岁月静好，时光荏苒。当暮色洒满窗棂，那些对老公交失望心的日子，犹如冰封的河面，难以触及心底的柔软。今夜，让我们透过岁月的缝隙，细细聆听那颗难以言说的心……

Years pass quietly, time flies. As the twilight spreads over the windowsill, those days of disappointment in the old man seem like an ice-covered river, difficult to touch the softness in the heart. Tonight, let us listen closely to that heart that is hard to express through the gaps of time...

1. 我拒绝了所有人的青睐，等待一个不确定的未来。

1. I rejected everyone's favor and wait for an uncertain future.

2. 人漫无边际的走着，是我享受寂寞最好的方式。

2. Walking aimlessly is the best way for me to enjoy solitude.

3. 1猜忌是一颗毒瘤，尤其是在婚姻生活中，聪明的夫妻不是没有这颗毒瘤，而是能及时化解，但奔的夫妻只会让这颗毒瘤越长越张，而我们就是后者模式的夫妻。

3.1 Jealousy is a cancerous tumor, especially in the realm of marriage. Clever couples are not without this tumor, but they are able to resolve it in time. However, running couples only let this tumor grow and expand, and we are the latter type of couple.

4. 11每一段感情，都要经历期盼与失望，熟悉与陌生，自由与束缚，犹豫与坚定，甜蜜与心碎。

4. 11 Every relationship must go through phases of anticipation and disappointment, familiarity and unfamiliarity, freedom and constraint, hesitation and determination, sweetness and heartbreak.

5. 有时候，转身分离，比变相的挽留更好！

5. Sometimes, turning around and separating is better than a disguised attempt to retain.

6. 12谁在夜里泣不成声，笑说自己，没爱过那个人。

6. 12 Who cries in the night, unable to speak, yet laughs at themselves, saying they never loved that person.

7. 6答应我，分开的时候，要我痛快的忘记，不要再来感动我。

7. 6 Promise me, when we part ways, to forget me happily and not to touch my heart again.

8. 10人们来到这个这个世界上，接触到的、感受到的不一定都七彩阳光，人生中失意的事、不公平的事、无可奈何的事其实很多的，其中最主要的恐怕就是名利方面的不如意。比如，凭你的努力完全可以改变现状，但去依然如故;凭你的学历完全可以评上某级职称，但却没评上;凭你的才能完全可以提升高一级职务，但一次又一次的失去机遇……这个时候，愚蠢的人便情绪低落，悲观失望，甚至消极沉沦，浑浑噩噩地游戏人生;聪明的人则留一分清醒，存一分超然，超越烦恼，超越自我，从名利地位的无休止的追求中解脱出来。

8.10 People come into this world and what they encounter and feel is not always bright and sunny. There are many disappointing, unfair, and helpless things in life, and perhaps the most significant among them is the dissatisfaction with fame and wealth. For example, with your efforts, you could have changed the current situation, but it remains unchanged; with your educational background, you could have been promoted to a certain professional title, but you didn't get it; with your talents, you could have been promoted to a higher position, but you missed the opportunity time and again... At this point, the foolish become despondent, pessimistic, and even negative, playing with life in a daze; while the wise maintain a sense of clarity and detachment, transcend their troubles and self, and free themselves from the endless pursuit of fame, wealth, and status.

9. 感情是那么的微妙，当它来临时不容拒绝；当它要离去时，你用尽心计，也挽留不住。

9. Emotions are so delicate that when they arrive, they cannot be refused; when they are about to leave, no matter how hard you try, you cannot hold them back.

10. 36我厌恶有人突然间就不跟我讲话了，还不告诉我原因。ゞ

10. 36 I dislike it when someone suddenly stops talking to me without telling me the reason.

11. 19我想、你还是在乎我的。听着我们的回忆，回忆起我们的回忆、你不可能着么狠心

11. I think you still care about me. Listening to our memories, recalling our memories, you can't be so heartless, can you?

12. 昨天已经过去，美好留作回忆；今天已经来临，保持快乐心情；明天还未可知，计划已经布置！朋友，珍惜好昨天今天明天，你的生活将天天精彩。

12. Yesterday is gone, keeping the good memories; today is here, maintain a happy mood; tomorrow is yet to come, and the plans are already set! Friend, cherish yesterday, today, and tomorrow, and your life will be filled with excitement every day.

13. 53不停的告诫自己，从此要将你忘记，不再想起这些心痛的事。不停的告诉自己，从此要将你拒绝，所有与你有关的事物。

13. 53 continually reminds myself to forget you from now on, to no longer remember these heart-wrenching events. Continuously tell myself to reject you from now on, all things related to you.

14. 瞬间瓦解的情感，拿什么去相信爱情。这一刻，我就要残忍的将你从我的内心里剥离，再也不要去碰有你的心的角落，再也不去回忆那过往，再也不出现在你的世界，你过的好与不好，都不是我最想要知道的。执笔，画心；落笔，为证。从此我的文字不再为你；从此我的生命里不再有你！好自为之……

14. The emotions that crumble in an instant, what can one believe in love? At this moment, I am about to cruelly剥离 you from the depths of my heart, never to touch the corners of my heart that once held you, never to reminisce about the past, never to appear in your world again. Whether you are doing well or not, is no longer the most important thing I want to know. With the pen in hand, I draw a heart; with the pen down, I provide proof. From this moment on, my words are no longer for you; from this moment on, there is no longer a place for you in my life! Do as you wish...

15. 38不要轻易的评价我因为你没有经历过我的人生。

15. 38 Do not easily judge me because you have not experienced my life.

16. 不要二胎的原因很多很多特别是我不想以后你嫁人了，在婆家是外人，在娘家也是外人，我希望我们所有的心思都在你身上，独一无二!

16. There are many reasons for not having a second child, especially because I don't want you to be a stranger in your in-laws' home after you get married, and also a stranger in your parents' home. I hope all our thoughts and efforts are focused on you, making you unique and one-of-a-kind!

17. 为什么我们总会对分手不甘心呢？因为我们没有找到“充分的理由”。分手或者在一起，其实都需要充分的理由。捕风捉影也好，想象也好，找了一堆分手借口，但自己骗不了自己，最后还是会不甘心。不要被情绪所控制，无论做什么决定，都要有不容置疑的理由，这样才能下定决心，死不后悔。

17. Why do we always feel unwilling to accept a breakup? It's because we haven't found "sufficient reasons." Whether it's a breakup or staying together, both actually require sufficient reasons. Whether it's chasing shadows or imagining, we may come up with a pile of reasons for a breakup, but we can't deceive ourselves. In the end, we will still feel unwilling. Don't let emotions control you. No matter what decision you make, you must have undeniable reasons. This is the only way to make a firm decision and never regret it.

18. 别说谁不够无私，没有谁应该是无私的，如果一个人能在达到自己目的的同时保有一份对别人的考虑，也许已经是很难得的事。夜里昏黄的灯，温暖不了我这颗冰凉的心。终归还是我太自私，为了以后放弃了你。不，我一点也不无私，是被你逼的很无私。

18. Don't say that anyone is not selfless enough; no one should be selfless. If someone can consider others while achieving their own goals, that may already be a rare thing. The dim yellow light at night can't warm my cold heart. Ultimately, it's my own selfishness that caused me to abandon you for the sake of the future. No, I am not at all selfless; I was forced to be very selfless by you.

19. 天下没有不好的儿媳，除非你是一个不好的婆婆，不要拿自己家媳妇和人家媳妇相比，人家的媳妇再好也是人家的，你家儿子有那么优秀吗？

19. There are no bad daughters-in-law in the world, unless you are a bad mother-in-law. Don't compare your daughter-in-law with someone else's. No matter how good someone else's daughter-in-law is, she is still someone else's. Is your son as outstanding as that?

20. 时间会淡化一个人的记忆，却永远没有办法消磨一个人的悲痛。

20. Time may fade a person's memories, but it will never diminish their sorrow.

21. 44"我喜欢你”“大冒险又输了吧”“嗯”“你抽到什么了”“对你喜欢的人表白”。

21. "I like you," "You lost the dare game again, didn't you?" "Yeah," "What did you draw?" "Confess your feelings to the person you like."

22. 当初有多少靠近你的勇气，现在就有多少转身离开的决绝。

22. The courage that once was close to you is now matched by the decisiveness of turning away.

23. 对自己的失望，对老公的失望，我要的不是你给的，他还是不懂，我需要的是什么。

23. Disappointment in myself, disappointment in my husband, what I need is not what you give me, he still doesn't understand what I truly need.

24. 透支了眼泪，我们便会没心没肺的笑。如果有人可以依靠，谁会愿意独立。

24. If we deplete our tears, we will laugh with no heart or mind. If someone is there to rely on, who would want to be independent?

25. 48没有什么永远，没有什么很久，找个借口谁都可以先走。

25. 48 There's nothing that's forever, nothing that lasts long, everyone can leave first with a good excuse.

26. 笑哭是最痛苦的，真的很痛。这种痛苦以前从未有过。

26. It's the most painful to laugh and cry, it's really painful. This kind of pain has never been experienced before.

27. 人不彻底绝望一次，就不会懂得什么是自己最不能割舍的，也不会明白真正的快乐是什么。

27. A person will never understand what they cannot give up at their most desperate moment, nor will they comprehend what true happiness is.

28. 26我总喜欢把自己推到绝路上比如删掉有关他的一切逼着自己忘记然后抱头痛哭。

28. 26 I always like to push myself to the brink, like deleting everything related to him, forcing myself to forget, and then crying in pain.

29. 什么都是他儿子的，你也是，所以你没有自己的思想，你只是个工具。

29. Everything is his son's, including you, so you don't have your own thoughts; you're just a tool.

30. 背叛有时候会成为一种惯性动作。

30. Betrayal sometimes becomes a habitual action.

31. 29你满身是刺的时候我拥抱你，我磨平你所有的棱角，可后来我却只能看着别人抱着接近完美的你。

31. When you were bristling with thorns, I held you close, smoothing down all the sharp edges. But later on, I could only watch as others embraced the near-perfect you.

32. 15永远不要让无法完全信任的人，知道你真正的实力有多少。

32. 15 Never let someone who cannot be fully trusted know how much of your true strength you possess.

33. 一天累死累活还被嫌弃多吃了家里的米，又不挣钱，吃那么多干什么，最好什么都不用什么都不吃，待房子里都嫌弃你多呼吸了氧气。

33. You work tirelessly all day and still get scolded for eating too much rice at home, and not earning any money. What's the point of eating so much? It would be better if you didn't eat anything at all, and even being inside the house, they would complain about you taking up too much oxygen.

34. 55习惯难受，习惯思念，习惯等你，可是却一直没有习惯见不到你。

34. I'm accustomed to the discomfort of habit, accustomed to missing you, and accustomed to waiting for you, but I've never gotten used to not seeing you.

35. 我们都这样离散在岁月的风里，回过头去，却看不到曾经在一起的痕迹，尽管，曾今那么用力的在一起过。

35. We have all been scattered by the wind of time. Looking back, we can't see any trace of the time we spent together, even though we were once so fiercely together.

36. 别把哀伤挂在嘴上，每个人都有自己的故事。活着不是为了怀念昨天，而是要等待希望，让大家都看到你的坚强。离开他你也可以过得很好。

36. Don't carry your sorrow on your lips, everyone has their own story. Living is not to remember yesterday, but to wait for hope and let everyone see your strength. You can also live well without him.

37. 为了你我可以做很多，但是，我同时也有亲手毁掉这一切的能力。

37. I can do a lot for you, but at the same time, I also have the ability to destroy everything by my own hands.

38. 什么是勇气？是哭着要你爱我，还是哭着让你离开。

38. What is courage? Is it crying out for you to love me, or crying out for you to leave?

39. 9天空的飞鸟，是你的寂寞比我多，还是我的忧伤比你多，剩下的时光，你陪我，好不好，这样你不寂寞，我也不会忧伤。

39. Among the birds flying in the sky, is your loneliness greater than mine, or is my sorrow greater than yours? Will you stay with me for the remaining time, is that okay? This way, you won't be lonely, and I won't be sad.

40. 有时候，是为了爱情，我悄悄避开。我回避的是身影，回避不了的是默默的情怀。

40. Sometimes, it's for love that I悄悄steer clear. What I avoid is the silhouette, but what I cannot avoid is the silent sentiment.

41. 17你爱的人让你哭得撕心裂肺，爱你的人让你笑得没心没肺。

41. The person you love makes you cry with heart-wrenching pain, while the person who loves you makes you laugh with carefree abandon.

42. 有些伤口，时间久了就会慢慢长好；有些委屈，受过了想通了也就释然了；有些伤痛，忍过了疼久了也成习惯了……

42. Some wounds will gradually heal over time; some grievances, once endured and understood, are easily released; some pain, after enduring it for a long time, becomes a habit...

43. 18后来爱的每个人都有你的影子，不是我忘不掉你，是我从来都没有一刻想要真的放弃你。

43. 18 Later, in every person I love, there's a shadow of you, not because I can't forget you, but because I have never had a moment when I truly wanted to let you go.

44. 本也没有什么地久天长，是我太过痴迷。执着于所谓的承诺，却忘了有口无心。人心难测。

44. It's not that there's nothing lasting in the world, but I was too obsessed. I clung to what I called promises, yet I forgot about spoken words without intent. People's hearts are difficult to read.