在无尽的职场海洋中，我是一叶孤舟，渴望着逃离。或许，那片自由的蓝，才是我灵魂的归宿。

Amid the endless sea of the workplace, I am a lone boat, longing to escape. Perhaps, that expanse of free blue is where my soul finds its true home.

1. 我生于黑暗，我也将死于黑暗，我要我的银弩终结这世间的邪恶

1. I was born in darkness, and I shall die in darkness. I want my silver crossbow to end the evil in this world.

2. 谁都以为我健忘，谁又知道我把过往都用来珍藏，常常一个人空想也会不小心红了眼眶。

2. Everyone thinks I'm forgetful, but who knows that I've treasured the past, often imagining alone and accidentally reddening my eyes.

3. 不同层次的潜规则让人无法接受，黑白颠倒不公平，让人无法忍受。

3. The hidden rules at different levels are unacceptable, as they turn black into white and create an unfair situation that is intolerable.

4. 偶尔看到像你的背影也会皱皱眉，剔除你的感觉像是用烧红的刀片在刮骨，我疼也喘，可不后悔。

4. Occasionally, seeing your back would cause me to皱眉, the feeling of discarding you is as if a red-hot blade were scraping at my bones. I ache and gasp, but I have no regrets.

5. 人往往在闲得蛋疼的时候最矫情最脆弱，在深渊挣扎的时候最清醒最坚强。

5. People are often the most pretentious and fragile when they are bored to tears, and the most清醒 and strong when they are struggling in the abyss.

6. 做个光怪陆离的少女梦，如抹孤岛鲜活在这里，直到皱纹密布额角，我还是十八岁。

6. Dream a whimsical girl's dream, like a vivid island left here, until wrinkles cover my forehead, I will still be eighteen.

7. 没有来临的事别胡思乱想，不属于你的人别痴心妄想。好好的活在今朝，珍惜眼前所拥有的，这样就够了。

7. Don't fret over things that haven't arrived, and don't pine after what doesn't belong to you. Live well in the present moment, cherish what you have in front of you, and that is enough.

8. 如果你对现在的生活和工作都不满意，那你只有一条路可以选择：努力往上爬，摆脱困境！

8. If you are dissatisfied with both your current life and work, then you only have one choice: work hard to climb up and get out of the困境!

9. 被你伤害过，冷落过，遗忘过，抛弃过的我，如今还依旧爱你，我是不是很傻？

9. I've been hurt, neglected, forgotten, and abandoned by you. Yet, I still love you now. Am I not foolish?

10. 结婚的时候也给我一张请帖吧，你开心的，难过的，温柔的，生气的样子我都看过，最后，我就想看看你不属于我的样子。

10. Please also give me a wedding invitation when you get married. I have seen you in your happy, sad, gentle, and angry moments. In the end, I just want to see you in a way that you are not mine.

11. 如果有一天，当你想起有谁爱过你，那其中一定有我一个，如果有一天，没有人爱你了，那一定是我死了。

11. If there comes a day when you recall who has loved you, I must be one of them. If there comes a day when no one loves you anymore, it must be because I have died.

12. 又上班了转眼一月号了不知道为什么心里总是有心事或许还是没有找到适合自己正真喜欢的工作虽然对现在的工作不满意但我肯定要找一定会找到自己喜欢的工作努力重新出发

12. I'm back to work and here we are, the first month of the year. I don't know why, but I always have something on my mind. Maybe it's because I haven't found a job that truly suits my genuine interests. Although I'm not satisfied with my current job, I'm determined to find one, and I'm sure I will, as I strive to make a fresh start.

13. 今天是我人生中比较重要的一个日子，这一天，我辞职了，在这里奋斗了两年，而如今，要说再见了。相信未来的我会越走越好。

13. Today is a rather significant day in my life. On this day, I resigned. I have fought here for two years, and now, it's time to say goodbye. I believe that the future me will only get better and better.

14. 真想让我失忆让我忘掉之前的所有这样不会为了之前而烦恼

14. I really wish I could lose my memory and forget all the previous ones, so I wouldn't worry about them anymore.

15. 我们所有的烦恼 终归是因为记性太好

15. All our troubles ultimately stem from our excellent memory.

16. 说真的，我没为你赴汤蹈火过，可奋不顾身心甘情愿一败涂地的时刻，从来没少过。

16. To be honest, I have never gone through fire and water for you, but the moments when I was willing to throw myself into the abyss without a second thought have never been few.

17. 所谓教育，也许就是这样，爱与耐心，加上孩子能明白的方式。这世界不是那么好，也不是那么坏，但这世界上的很多东西不能只用好或者坏来形容。

17. What we call education might just be this: love and patience, combined with a way that children can understand. The world is not so good, nor so bad, and many things in this world cannot be described solely in terms of good or bad.

18. 成为想成为的自己，才遇见想遇见的爱情。所谓温度刚好的爱情故事，所谓疲惫生活里的英雄梦想。

18. Only by becoming the person you want to be will you meet the love you wish to encounter. The so-called love story with just the right temperature, the so-called heroic dreams amidst the weary life.

19. 不知道从什么时候开始，喜欢用文字来描述自己的心情。篇

19. I don't know when it started, but I've liked to use words to describe my own feelings.

20. 能够清楚的感觉到自己对现在的工作生活不满意，想跳出去想上进，也在做努力做准备，可还是觉得自己慢了不够努力，恐慌害怕，觉得自己已经在后退，看到比自己优秀的人更努力，又有压力又有动力，又灰心又自信

20. I can clearly feel that I am dissatisfied with my current job and lifestyle, and I want to break free and strive for better. I am also making efforts to prepare for it, but I still feel that I am moving too slowly and not working hard enough, feeling anxious and afraid. I feel like I am already falling behind. Seeing people who are better than me and working even harder, I have both pressure and motivation, and I am both discouraged and confident.

21. 我做了很多，却没有得到认可。

21. I have done a lot, but have not received recognition.

22. 习惯忧伤，习惯隐藏，习惯别人看不到自己的伤，习惯让自己变得坚强。

22. Habits of sorrow, habits of hiding, habits of letting others not see one's wounds, habits of becoming strong for oneself.

23. 失恋淋雨有意思吗？割腕自杀有意思吗？泼妇骂街有意思吗？别傻了，知道有多少人在看你笑话吗？

23. Is it interesting to be heartbroken and淋rain? Is it interesting to slash wrists and attempt suicide? Is it interesting for a shrewish woman to swear? Stop being silly, do you know how many people are laughing at you?

24. 做事重要，做人也重要。在工作过程中，人们所理解和看到的，是一个能够埋头苦干，热心帮助同事，有着良好的人际关系魅力的人，这才是成功之处。

24. Both doing things and being a person are important. In the process of work, what people understand and see is a person who is diligent and hardworking, enthusiastic in helping colleagues, and possesses a charming interpersonal魅力. This is the essence of success.

25. 是那种不讲道理，爱打小报告的人。

25. Is someone who is unreasonable and loves to make a report on others.

26. 我生命里的热和就那么多，我全部给了你，但是你离开了我，你叫我以后怎样再对他人笑。

26. The warmth in my life is limited, and I have given it all to you. But now that you have left me, how am I supposed to smile at others again?

27. 无论你多么努力地让自己做到完美，始终会有一群人在背地里指着你的背影比比划划。你不需要跟谁对骂或者抽谁一嘴巴，他们未必是坏人，只是看不懂你的活法。

27. No matter how hard you try to be perfect, there will always be a group of people whispering behind your back, pointing and gesturing. You don't need to argue with anyone or give someone a slap, they may not be bad people; they just don't understand your way of life.

28. 一位年轻患者上来就说：“我对现在的工作，生活状态都不满意。主要是夫妻关系不顺，要是家庭好了，在工作中就不怕有压力了。”患者不经意间道出了我们治疗中的焦点。

28. A young patient came in and said, "I am not satisfied with my current work and living conditions. The main issue is the strained relationship with my spouse. If our family life were better, I wouldn't be afraid of pressure at work." The patient inadvertently revealed the focus of our treatment.

29. 如果你对现在的工作不满意，要么辞职不干要么闭嘴不言。

29. If you are not satisfied with your current job, either quit or shut up.

30. 如果不是因为穷，我一辈子都不想上班。

30. If it weren't for poverty, I wouldn't want to work my whole life.

31. 做人难，难于在世俗的大染缸里装纯，难于在无情的岁月中装嫩，难于在残酷的现实面前装孙。

31. It's difficult to be a person, harder still to maintain purity in the secular染缸, harder still to act youthful in the relentless passage of time, and hardest of all to feign innocence in the face of残酷的现实.

32. 以后继续做回那个爱笑的孩纸只是笑的有点落寞

32. In the future, continue to be that child who loves to laugh, but the laughter is a bit melancholic.

33. 一张嘴就是你的名字，一闭眼就是你的样子，现在好了什么也没了。

33. Your name is on my lips, and your face is in my eyes. Now, everything is gone.

34. 人生不过一场旅行，你路过我，我路过你，分别离去，各自修行，各自向前。

34. Life is just a journey, you pass by me, I pass by you, part ways, and each of us practices our own path, moves forward on our own.

35. 我努力在这个家活的悄无声息，却还是被你们嫌弃。

35. I tried my best to live in this house without a sound, yet I was still disliked by you.

36. 抱最大的希望，为最大的努力，做最坏的打算。

36. Hold the greatest hope, exert the utmost effort, and prepare for the worst.

37. 引导语：那个让你流泪的，是你最爱的人；那个懂你眼泪的，是最爱你的人；那个为你擦干眼泪的，才是最后和你相守的人。我多希望，这三个人都是你。

37. Introduction: The one who makes you cry is the one you love the most; the one who understands your tears is the one who loves you the most; and the one who dries your tears is the one who will be with you until the end. How I wish that all three of these people are you.

38. 只要你愿意，并为之坚持，总有一天，你会活成自己喜欢的模样!

38. As long as you are willing and persistent, one day, you will live out the image of yourself that you like!

39. 请把我的骨灰带在身旁，遇到坏人就扬出去，让我最后一次保护你。

39. Please keep my ashes with you, and when you encounter a villain, scatter them out. Let me protect you one last time.

40. 再好也不打招呼。相反，下班后你通常会被老板找去谈话，因为没有其他人离开。

40. No matter how good, don't say hello. On the contrary, after work, you are usually summoned by the boss for a talk, as no one else has left.

41. 时间是最守信的，一分一秒都不会差你;时间又是最不可靠的，每分每秒都由不得你。

41. Time is the most trustworthy, never faltering for even a minute or a second; yet time is also the most unreliable, as you are never at its mercy, every minute and second.

42. 跌倒，撞墙，一败涂地，都不用害怕，年轻叫你勇敢。

42. Don't be afraid of falling, hitting walls, or being defeated; youth empowers you to be brave.

43. 一开始你爱我，最后你放弃我，还要用千言万语说的委屈你有多难过。

43. At first, you loved me, and in the end, you gave up on me, all the while using a thousand words to express how much pain and hurt you felt.

44. 等我熬过这一年，拿到年终奖，还清助学贷款，还清债务，我就走。

44. Once I get through this year, receive my year-end bonus, pay off my student loan, and settle all my debts, I'll leave.

45. 让你无偿工作。

45. Make you work for free.

46. 这一年没在，不知道日子怎么会过成现在这个样子，不知道如何整理行装继续前行，整天提不起劲儿来，总感觉特别对不起儿子和父母。对现在的工作也不满意，但又不知道自己除了这个还能做什么，从所未有的迷茫和无助……

46. I wasn't around this year, and I don't know how time has passed to become what it is now. I don't know how to pack up and continue on my journey, and I can't seem to gather the energy to do so. I always feel particularly sorry for my son and my parents. I'm also not satisfied with my current job, but I don't know what else I can do besides this, and I am experiencing an unprecedented sense of confusion and helplessness...

47. 一路走来，我是一个比较少讲故事的人，因为比较喜欢去听别人的故事。把一点一滴的感悟记录下来，或许对于某些人来说已经厌倦，但确确实实存在着，分享最真实的感受。前不久，问了一个熟悉的中年男人一个问题：“你对现在的工作满意吗？”他答道：“满意也要做，不满意也要做。如果我倒下了，这个家就跨了。

47. Throughout the journey, I have been someone who doesn't tell many stories, as I prefer to listen to others' tales. Recording every bit of insight may seem tedious to some, but it is indeed a way to share the most authentic feelings. Not long ago, I asked a familiar middle-aged man a question: "Are you satisfied with your current job?" He replied, "I have to do it whether I'm satisfied or not. If I were to collapse, this family would fall apart."

48. 当爱情来临，当然也是快乐的。但是，这种快乐是要付出的，也要学习去接受失望，伤痛和离别。从此，人生不再纯粹。

48. When love comes, of course, it is also joyful. However, this joy requires sacrifice and learning to accept disappointment, pain, and separation. From then on, life is no longer pure.

49. 多年以后的某个深夜你会不会突然想起我，然后泪如泉涌，才发现你曾亏欠我太多。

49. On some late night many years from now, will you suddenly remember me, and tears will pour out like a spring, realizing that you owe me so much.

50. 17岁时你不漂亮，可以怪罪于母亲没有遗传好的容貌；但是30岁了依然不漂亮，就只能责怪自己，因为在那么漫长的日子里，你没有往生命里注入新的东西。

50. At 17, if you're not beautiful, you can blame it on your mother for not passing on good looks; but if you're still not beautiful at 30, you can only blame yourself, because over those long days, you haven't infused new things into your life.

51. の有人照顾你我挺开心的，但是我笑不出来，因为那曾经是我的位置。

51. I'm quite happy to have someone take care of you and me, but I can't laugh, because that was once my position.