when people are too hot that they know where the knife cuts the most.

46. 为什么要问别人喜欢什么东西？

46. Why ask others what they like?

47. 今天是农历的生日。我原本和狗商量出去吃。逛完商场，决定吃狗的炒年糕。它看起来很好，味道也没有让我失望。

47. Today is the birthday according to the lunar calendar. I originally discussed with my dog about going out to eat. After shopping at the mall, we decided to eat the dog's fried rice cake. It looked delicious, and the taste did not disappoint me.

48. 他的心早已换季，而你还站在他许下诺言的那一天。

48. His heart has already changed seasons, while you stand on the day he made his promise.

49. 时光让我们错过了一个又一个该珍惜的人，后来的我们越来越将就。

49. Time has made us miss one person after another who should have been cherished, and later on, we become increasingly accommodating.

50. 失望攒够了就死心了，死心了就该离开了。一次次的相信就是为了逼自己一次次死心。

50. Disappointment accumulates until one is disheartened, and once disheartened, one should leave. Repeatedly believing is just to force oneself to dishearten again and again.

51. 别傻了。一个人的努力永远决定不了两个人的关系。如果你不是和你睡觉的那个人，你就不能成为你的心上人。

51. Don't be silly. One person's efforts can never determine a relationship between two individuals. If you're not the person you're sleeping with, you can't be the one you love.

52. 永远只有好的相聚，没有好的结局。最后，爱变成了不甘心，深爱变成了悲伤，思念变成了心烦，主动变成了泼妇。

52. There are only good reunions, never good endings. In the end, love turns into dissatisfaction, deep love into sorrow, longing into annoyance, and initiative into a shrew.

53. 每一次失望都败在三个字上:我以为。

53. Every disappointment is defeated by three words: I thought.

54. 也许是我们想的太远 话说的太早

54. Perhaps we are thinking too far ahead and speaking too soon.

55. 能轻易失去的，真的不可惜。

55. It's truly regrettable to lose something easily.

56. 自责要短暂，但是要长久铭记，失望攒够了就离开吧。

56. Blame yourself for a short period, but remember it for a long time; when you have accumulated enough disappointment, leave.

57. 曾经，我想和你分享我的所有秘密，但现在，你成了我心底最深的秘密。是有多失望才会闭口不言。

57. Once, I wanted to share all my secrets with you, but now, you have become the deepest secret in my heart. How much disappointment would it take for me to keep silent?

58. 我笑了笑，说我忘了。其实我什么都记得，但是这些都没有意义。

58. I smiled and said I had forgotten. In fact, I remember everything, but none of this matters.

59. 你越懂事，这世界就让你承受越多与年龄不符的痛苦，你越忍耐，这世界就给你越多需要忍耐的东西。

59. The more sensible you are, the more pain out of proportion to your age the world makes you bear; the more you endure, the more there is for you to endure in this world.

60. 我喜欢冬天，因为白昼短暂而黑夜漫长，这样会有更多的时间来逃避。

60. I like winter because the days are short and the nights are long, which gives me more time to escape.