当婚姻的誓言化作破碎的镜片，心酸与失望交织成一首无字的悲歌。在这篇短文里，我们将揭开一个关于破碎婚姻背后男人内心挣扎的故事。

As the vows of marriage shatter into broken glass, the bitterness and disappointment intertwine into a silent lament. In this short essay, we will unveil a story of the inner turmoil of a man behind the broken marriage.

1. 我好想回到很久很久以前去遇到眉目如画心心念念都是我的你还有满心欢喜以为一生的我。

1. I so wish to go back a very, very long time ago to meet the you with eyes and eyebrows like a painting, always thinking of me, and the you who was overjoyed and thought it would be for a lifetime.

2. 十二、男人喜欢女人的时候，会表现出风度；当女人知道男人喜欢自己的时候，她会要求更多。

2. Twelfth, when a man likes a woman, he will show elegance; when a woman knows that a man likes her, she will ask for more.

3. 直到你我的缘分结束了我都不知道自己到底有没有爱过你只知道那时候为你流过的眼泪是真的心酸是真的想和你在一起一辈子也是真的。

3. Until the end of our fate, I didn't know whether I ever loved you. I only knew that the tears I shed for you back then were truly heart-wrenching, and it was truly my wish to be with you for a lifetime.

4. 我也想和你有一个荡气回肠的结局可惜并不是我想就可以。

4. I also want to have an unforgettable ending with you, but it's not up to me to decide.

5. 若只是初见只求不相识就不会有结局心里的刀绞横在左心房的跳动窒息的要命!请让我逃过这一劫数恢复没有波澜的起伏就让你在接受我这次一点点的任性承受不起的太多。

5. If it's just a first encounter and I only wish to remain unknown, there won't be an ending. The knife-like pain is绞在the beating of my left heart chamber, suffocatingly severe! Let me survive this ordeal, restore the calm undulations, and let you bear my little bit of任性 that you can't handle, too much for you.

6. 我开始拒绝所有人的温柔从什么时候开始呢大概是你走以后。

6. When did I start refusing everyone's gentleness? It must have been after you left.

7. 也许多年以后有一些事情我淡忘但我会永远记得你的名字毕竟曾经如此爱过痛过。

7. Perhaps after many years, some things will fade from my memory, but I will always remember your name, for I have loved and suffered so deeply once.

8. 已经没有特别想维持的关系了走近的人不抗拒离开的人不挽留。

8. There are no particular relationships that one wants to maintain; those who are close do not resist parting, and those who are leaving are not held back.

9. 多想告诉你其实我过得没那么好还是会经常想你经常梦见你只是时间让我学会了闭嘴因为我知道很多路都要自己一个人走大概孤独是常态熬过去就好了。

9. I really want to tell you that I'm not doing as well as I'd like to, and I still think of you often, and often dream about you. It's just that time has taught me to keep quiet, because I know that many paths require me to walk alone. I guess loneliness is the norm; just get through it.

10. 你教会我坚强教会了我心狠手辣后来你却说你怀念我当初的模样。

10. You taught me to be strong, you taught me to be ruthless. But then you said you miss the way I was back then.

11. 对于我们不爱的人真的不能付出一旦付出就会罪孽深重。

11. It's truly impossible to give to someone we don't love; once we do, it becomes a heavy sin.

12. 第六，爱情是:前段时间嚼口香糖的时候；婚姻是:口香糖的后半部分。

12. Sixth, love is: the time recently when chewing gum; marriage is: the latter half of the gum.

13. 再好的链子也拴不住爱跑的狗想走的人多说一个字都是求你要什么时候才明白他只是没那么爱你。

13. No matter how good the chain is, it can't tie down a dog that wants to run away. Every extra word you say is a plea for you to understand that he just isn't as much in love with you as you think.

14. 你闯进我的世界然后半途而废最后舍不得的人是我心痛的人也是我。

14. You闯进我的世界，然后半途而废，最后舍不得的人是我，心痛的人也是我。 Translation to English: 14. You came into my world and then abandoned it halfway, and the one who can't bear to let go is me, as is the one who feels the pain.

15. 我们的关系就像是六分熟的牛排看着很美味可咬开之后还看得到留有血迹可它并不是生的只是没那么熟。

15. Our relationship is like a medium rare steak that looks very delicious, but when you bite into it, you can still see traces of blood. However, it's not raw; it's just not as well-done.

16. 无论怎么样一个人借故堕落总是不值得原谅的越是没有人爱越要爱自己。

16. No matter what, it is never justified to fall into decadence for no reason, and one should always forgive oneself. The less loved one is, the more one should love oneself.

17. 情人后来难免沦为朋友可是我们连朋友都做不成。

17. Lovers inevitably turn into friends later, but we can't even be friends.

18. 所谓花心就是有了爱情和面包还想吃 蛋糕 的心情;所谓外遇就是潜出围城跌入陷阱;所谓浪漫就是帮老婆买包心菜时还会顺手带回一支玫瑰花;所谓厨房就是结婚时红地毯通向的正前方。

18. What is meant by being "fickle-hearted" is the feeling of wanting to eat cake in addition to love and bread; what is meant by having an affair is sneaking out of the fortress and falling into a trap; what is meant by romance is bringing back a rose while buying bok choy for your wife; what is meant by the kitchen is the exact front of the red carpet leading to the wedding.

19. 十九、男人比女人多浪漫，或者说，男人的现实还有浪漫显然是分开的。第一次见面，男人最重要的是感觉。

19. Nineteen, men are more romantic than women, or, the reality and romance of men are obviously separated. On the first meeting, the most important thing for men is the feeling.

20. 要记住无论我们最后生疏到什么样子曾经对你的好都是真的。

20. Remember that no matter how unacquainted we may become in the end, the goodness we once showed to you was real.

21. 想要挽回的时候先想清楚是分清是不甘是遗憾是愧疚还是真的还爱着。

21. When trying to win someone back, first think clearly about whether it's due to discontent, regret, guilt, or if it's truly because you still love them.

22. 好的容貌和很多钱是进入上流社交活动的通行证。

22. Good looks and a lot of money are the tickets to enter the upper-class social circles.

23. 时光没有教会我任何东西都教会了我不要轻易的去相信一个承诺。

23. Time has not taught me anything; it has only taught me not to easily believe a promise.

24. 我希望你们在谈恋爱的好好谈平时吵吵闹闹很正常别轻易说出分手两个字真的很伤人。

24. I hope you two can enjoy your relationship well. It's quite normal to argue and quarrel from time to time. Don't easily say the words "break up," as it can really hurt someone.

25. 等不到的晚安别等了挤不进的世界别挤了走不下去的路别走了不值得的人也别爱了。

25. Don't wait for an unattainable goodnight, don't force your way into a world that doesn't accept you, don't walk on a path that's too hard, and don't love someone who's not worth it.

26. 描写生气的 说说

26. Describe being angry. Speak about it.

27. 下辈子如果有可能我一定会紧紧抓住你的走不放开。

27. If there is a next life, I will definitely hold on to you tightly and not let go.

28. 再见了我那么那么爱你虽然笨拙但也发奋做了好多因此我不遗憾了。

28. Goodbye, I loved you so much, even though I was clumsy, I also worked hard and did a lot. Therefore, I have no regrets.

29. 无数个瞬间我都在想你在就好了结果还是我一个人熬过了所有的这个时刻后来不用了谢谢。

29. In countless moments, I thought to myself that it would have been nice if you were here, but in the end, I endured all these moments on my own. Now, I don't need that anymore, thank you.

30. 入了心的人怎能说忘就忘动了心的情怎能说放就放不是不想是想了又能怎样不是不见见了又能如何不管以后见或不见那份爱始终都会刻在心里。

30. How can one forget something that has touched the heart? How can one let go of emotions that have stirred the soul? It's not that I don't want to, but rather, it's that I have thought about it. What can I do then? Whether I see you or not in the future, that love will always be etched in my heart.

31. 我没有饮过最烈的酒可我放弃过最爱的人我给你全部自由当作我最后的温柔。

31. I haven't tasted the strongest wine, but I have given up the one I loved the most. I gave you all the freedom as my last act of tenderness.

32. 每个人心中都有牺牲生命是值得的信念。你没见过，因为你没遇到过帮助你理解的人。

32. Everyone carries the belief in their hearts that sacrificing one's life is worthwhile. You haven't seen it because you haven't encountered someone who can help you understand.

33. 牵着你的手无论是在哪里我都感觉像是在朝天堂奔跑。

33. Holding your hand, I feel as if I'm running towards heaven wherever we are.

34. 大风把烈酒吹醒方知当初所拥有的美好全是梦。

34. The strong wind awakens the strong drink, and only then do I realize that the beautiful things I once had were all just a dream.

35. 我有一万种想关心你的理由却缺少了一种能关心你的身份。

35. I have a thousand reasons to want to care for you, yet I lack one identity that allows me to care for you.

36. 你知道为什么男人结婚后更有魅力吗？我告诉你，它是我妻子训练的。

36. Do you know why men become more charming after getting married? I'll tell you, it's because of the training from my wife.

37. 后来你终于成为了别人的 故事 我也不再是那个讲故事的人。

37. Later, you finally became someone else's story, and I am no longer the one who tells the story.

38. 记忆像是倒在掌中的水无论你是摊开还是紧握终究还是会从指缝中一滴滴流淌干净。

38. Memory is like water poured into the palm, no matter if you spread it out or clasp it tightly, it will eventually drip away from the fingers, leaving nothing but empty hands.

39. 若是要细水可以变长流就像等他长出铁锈无法再分手。

39. If you want a slow stream to become a long river, just like waiting for him to grow rust, it's impossible to part ways anymore.

40. 女人为了生存而嫁人本质和妓女没什么两样不过是批发和零售的关系。

40. Marrying for survival is essentially no different from being a prostitute; it's just a matter of wholesale versus retail.

41. 十一、婚姻中的人都在看外面的世界，很多人为此付出了沉重的代价。婚姻不是打牌，洗牌肯定是要付出代价的，不管你是对是错！

41. Eleventh, people in marriage are all looking at the outside world, and many have paid a heavy price for it. Marriage is not like playing cards; shuffling the cards definitely comes with a cost, no matter if you are right or wrong!

42. 二十六、女人不喜欢太老实了男人，其实男人不喜欢太老实了那个女人。总之，想提高婚姻竞争力，做个妻子，不要太诚实。

42. Twenty-six, women don't like too honest men, in fact, men don't like too honest women either. In short, if you want to enhance your competitiveness in marriage, be a wife, don't be too honest.

43. 曾经我想和你分享我的所有秘密但现在你成了我心底的秘密。

43. Once I wanted to share all my secrets with you, but now you have become the secret deep in my heart.

44. 当我流着泪向你说再见你只是冷漠的向我告别不敢看你的冷漠的眼心已碎成千片。

44. As I say goodbye to you with tears in my eyes, you merely give me a cold farewell, unable to look into the cold eyes that have shattered my heart into a thousand pieces.

45. 只不过刚好伤心不已只不过刚好决定放弃只不过刚好忘记哭泣只不过刚好遇见你。

45. Just happened to be heartbroken, just happened to decide to give up, just happened to forget crying, just happened to meet you.

46. 后来你终于成为了别人的故事而我再也不是那个讲故事的人。

46. Later, you finally became someone else's story, and I am no longer the one who tells the tale.

47. 十、他一定比我大，哪怕只大一天；他一定比我高，哪怕只有一厘米高；他肯定比我强，哪怕只多挣一分钱。

47. Ten, he must be older than me, even if it's just by one day; he must be taller than me, even if it's just one centimeter taller; he must be stronger than me, even if it's just by earning one more cent.

48. 爱情不伤人伤的是永远实现不了的海誓山盟。失去不可怕怕的是触景而伤情睹物而思人。

48. Love doesn't hurt people; what hurts is the unattainable promises of the heavens and the mountains. Losing is not可怕; what is可怕的 is being moved to sorrow by sights and thinking of people when seeing things.

49. 猜疑是婚姻生活中的毒瘤。聪明的夫妇知道如何合作来巧妙地解决它。被怀疑的一方要做好工作，被怀疑的一方要多一些信任和释怀，互相理解，互相信任，互相忠诚，减少误解，加强沟通，避免因为怀疑而毁掉美好的感情和幸福的婚姻。

49. Suspicion is a cancer in the life of marriage. Clever couples know how to collaborate to cleverly resolve it. The suspected party should do a good job, while the suspected party should show more trust and relaxation. They should understand each other, trust each other, be loyal to each other, reduce misunderstandings, strengthen communication, and avoid destroying beautiful feelings and happy marriages due to suspicion.

50. 十三、夫妻生活要像一双筷子:第一，谁也离不开谁；第二，什么都可以一起品尝。

50. Thirteen, the conjugal life should be like a pair of chopsticks: First, neither can be separated from the other; second, everything can be tasted together.

51. 我们最默契的事就是：你不找我我不找你我们互不打扰相安无事感情越来越淡最后慢慢走散。

51. The most harmonious thing between us is that if you don't look for me, I won't look for you; we don't disturb each other, and everything is peaceful. As time goes by, our feelings become increasingly faint, and eventually, we drift apart slowly.

52. 你来的时候我毫无防备你走的时候我措手不及。我不介意你就这么离去我介意的是自己为何会如此频繁的想起你。

52. When you came, I was unprepared, and when you left, I was caught off guard. I don't mind leaving like this, what I mind is why I keep thinking of you so frequently.

53. 小时候我们哭着哭着就笑了长大后笑着笑着就哭了。

53. When we were children, we would cry and then laugh; as we grew up, we would laugh and then cry.

54. 如果我们都是孩子就可以留在时光的原地坐在一起一边听那些永不老去的故事一边慢慢皓首。

54. If we were all children, we could stay in the original place of time and sit together, listening to those never-aging stories while slowly growing old.

55. 我们恰恰是因为在乎太多所以总是有无法释怀。

55. It is precisely because we care too much that we always have things that we cannot let go of.

56. 荒漠的午夜形只影单远处的街灯拉长了那一抹忧郁视野里却再无故人的身影苦涩与无奈迎合着指缝间流淌的心酸一点点一滴滴散落于足下。

56. In the desert's midnight, solitary and shadowed, the distant street lamps elongate that stroke of melancholy. In the视野, there's no trace of a familiar figure. Bitterness and helplessness embrace the heartache trickling through the fingers, one drop at a time, spreading out at one's feet.

57. 为什么我喜欢的人是要靠伤害我来长大最后拿成熟稳重去爱别的小朋友。

57. Why does the person I like have to grow up by hurting me, and then use their maturity and stability to love other children?

58. 很多人说爱情是婚姻的坟墓。可惜我掉进了坟墓，出不来了。

58. Many people say love is the grave of marriage. Unfortunately, I have fallen into the grave and can't get out.

59. 我还是喜欢我自己一个人没辜负没牵挂没感动也没失望。

59. I still prefer to be on my own, without any regrets, burdens, emotions, or disappointments.

60. 我曾经是一个爱仰望天空的人。蓝天总是给我生存下去的勇气。现在的我喜欢深邃的夜空，它包容了所有的黑暗和隐忍，留下无人看见的泪痕。二、生命只有一次，真爱只有一次，目的只有一个:与心爱的人步入婚姻殿堂。停止随性。想要真爱，就要敢于低头。不要固执，想要真爱就不要轻易分手；不要挑剔，想要真爱就要包容；坚持下去，坚持走下去，就能变老。你爱ta吗？那么它将永远持续下去。

60. I used to be a person who loved to gaze at the sky. The blue sky always gave me the courage to survive. Now, I prefer the deep night sky, which encompasses all the darkness and endurance, leaving unseen traces of tears. Life is only once, true love is only once, and the purpose is only one: to walk into the wedding hall with the one you love. Stop being whimsical. If you want true love, be brave enough to bow your head. Don't be stubborn; if you want true love, don't easily break up. Don't be picky; if you want true love, be accommodating. Persist and keep moving forward, and you will grow old. Do you love them? Then it will last forever.

61. 别等不该等的人别伤不该伤的心。我们真的要过了很久很久才能够明白自己真正怀念的到底是怎样的人怎样的事。

61. Don't wait for the wrong person and don't hurt the wrong heart. We really need to wait for a very long time before we can understand who and what we truly miss.

62. 深深地伤害了最爱我的那个人那一刻我听见他心破碎的声音。直到转身我才发现原来那声心碎其实也是我自己的。

62. That moment, when I deeply hurt the one who loved me the most, I heard the sound of his heart shattering. It was only when I turned around that I realized that the sound of the broken heart was actually my own.