心绪如潮，焦虑如潮涌。在这个寂静的夜晚，情绪低落，心情愈发沉重。故事，从这一刻开始……

The heart is swamped with emotions, anxiety surging like a tide. In this quiet night, the mood is low, the heart grows heavier. The story begins from this moment...

1. 没关系，我可以把悲伤藏在心里，让时间把它磨成水，从眼睛里流出来。

1. It's fine, I can keep the sadness hidden in my heart, let time grind it into water, and let it flow out of my eyes.

2. 有些人是山和河，但他们不是可停泊的港口。

2. Some people are mountains and rivers, but they are not harbors where one can dock.

3. 感情久了，就不是爱了，而是依赖。那么当你失去的时候，不是痛苦，而是放弃。

3. After a long time of feeling, it's no longer love but dependence. So when you lose it, it's not pain but letting go.

4. 我怕我的记忆像沙漏一样，越来越少，总有一天会模糊。

4. I fear that my memory will be like an hourglass, gradually depleting, and one day it will become blurred.

5. 我正在一步步接近我的梦想。就算是坏了，我也会尽力去挽回，用我的一切去交换。

5. I am gradually getting closer to my dream. Even if things go wrong, I will do my best to make it right, trading everything I have for it.

6. 我想你不是因为我孤独，而是因为我想你。孤独的感觉如此沉重，只是因为我想得太深。

6. I think it's not because I am lonely, but because I miss you. The feeling of loneliness is so heavy, it's just because I think of you too deeply.

7. 女人总是迷恋爱情吗？女人是不是太天真了？

7. Are women always obsessed with love? Are women too naive?

8. 我很好。我只是在想念一个催我睡觉，温暖我的手，陪我哭，陪我玩的人。

8. I'm doing well. I'm just missing someone who would nudge me to sleep, warm my hand, comfort me in my tears, and play with me.

9. 我一直以为我会习惯逝去的时光和过去的事。无论你在哪里，遇见谁，结局如何。

9. I always thought I would get used to the passing of time and the things of the past. No matter where you are, who you meet, or how it ends.

10. 那是一段痛苦的时光。爱情是世界上最美丽的东西。即使让你心碎，也要微笑着忘记，然后开始下一段旅程。

10. That was a time of pain. Love is the most beautiful thing in the world. Even if it breaks your heart, you should smile and forget, and then start the next journey.

11. 如果你明天看不到我。所以，早上好，下午好，晚上好。

11. If you don't see me tomorrow. So, good morning, good afternoon, good evening.

12. 漫无目的的走，是我享受孤独的最好方式。

12. aimlessly wandering is the best way for me to enjoy solitude.

13. 有时候需要装傻，才不会让自己不舒服。

13. Sometimes, one needs to pretend to be foolish to avoid discomfort.

14. 如果没有我为你提灯，你会在回家的路上感到悲伤吗？

14. Would you feel sad on your way home if I didn't light the lantern for you?

15. 有些事，直到你渐渐醒悟，才明白那是一个错误。

15. There are some things that you only realize as a mistake as you gradually wake up to the truth.

16. 我们可能永远不会像以前那样不可替代。

16. We may never be irreplaceable as we were before.

17. 友情+1可以等于爱情，但是爱情-1不一定代表友情。

17. Friendship + 1 can equal love, but love - 1 doesn't necessarily represent friendship.

18. 我就像你不需要的影子。我让孤独交换了我悲伤的思绪，我对爱情无能为力。这无味的日子和眼泪是唯一的奢侈。

18. I am like the shadow you no longer need. I traded my sad thoughts for loneliness, and I am powerless in the face of love. These tasteless days and tears are the only luxury.

19. 对于生活来说，接受是最好的温柔，无论是接受一个人的出现，还是接受一个人的消失。

19. For life, acceptance is the best gentleness, whether it is accepting someone's presence or accepting someone's departure.

20. 因为你，我懂得了成长，但你依然是我的伤。

20. Because of you, I have learned about growth, but you are still my wound.

21. 谢谢你这么忙还当面伤害我。我现在很好，谢谢你的忽视。

21. Thank you for hurting me in front of me even though you are so busy. I'm doing well now, thank you for your neglect.

22. 什么是冗余？夏天的棉袄，冬天的蒲扇，还有我冷了之后你的殷勤。

22. What is redundancy? A cotton coat in summer, a bamboo fan in winter, and your attentive care when I feel cold.

23. 我们只是路人，在这里玩团游戏。

23. We are just passersby, playing team games here.

24. 校服代表青春，却是你最爱的时候离别。

24. School uniforms represent youth, yet they mark the time of your most beloved farewell.

25. 我们正在谈论没事有时候，往往是最难受的时候。

25. We're talking about those times when nothing is wrong, but they can often be the most difficult times.

26. 你怀念的不是旧时光。是爱活在旧时代，从来不谈。

26. What you miss is not the old times. It's the love that lived in the old days, never spoken of.

27. 学会放下，然后张开双手，坦然面对人生的每一次意外，坦然接受所有的必然，微笑面对新的生活。

27. Learn to let go, then open your hands wide, calmly face every surprise in life, calmly accept all the inevitabilities, and smile towards the new life.

28. 你有没有等一个人，就在你想放弃的时候，他回头冲你笑？

28. Have you ever waited for someone, and just when you thought you were about to give up, they turned around and smiled at you?

29. 恐怕我们最终只会得到一个愚蠢的毕业照。

29. It seems that we'll end up with just a foolish graduation photo.

30. 每一部电视剧都有一个美好的结局，每一段痴情都留下苦涩而痛苦的回忆。

30. Every TV series has a happy ending, but every deep affection leaves behind bitter and painful memories.

31. 第一次哭是因为你不在，第一次笑是因为遇见你，第一次笑是因为不能拥有你。

31. The first cry was because you were not there, the first smile was because I met you, and the first smile was because I couldn't have you.

32. 如果你爱她，就不要给她思考的机会。因为你永远不知道想你的人有多爱你。

32. If you love her, don't give her the chance to think. Because you'll never know how much the person who thinks about you loves you.

33. 环顾四周，灯光昏暗。仰望天空，一点一点。我苦笑，这么微弱的光怎么可能抵得上黑夜的湮灭？

33. Looking around, the lighting was dim. Gazing up at the sky, bit by bit. I smiled wryly, how could such a faint light possibly withstand the swallowing darkness?

34. 如果我在人群中突然疯狂或者沉默，那时候一定很难过。

34. If I suddenly go crazy or silent among a crowd, it must be very difficult for me at that time.

35. 你不会去剪头发的理发店，也不会去吃肚子的快餐店。为什么你还爱着一次又一次伤害你的人？

35. You wouldn't go to a hair salon to get a haircut, nor would you go to a fast food restaurant to eat your belly. Why do you still love someone who keeps hurting you time and time again?

36. 鱼上钩是因为它爱上了渔夫，它愿意用自己的生命让渔夫微笑。

36. The fish was hooked because it fell in love with the fisherman, willing to sacrifice its own life to make the fisherman smile.

37. 有多少人为了不让别人看出自己的心事而装疯卖傻？

37. How many people pretend to be crazy or foolish to hide their inner thoughts from others?

38. 有时候，失望到一定程度后，反而会开出一朵花来。那种花的名字是，没关系。

38. Sometimes, after reaching a certain level of disappointment, a flower will actually bloom. The name of that flower is, "It's all right."

39. 很多事情，看得太深，就会不开心。还不如天真没心没肺。

39. Many things, when looked at too deeply, can make one unhappy. It's better to be naive and carefree instead.

40. 假装不爱你，假装你爱我。哪个更残酷？

40. Pretending not to love you, or pretending that you love me. Which is more cruel?

41. 其实生活很平淡，只是我们自己把它弄得很惨。

41. In fact, life is quite ordinary, but it's just ourselves who make it so惨 (terrible).

42. 一寸一寸，那是我孤独的岁月。来去匆匆的你年少轻狂。

42. Bit by bit, that was my lonely years. You, coming and going in a hurry, were youthful and reckless.

43. 你的用心和痴情，恐怕只是别人茶余饭后的笑料。

43. Your dedication and infatuation may just be the subject of others' jokes and laughter during their leisure time.

44. 世界上最糟糕的感觉是，你无法爱上别人，因为你仍然想念伤害你的人。

44. The worst feeling in the world is, you cannot love anyone else because you still miss the person who hurt you.

45. 悄悄消失在人海中，不要让任何人看见！思念是可以呼吸的痛苦，瞬间蒸发，让不可能也随之消散！

45. Disappear quietly in the sea of people, not letting anyone see! Longing is a painful emotion that can be felt and released, evaporating instantly, dissipating the impossible along with it!

46. 你可以看到我在屏幕上留下的文字，但你看不到我掉在键盘上的眼泪。

46. You can see the words I left on the screen, but you can't see the tears I shed on the keyboard.

47. 那些小小的失望充斥了每一个角落。如何放下，慢慢努力。

47. The little disappointments filled every corner. How to let go, and gradually work on it.

48. 有时候我可以淡然的看着，有时候我会受不了。

48. Sometimes I can calmly observe, but sometimes I can't bear it.

49. 一个破碎的拥抱适合躲藏，不适合深浸。

49. A shattered embrace is suitable for hiding, not for deep immersion.