我热爱现在的自己，每一天都是新的开始。

I love the person I am now, every day is a new beginning.

1. 二十八、人生有很多改变命运的机会。你可以不相信爱情，但一定不要相信爱情。可以冷漠，不可以冷血。比如你在街上看到一个乞丐，你不一定要给他钱，因为你无动于衷。不要说他可能是骗子。这不是你不帮他的理由。看都不看就扔他几毛钱，太冷血了。

1. Twenty-Eight, there are many opportunities in life to change one's destiny. You may not believe in love, but you must never doubt it. You can be indifferent, but never cold-blooded. For example, if you see a beggar on the street, you don't have to give him money because you feel nothing. Don't say he might be a骗子. That's not a reason not to help him. Just throwing a few cents at him without even looking is too cold-blooded.

2. 8只有在你最落魄时，才会知道谁是为你担心的笨蛋，谁是形同陌路的混蛋。

2. 8 Only when you are at your lowest will you know who is the fool that cares about you, and who is the asshole you have become estranged from.

3. 二十五，我讨厌别人跟我拽英语。我听不懂我说的话。

3. Twenty-five, I hate it when people try to impress me with their English. I can't understand what they're saying.

4. 谁放弃我并不重要。我配不上你。爱我的人，谢谢。我会珍惜讨厌我的人。请继续。有很多人讨厌我。你是谁？对不起，我不是故意伤害他们的。时间真的是一个很好的尺度。核实通信和见证杂项；懂感恩，懂现实。我就是我，不一样的烟火。

4. It doesn't matter who gives up on me. I don't deserve you. Thank you to those who love me. I will cherish those who dislike me. Please go on. There are many people who dislike me. Who are you? I'm sorry, I didn't mean to hurt them on purpose. Time really is a good measure. Verify communication and miscellaneous witness matters; be grateful, understand reality. I am just me, a different kind of flame.

5. 9我们之间的关系有多脆弱呢，只要关掉电脑关掉手机，恐怕这辈子你就找不到我了。

5.9 How fragile is our relationship? Just turn off the computer and the phone, and I'm afraid you'll never find me in this lifetime.

6. 10这个世界上没有那么多的如果，有时候，我们一瞬间失去的东西就是永恒。

6. There aren't that many "ifs" in this world. Sometimes, the things we lose in a split second are eternal.

7. 十九，现在，真的无法掩饰对一个人的恨。我只是恨你恨得满脸都是。你可以做任何你喜欢的事情。我会一辈子友好。你累了吗？我不能忍受过于自信而不自知！

7. Nineteen, now, it's really impossible to hide my hatred for a person. I just hate you so much that it's written all over my face. You can do anything you like. I will be friendly forever. Are you tired? I can't bear someone who is overly confident yet unaware of it!

8. 二十二，“ldquo普通比愚蠢、懒惰、贪婪和贫穷更糟糕更有杀伤力的话:年轻躁动的心害怕被忽视，但同时又发现自己平凡，不愿稍有发酵，却又害怕被期待的心承受不了巨大的期待，炸裂肌肤的痛苦难以为继，只能把目光转向别处，战战兢兢地做着梦，一事无成。

8. 22, "The most harmful and destructive thing than ordinary, foolishness, laziness, greed, and poverty: the young and restless heart fears being ignored, but at the same time, it finds itself ordinary and unwilling to be slightly fermented. It is afraid that the heart that expects too much cannot bear the great expectations, the pain of bursting the skin is unbearable, and can only turn the gaze elsewhere, tremblingly dreaming, and achieving nothing."

9. 心情不好特别烦的说说想发火 一个人很烦的心情说说很累很疲倦1

9. I'm feeling really bad and so annoyed that I want to lose my temper. It's so烦 that I'm alone, feeling so tired and exhausted.

10. 1不管遇到了什么烦心事，都不要自己为难自己;无论今天发生多么糟糕的事，都不应该感到悲伤。在人生的路途上，我们渐渐地知道，最好的爱情，不是大起大落大喜大悲，而是一杯温水，不随外界变幻而更改，不因岁月迁徙而转移，给你的是永恒的温暖。

10.1 No matter what troubles you encounter, do not subject yourself to hardship; no matter how bad the things that happen today are, you should not feel sad. On the journey of life, we gradually come to understand that the best love is not marked by great ups and downs, great joy and great sorrow, but rather a glass of warm water, which does not change with the fluctuations of the outside world, does not shift with the passage of time, and provides you with eternal warmth.

11. 二十四、我讨厌说一堆话，几个小时后才回几个表情。你以为我很闲啊！！我说多了就他妈不是人了！

11. 24th, I hate it when I talk a lot and then it takes hours for me to get a few emojis back. Do you think I'm that idle?? If I talk too much, I'm not even human anymore!

12. 你会讨厌一个人到极点吗？我知道。她笑，她说，她打，她跳，都想捅死她。

12. Would you hate someone to the extreme? I know. She laughed, she said, she wanted to stab her with a knife, she wanted to jump on her, she wanted to kill her.

13. 二十七，现在的我讨厌自己，讨厌自己现在的性格，感谢那些包容我脾气的人。

13. 27, the current me dislikes myself, dislikes my current character, and am grateful to those who tolerate my temper.

14. 我太固执了，我恨自己。我不知道我在坚持什么。应该是脑子转不过来了。

14. I am too stubborn, I hate myself. I don't know what I am holding on to. It must be that my mind is not functioning properly.

15. 十一、我要做的就是让所有讨厌我的人骂我，不就是我有两个臭钱吗？拉什么？

15. Eleven, all I need to do is to let everyone who dislikes me curse at me. Is it because I have two stinking coins? What's there to pull?

16. 十三、我忘了世界上还有一种人，火星人。你是哪里人？

16. Thirteen, I forgot there is still a kind of person in the world, Martians. Where are you from?

17. 我只想在短暂的生命里善待每一个真心对我好的人，珍惜每一个对我好的人，开心的时候为路人干杯，不开心的时候回家哭。我不想迎合伤害我的人，也不想原谅我。我想自私的活着，不伤害别人，不做弱小的羔羊。

17. I only want to treat everyone who is truly good to me kindly in my brief life, cherish every person who is good to me, raise a toast to strangers when I'm happy, and cry at home when I'm not. I don't want to cater to those who hurt me, nor do I want to forgive them. I want to live selfishly, not hurt others, and not be a weak lamb.

18. 花时间去恨你讨厌的人，你就没那么多时间去爱你喜欢的人。花时间去关心让你不开心的事情，你就没那么多时间去体验让你开心的事情。把自己从时间的奴隶中解放出来，把自己当成主人来管理。

18. Spend time hating the people you dislike, and you will have less time to love the people you like. Spend time worrying about things that make you unhappy, and you will have less time to experience things that bring you joy. Free yourself from the slavery of time, and treat yourself as the master of your own management.

19. 我讨厌俄罗斯和柬埔寨之间的距离。在你难过迷茫的时候，俄罗斯不能陪在你身边。我很难过。

19. I hate the distance between Russia and Cambodia. Russia can't be by your side when you are sad and confused. I am very sad.

20. 我想看你说话，但你为什么把脸埋在屁股里？哦？抱歉，我不知道是你的脸，那你的屁股呢？

20. I want to see you talk, but why are you burying your face in your ass? Oh? Sorry, I didn't realize it was your face. Then what about your ass?

21. 11谁没为生活煎熬过，努力过，忍耐过，委曲求全过。脸大有什么关系，脸美就行了，大点儿美得清楚。

21.11 Who hasn't suffered, struggled, endured, and compromised for life? What's the matter with having a big face? As long as it's beautiful, that's fine. A bigger face is more easily beautiful.

22. 九、他们把你留在了生活的某个角落，不断有人进出。你不能让他们继续你的生活，你不能和他们在一起一段时间。所以，就这样了。总有一天，你会平静地和你所有的记忆握手。

22. Ninth, they left you in a corner of life, with people coming and going. You can't let them continue your life, you can't be with them for a while. So, that's it. One day, you will calmly shake hands with all your memories.

23. 既然你这么讨厌我，我就不打扰你了。

23. Since you dislike me so much, I won't disturb you anymore.

24. 二十九，有时候心情会莫名的难受。不知道是不是心烦！讨厌自己就好！

24. Twenty-nine, sometimes I feel an inexplicable sadness. I don't know if it's because I'm bothered! I hate myself for it!

25. 7一个人的时候，会时常想你想着想着就会泪流满面。跟自己说声对不起，因为曾经为了别人难为了自己。

25. 7 When I'm alone, I often think of you, and as I think of you, tears will flow. I apologize to myself, because I have once suffered for others.

26. 4人生有好多无奈，当自己改变不了环境时，可以学着悄悄改变自己;当改变不了现实时，可以试试改变态度;当自己改变不了过去时，可以用改变现在来证明自己;我们不能预知明天，但可以把握今天。

26. Life is filled with many无奈. When you cannot change the environment, learn to subtly change yourself; when you cannot change reality, try to change your attitude; when you cannot change the past, use the change in the present to prove yourself; we cannot predict tomorrow, but we can grasp today.

27. 我们总是把话说在心里，为了尊严，也为了很多愚蠢的理由。

27. We always keep our words to ourselves, for dignity, and for many foolish reasons.

28. 13人常犯的一个错，就是花费时间去在乎不怎么在乎你的人。我以为我够坚强，眼泪笑我说了谎。爱人的眼睛是汪洋大海，只是在这片海里，我始终找不到自己的倒影。

28. A common mistake made by 13 people is spending time worrying about those who don't care about you much. I thought I was strong enough, but my tears laugh at me for lying. The eyes of my beloved are an ocean, but in this sea, I can never find my own reflection.

29. 七、阎见了你，吓得连哭带哭，抹眼泪。

29. The seventh: Yan was so scared when he saw you that he cried and wiped his tears.

30. 第四，这几个星期，我一直处于一种没有底的状态。每周下课后，我都感觉莫名的失落和无助。感觉自己什么都不会，但是又不想努力。我恨现在的自己，希望自己能快点奋斗，在阳光下绽放！

30. Fourthly, for these past few weeks, I have been in a state of constant uncertainty. After each class every week, I feel an inexplicable sense of loss and helplessness. I feel like I don't know anything, yet I don't want to put in the effort. I hate myself right now and wish I could start striving harder, to shine in the sunlight!

31. 八，说实话，我们肯定能一点一点赢回来。你永远不知道明天会带来什么惊喜。早知道我这么冷酷，我就没时间去恨那些恨我的人了:不要失去希望！已经失去的东西；因为我忙着去爱那些爱我的人:至少一年一次。

31. August, to be honest, we are definitely able to win back bit by bit. You never know what surprises tomorrow will bring. If I had known I would be so cold, I wouldn't have had the time to hate those who hate me: Don't lose hope! The things that have already been lost; because I am busy loving those who love me: at least once a year.

32. 第一，吃的很好。这就是生活，但下一刻我会给你一个全新的剧本。当你想到什么样的对话有时气得睡得很香。我真的很担心那些讨厌我的人会因为我而过好每一天。第二，你这么聪明，还是个畜生。

32. First, the food is delicious. That's life, but in the next moment, I'll give you an entirely new script. When you think of what kind of conversation, sometimes you sleep soundly out of anger. I'm really worried that those who dislike me will live a good day because of me. Second, you're so smart yet still an animal.

33. 第三，你知道被喜欢的人讨厌有多痛苦吗？

33. Thirdly, do you know how painful it is to be disliked by the person you like?

34. 讨厌一个人没有理由，就像喜欢一个人没有借口一样。

34. There's no reason to dislike someone, just as there's no excuse to like someone.

35. 在遇到你之前，我真的没有意识到我有以貌取人的毛病。

35. Before meeting you, I truly hadn't realized that I had a problem with judging people by their appearance.

36. 2细数我的烦心事能一路从家门口数到天边，层出不穷不说还变着花色，不断刷新我活了二十多年的姿势，说不上为什么，熬着熬着也许就过去了。

36.2 Counting my troubles, they can be counted from my doorstep to the horizon, endless and ever-changing, constantly refreshing the posture I've lived with for over twenty years. Why, I can't say, but perhaps with patience, they may pass by in time.

37. 无论你怎么努力，都无法改变命运。我只能说我是一块渣男磁铁。我要哭，要发泄，要呐喊，要告诉这个世界我有多自卑，我有多无能，我有多恨自己，有多恨这个世界。但我无能为力。

37. No matter how hard you try, you can't change your fate. I can only say that I am a magnet for渣男. I want to cry, to vent, to scream, to tell this world how insecure I am, how incompetent, how much I hate myself, and how much I hate this world. But I am powerless.

38. 二十六、很多人讨厌我，你是谁？做好自己就好，过分在意只会让你觉得舒服

38. Twenty-six, many people dislike me, who are you? Just do your own thing well, overthinking will only make you feel comfortable.

39. 十四、开始讨厌一个人做任何事。不是因为我受不了孤独，而是因为我会一直想起你。今天下课了，好饿。我真的很想拥抱你。

39. Fourteen, I start to dislike when someone does anything. It's not because I can't stand being alone, but because I will always remember you. Today the class is over, I'm really hungry. I really want to hug you.

40. 6我们无法阻止命运从我们手中夺走东西，但是，我们可以选择珍视我们从生活中已得到的东西。

40. 6 We cannot prevent fate from taking things from us, but we can choose to cherish what we have already received from life.