在心灵的深处，藏着一抹无法言说的酸楚。犹如细雨绵绵，潮湿了心扉，泛起层层涟漪。在这片情感海洋中，是谁的背影渐行渐远，是谁的温柔化为永恒？且听我缓缓道来，揭开那最酸楚的篇章。

Deep in the heart, there lies a trace of unspeakable bitterness. It's like a drizzle that keeps on falling, moistening the heart's gate, causing ripples to ripple. In this ocean of emotions, whose back is fading away little by little, whose gentleness has turned into eternity? Let me slowly unfold the story, revealing the most poignant chapter.

1. 习惯了孤单，习惯了独自一个人面对，习惯了不习惯的，还有什么是我不习惯的

1. I've gotten used to loneliness, to facing things alone, to getting used to the unaccustomed. What else is there that I'm not used to?

2. 每个人的眼睛都是睁着的，但这不代表每个人都在看这个世界。很多人几乎不用自己的眼睛。他们只听别人说，看到的世界永远是别人说的。

2. Everyone's eyes are open, but this does not mean that everyone is looking at this world. Many people hardly use their own eyes. They only listen to what others say, and the world they see is always what others have told them.

3. 一念花开，一念花落。这山长水远的人世，终究是要自己走下去。

3. A thought blooms, a thought withers. In this world that stretches far and wide with mountains and rivers, it is ultimately up to oneself to walk through it.

4. 与其减少开支，不如努力增加收入。这就是你奋斗的理由。要温柔，但不要妥协。我们应该冷静，不慌不忙地坚强。

4. It's better to strive for increased income than to cut expenses. That is the reason for your struggle. Be gentle, but do not compromise. We should be calm and resolute without haste.

5. 不看，不想，不强求。当然，如果是注定要发生的，只要你喜欢它。

5. Don't look, don't think, don't force. Of course, if it's meant to happen, as long as you like it.

6. 无论受了多少委屈我只会把它憋在心里，不是不想说，只是不知道该怎么说。

6. No matter how much injustice I have suffered, I can only hold it inside me. It's not that I don't want to talk about it, I just don't know how to express it.

7. 不要把新掉的眼泪浪费在昔日的忧伤上。——欧里庇得斯

7. Do not waste the tears you shed anew on the sorrows of the past. - Euripides

8. 再深旳爱，被你一次次伤害，那颗热掏出来给你腾腾旳心终于冰冷。

8. No matter how deep the love, it becomes cold after being hurt by you time and time again; the warm heart that was emptied for you has finally turned cold.

9. 原来喜欢不能够伪装，原来快乐不能够假装，原来永远和瞬间一样。

9. It turns out that one cannot pretend to like something, that one cannot feign happiness, that forever is as fleeting as a moment.

10. 我们总是这样，一个以为不会走，一个以为会挽留，都是自作多情。

10. We always do this, one thinking the other won't leave, and the other thinking the other will hold on, both are overestimating themselves.

11. 不愿意依赖别人，自己却又不争气。不想孤单，自己却又不想被过度打扰。你是不是也这样？

11. Don't want to rely on others, yet can't seem to pull yourself together. Don't want to be lonely, yet don't want to be overly disturbed either. Are you also like this?

12. 没有什么可遗憾的，该失去的不该失去的都失去了。

12. There is nothing to regret, as everything that should have been lost has already been lost.

13. 好消息是我想好了如何开口，而坏消息是根本就没人想听。

13. The good news is that I've thought of how to start, but the bad news is that no one wants to listen at all.

14. 如果能哭，谁愿意默默忍住？如果能热闹，谁愿意一个人；如果可以脆弱，谁一定坚强不屈；如果可以休息，谁还得拼命赶路。

14. If one could cry, who would want to suppress it silently? If one could be lively, who would prefer to be alone? If one could be vulnerable, who would always be resolute and unyielding? If one could rest, who would still have to rush on frantically.

15. 多少人，明明分手了，却还在爱。有多少人，明明还在爱着，却说已经放下了，又有多少人，明明很难过，却还笑着说我很好。

15. How many people, despite having broken up, are still in love. How many people, who are still in love, claim to have let go. And how many people, who are truly heartbroken, still smile and say, "I'm doing well."

16. 在这个世界上，别太相信任何人，当你在黑暗中挣扎的时候，连你的影子也会离你而去。

16. In this world, don't trust anyone too much. When you struggle in the dark, even your shadow may leave you.

17. 别太容易为别人掏心掏肺，因为弄到最后你只能够落下一个没心没肺。

17. Don't be too willing to pour your heart out to others, because in the end, you might end up with a heartless and insensitive person.

18. 一定的忧愁、痛苦或烦恼，对每个人都是时时必需的。一艘船如果没有压舱物，便不会稳定，不能朝着目的地一直前进。——叔本华

18. A certain amount of worry, pain, or distress is always necessary for everyone. A ship without ballast will not be stable and cannot proceed towards its destination without deviation.—Schopenhauer

19. 你在拥挤的人潮里不知所措，而我站在你身后，伸手怕犯错，缩手怕错过。

19. You are at a loss in the bustling crowd, while I stand behind you, reaching out afraid of making a mistake, and pulling back afraid of missing out.

20. 所谓棋逢高手就是小三和正牌叫板的画面，非常和谐画面。

20. So-called "chess meets a master" refers to the scene where the mistress and the legitimate wife challenge each other, creating a very harmonious image.

21. 我想让你知道，这些年我经历了最深的痛苦。不是颠沛流离，不是孤独，也不是回忆的刺痛。而是我遇见了你，又失去了你。

21. I want you to know that over the years, I have experienced the deepest pain. It's not the turmoil, not loneliness, nor the sting of memories. It's that I met you and then lost you.

22. 伤口再痛痛不过背叛的伤痛，泪水再多多不过你给的冷漠。

22. The pain from a wound is nothing compared to the hurt of betrayal, and the tears are nothing compared to the coldness you have given.

23. 都说零度的水和冰放在一起都会融化，我怎么还敢期望我们的关系冷却了还会暖和起来。

23. It's said that water and ice will melt when kept together at zero degrees. How dare I expect our relationship to warm up after it has cooled off.

24. 也许，每个人的心里都会藏着一个人，就像一道永远无法愈合的伤痕，无论在什么时候，只要被提起，或者轻轻地一碰，就会隐隐作疼。

24. Perhaps, in everyone's heart, there is a person hidden away, like an unhealable scar that aches subtly whenever it is mentioned or lightly touched, no matter when.

25. 我曾经天真地以为，真心对待任何人，就能得到真正的友谊和真爱。后来认识了一些人，经历了一些事，才明白原来一切都只是我想的那样。

25. Once upon a time, I naively believed that treating anyone with sincerity would earn me true friendship and love. But after getting to know some people and experiencing certain things, I finally realized that everything was just as I had thought.

26. 有些人终究只做朋友就好，因为退一步舍不得，进一步又没资格。

26. Some people are just meant to be friends, because stepping back is too hard to bear, and stepping forward doesn't qualify them.

27. 那时候，我们有梦，关于文学，关于爱情，关于环游世界的旅行。如今我们深夜饮酒，杯子碰在一起，都是梦碎的声音。

27. Back then, we had dreams, about literature, about love, about traveling around the world. Now, we drink alcohol late at night, our glasses clinking together, all the sounds of broken dreams.

28. 你是我眼都不眨就可以说喜欢的人，我却是你头都不抬就可以放手的人。

28. You're the person I can like without even blinking, yet I'm the one you can let go of without even lifting your head.

29. 有时候，沉默是为了掩饰自己内心的难过，因为有些话，只需要对懂你的人说。

29. Sometimes, silence is used to hide one's inner sadness, because there are some things that only need to be said to someone who understands you.

30. 从念念不忘到不起一丝波澜，这难熬的日子你怎么会了解。

30. From being unable to forget to not causing a ripple, how can you understand this torturous time?

31. 哭的时候没人哄，我学会了坚强；怕的时候没人陪，我学会了勇敢；烦的时候没人问，我学会了承受。

31. When I cried, no one consoled me, so I learned to be strong; when I was afraid, no one was there to accompany me, so I learned to be brave; when I was troubled, no one inquired about me, so I learned to endure.

32. 令人心痛的是，当你已经知道真相，他却当着你的面撒谎。

32. It is heart-wrenching that, when you already know the truth, he lies right in front of you.

33. 我曾给过你闭上眼睛捂起耳朵的信任，就算全世界都说你有错，只要你否认，我就相信，但是，你却负了它。

33. I had given you the trust to close your eyes and cover your ears. Even if the whole world said you were wrong, as long as you denied it, I believed you. However, you betrayed that trust.

34. 你的身影是帆，我的目光是河流，多少次想挽留你，终不能够，我知道人间最难得的是友情，更宝贵的却是自由。

34. Your silhouette is a sail, my gaze a river; how many times I've wanted to hold you back, yet I could not. I know that the most difficult thing in human life is friendship, but what is even more precious is freedom.

35. 爱情就像洋葱头，剥着，剥着，总有一片会让你流泪的。

35. Love is like an onion, peeling off layer by layer, and eventually there will be a piece that makes you shed tears.

36. 即使忘掉了你的脸，却怎么也忘不掉那些过去。

36. Even if I forget your face, I can't seem to forget those past times.

37. 谢谢你陪我度过了那么长，那么美好的时光。只是后来才发现我们不合适，我们都知道，这段路，该结束了。

37. Thank you for spending so much time and such wonderful moments with me. But only later did I realize that we are not a good match, and we both know that it's time to end this journey.

38. 你尽量照顾大家的感受。你不希望身边的人不开心。你总能发现他们情绪的微妙变化，但你总会被甩在后面。

38. Try your best to consider everyone's feelings. You don't want the people around you to be unhappy. You always manage to notice the subtle changes in their emotions, but you always seem to be left behind.

39. 一切都会过去，烦躁的心情，孤独的生活，努力也没用的事情。

39. Everything will pass, the restless mood, the lonely life, and things that are useless no matter how hard you try.

40. 每个人的故事都在别人的眼泪中开始，在别人的眼泪中结束。

40. Every person's story begins in someone else's tears and ends in someone else's tears.

41. 人生就象一个球，无论如何滚来滚去，总有在一个点上停止的时候。

41. Life is like a ball, no matter how it rolls, there will always be a time when it comes to a stop at a point.

42. 当你对自己诚实的时候，世界上没有人能够欺骗得了你。

42. When you are honest with yourself, no one in the world can deceive you.

43. 和你分开后我学会了花心不停留，人群中爱情随便出口。

43. After parting with you, I learned to be fickle and not linger, to casually express love in the crowd.

44. 悲伤是一块绝不会休闲的肥沃的土地。——拜伦

44. Sorrow is a fertile land that never rests。——Byron

45. 多少年来，你一直隐居在我的伤口里。我放下了天地，却从未放下你。这辈子就可以和钱山说再见了。

45. For so many years, you have been secluded in my wounds. I have let go of the heavens and earth, but I have never let go of you. This lifetime, I can finally say goodbye to Qian Shan.

46. 一直念念不忘的人，后来只是一个名字；我以为过不去的，只是未来的故事。亲爱的朋友，愿你永远不惧怕时间，治愈自己。

46. The person who I couldn't stop thinking about is now just a name; what I thought I couldn't get over was just a future story. Dear friend, may you never be afraid of time and may you heal yourself.

47. 相遇不后悔，相识不怅然，相爱不怨恨，错过却是永远的遗憾。愿意执迷不悟，继续始终如一，可失不再来，错过了就是错过了，再也回不到从前。

47. No regrets in meeting, no sorrow in knowing each other, no resentment in loving, but missing out is a permanent regret. Willing to be stubborn and steadfast, yet once lost, it can't return; once missed, it's gone, and it can never return to the past.

48. 有时候痛并不可怕，苦并不可惧，怕的是苦的时候没人问讯，痛的时候没人安慰。

48. Sometimes, pain is not可怕, and suffering is not to be feared, what is feared is that when suffering, no one asks about it, and when in pain, no one comforts.

49. 觉得自己不快活的人是不会快活的。——塞内加

49. A person who feels unhappy will never be happy. - Seneca

50. 痛不痛只有自己知道，变没变只有自己才懂，不要问我过得好不好，死不了就还好。

50. Whether it hurts or not is known only to myself, whether it has changed or not can only be understood by me. Don't ask me how I'm doing; as long as I'm not dead, I'm still doing well.

51. 如果当初没有相遇，或许我不会是现在的我。在你的世界里，我笑过，痛过。如今，满身疲惫，带着自己的影子默默走出你的世界。

51. If I hadn't met you in the first place, perhaps I wouldn't be the person I am today. In your world, I have laughed and I have suffered. Now, with my whole body weary, I silently step out of your world, carrying my own shadow.

52. 这个世界就这么不完美。你想得到些什么就不得不失去些什么。

52. This world is just not perfect. If you want to gain something, you have to lose something in return.

53. 这个世界上最深的伤害，不是背叛也不是不喜欢，而是极致深爱之后的逐渐冷漠。

53. The deepest hurt in the world is not betrayal nor dislike, but the gradual coldness after the ultimate love.

54. 你在温柔的怀抱里笑靥如花，我在绝望的深夜里烂醉如泥。

54. You are smiling like a blooming flower in the gentle embrace, while I am completely drunk in the绝望 of the deep night.

55. 若当初不识，不知，不爱，不恋，岂会这般患得患失，贪得无厌。

55. Had I not known, not understood, not loved, not become attached, how could I have become so worried about gains and losses, and so greedy without limit?

56. 经历越多就越不想说话，环境的不同，想说的话别人未必能懂，也就慢慢学会了自己承受。

56. The more experiences one has, the less one wants to talk. Different environments make it possible that what one wants to say may not be understood by others, so one gradually learns to bear it alone.

57. 也许有一天，你回头了，而我却早已，不在那个路口。

57. Perhaps one day, when you turn back, I will have long since no longer be at that crossroads.

58. 唯一能令你痛苦的人，也就是那个能令你快乐的人。给你笑声的，也给你眼泪。

58. The only person who can make you suffer is also the one who can make you happy. The one who brings you laughter also brings you tears.

59. 别人稍微注意你，你就敞开心扉。你以为这是坦率，其实这是孤单。

59. When others pay a little attention to you, you open your heart wide. You think this is honesty, but actually, it's loneliness.

60. 清楚一个人，徘徊一份风景，多少系别，只是柔情的散，多少读懂，只是一个人的情，温柔的故事，藏着一个人的珍惜，读懂的缘，付出的路，藏着一份梦。

60. Understand a person, wander through a landscape, countless connections, it's just the dispersal of tenderness; much as one understands, it's just one person's affection; a gentle story hides a person's treasured moments, the understanding of fate, the path of giving, hides a dream.

61. 余生不用你指教了，祝你岁月无波澜，敬我余生不悲欢。

61. I no longer need your guidance, wishing you a life without tumultuous years, and toasting to my remaining years without sorrow or joy.

62. 我过得很好，只是梦到你后醒来会痛，想起你时眼泪会流。

62. I'm doing well, but I feel pain when I wake up after dreaming of you, and tears will flow when I remember you.

63. 时间会告诉我们简单的喜欢最长远，平凡中的陪伴最心安懂你的人最温暖。

63. Time will tell us that simple likes are the longest-lasting, that companionship in the ordinary brings the most peace and contentment, and that understanding you is the warmest.

64. 我忍着眼泪不哭出声来的时候比我大吼大叫大声哭的时候痛心的多。

64. It's more heart-wrenching for me to hold back tears and not cry out loud than it is to scream and cry loudly.

65. 再好的东西也有失去的一天；再深的记忆也有淡忘的一天；再爱的人，也有走远的一天；再美的梦也有苏醒的一天。

65. No matter how good something is, there will come a day when it is lost; no matter how deep the memory is, there will come a day when it fades; no matter how deeply loved someone is, there will come a day when they move away; no matter how beautiful a dream is, there will come a day when one wakes up from it.

66. 你忽视我多久都没关系，但你永远无法改变我带给你的回忆。

66. It doesn't matter how long you ignore me, but you can never change the memories I bring you.

67. 真正的内心强大，是活在自己的世界里，而不是活在别人的眼里和嘴里。人生无非就是嘲笑别人，然后让别人嘲笑自己。

67. True inner strength lies in living in one's own world, rather than in others' eyes and mouths. Life is merely about ridiculing others, and then being ridiculed by others.

68. 我们和别人都还有很长的一辈子，但我们俩的一辈子好像就到这里了。

68. We all still have a long lifetime ahead of us, but it seems as if our own lifetime has come to an end here.

69. 相信梦想并坚持，你才有机会自我证明，找到你想要的尊严。

69. Believe in your dreams and persevere, only then will you have the chance to prove yourself and find the dignity you desire.

70. 感情这东西，不是你想怎样就能计划好的，今天愿意为你付出一切的人，明天就可能会形同陌路，所以，爱不随人愿，只留真心人。

70. Emotions are not something you can plan as you wish. Today, someone may be willing to give everything for you, but tomorrow, they might become as strangers. Therefore, love does not follow one's wishes; it only leaves the ones with true hearts.

71. 路走不动就回头。如果你不能爱它，你就会放手。如果你得不到热情，你就会停下来。不要把一厢情愿当成孤独，不要把无聊当成情欲。

71. If you can't go on, turn back. If you can't love it, let it go. If you don't receive enthusiasm, stop. Don't confuse loneliness with a one-sided desire, and don't confuse boredom with passion.

72. 有些伤口，无论过多久，依然一碰就痛；有些人，不管过多久，也还是一想起就疼。

72. Some wounds, no matter how long it has been, still hurt when touched; some people, no matter how long it has been, still hurt when remembered.

73. 无言以对的过去，每一个回忆都是伤心的泪水。

73. The past with no words to match, every memory is a tear of sadness.

74. 让我难过的不是你跟别人好，而是你我之间的感情已经这么久了，别人可以这么轻易的取代我的存在。对我来说，没有人能像你一样，但对你来说，每个人都可以是我。

74. What makes me sad is not that you are close to others, but that the feelings between us have been so long, and that others can so easily replace my presence. To me, no one can be like you, but to you, everyone can be like me.

75. 诺言不过上一种谎言，那是种美丽的欺骗，可就是有人愿意为了它放弃一切。

75. A promise is just another form of lie, a beautiful deception, yet there are some who are willing to abandon everything for it.

76. 别熬夜了，你喜欢的人已经睡了，她的梦里没有你，醒来了也不爱你。

76. Stop staying up late, the person you like has fallen asleep. She doesn't have you in her dreams, and even when she wakes up, she won't love you.

77. 酸甜苦辣我自己尝，喜怒哀乐我自己扛；我就是自己的太阳，无须凭借谁的光。

77. I taste the sour, sweet, bitter, and spicy flavors myself, bear the joys, anger, sadness, and delights myself; I am my own sun, and I do not need to rely on anyone else's light.

78. 你找到了你爱的人，而我爱的人，他说他找到了他爱的人。

78. You found the one you love, and the one I love, he said he found the one he loves.

79. 有的人出现在你的生命里，就是为了教会你遗憾和别离。

79. Some people appear in your life just to teach you about regret and parting.

80. 我尽力和你聊天，即使我讨厌我自己。我是一个如此骄傲的人，我为你脱下了所有的盔甲，却依然得不到你的爱。拼命想抓住你，却发现自己被遗忘在风中。

80. I tried my best to chat with you, even though I hate myself. I am such a proud person, I took off all my armor for you, yet I still didn't receive your love. I fought desperately to hold on to you, only to find myself forgotten in the wind.

81. 世界上的事情最好是一笑了之，不必用眼泪去冲洗。——泰戈尔

81. The best thing about the world's affairs is to laugh them off, without washing them away with tears. — Tagore

82. 当初年少无知，以为遇到爱情，殊不知是自己拿刀捅自己。

82. In my youthful ignorance, I thought that encountering love was the way, little knowing that it was myself who was stabbing myself with a knife.

83. 终有一天，我也可以放下你；终有一天，我也可以再对你微笑。

83. Someday, I will be able to let you go; someday, I will be able to smile at you again.

84. 如果不喜欢，可以委婉拒绝，但尽量不要撒谎，不要勉强自己。人这一生时间有限，强迫自己久了就会忘记主动去争取自己想要的东西。

84. If you don't like it, you can politely refuse, but try not to lie and don't force yourself. Life is limited, and if you push yourself too hard for too long, you might forget to actively pursue what you want.

85. 不努力的男人只有两个结果，抽不了的低档烟，干不了的体力活；不努力的女人只有两个结果，没完没了的地摊和没完没了的菜市场！

85. A lazy man has only two outcomes: being unable to smoke low-grade cigarettes and being unable to perform manual labor; a lazy woman has only two outcomes: endless street markets and endless produce markets!

86. 聪明的人，总在寻找好心情；成功的人，总在保持好心情；幸福的人，总在享受好心情。

86. Smart people are always seeking good moods; successful people are always maintaining good moods; happy people are always enjoying good moods.